LOVER MONSTER!

LOVER MONSTER!
59. Unforgivable.


"I don't know what to say, seriously. You're great at still being able to control your emotions when you hear Demian say that. If it was me, I might have ripped his mouth in place."


Dania-at-last-settled at Elixir that night as Jessica's counselling friend. The girl sat cross-legged on Jessica's bed, hands crossed on her chest.


In front of Dania, Jessica was leaning on the head of the bed with a dim face. Not surprisingly, Dania thought. Jessica must be very hurt accused of being a treasure-mad woman by the man she likes.


'Fuckin' demi! Guys are insensitive! I hope your little toe hits the table!'


Dania felt the heat gathering on her head, boiling her blood.


"A guy like that doesn't know himself, yeah. Just because his face was handsome, he thought he could talk at will."


Jessica listened to Dania's nagging without giving much of a response. The pain that had appeared in his heart from Demian's words had already ripped through his chest, and just as the wound was not enough, he saw Demian and Angela kissing not far from the balcony of his room. The pain in Jessica's heart was now like a wound watered by a squeeze of lime. Grinding brutal.


"Dani, I'm sorry to bother you lately. You were so excited to help me make Demian fall in love, but in the end I let you down."


"disappointing, how? You didn't do anything, anyway. Demian alone is a dilapidated and a moron. You don't have to regret anything. Anyway.., trust me, that bastard will come to your feet and ask for forgiveness!"


Jessica doubts that. Now, Demian is happy with Angela in her arms. The man no longer needed it. Their relationship which was indeed without status and meaning, was definitely not something that mattered in Demian's eyes.


The man had definitely forgotten his own mistakes and was busy serving Angela lovingly.


"I know what that look means" said Dania. "You don't think he's coming back, do you?"


"She has no reason to go back" Jessica murmured. "If he comes and apologizes, at most he just feels guilty." There is no more meaning there.


"Tsk, listen to me. Demian will come back, whatever the reason. Therefore, remember what I said not to give up before your birthday?"


"Daniy? Are you asking me to continue pursuing the love of the man who insulted me?"


"Well..., why not?"


"Dania, he's insulting me!"


What part of the insulting word does Dania not understand? Even though Jessica was in love, she did not immediately throw away her pride. He still had the dignity and dignity of not bowing at the feet of the man who looked down on him.


"I know you're angry, but..., that doesn't make your love for her just go away, does it? I'm asking now, are you losing your feelings for Demian now? Not even a little love?"


"That's..." Impossible. Her throbbing heart of pain was now the result of jealousy arising from observing Demian and Angela's interactions from the balcony of her room.


"I know, you still like it. Hence, I want you not to stop in the middle of the road and in the process, we can give the bastard a lesson for insulting you. We can make her cry. No, I mean you can.."


"But, Dania.., although I like her, I don't want to forgive her. I feel as much hate as my tribe now. I don't want to lose my pride for a man."


"And you won't lose anything." Dania convinced a hundred percent. Quickly, he grabbed both of Jessica's wrists and pulled the friend to sit firmly. "You'll get what you want, love and revenge."


"But..., how?" Jessica dilemma.


"Believe me, from now on we'll jump to step number 2." Dania grinned like a demon.


"What about the first step? We haven't even finished implementing that step."


"Forget the first step. We only have a little time left. Instead of spending time shaking off Demian's feelings, let's destroy him."


"Ha-destroy?" Isn't that a bit extreme?


"Let's make his blood boil, his heart is torn apart and his head is filled with poison." Closing her demonic plan with a grin, Dania then clapped her hands once.


A carefree smile adorned his face, as if he had just not said anything terrible.


"Take this revenge, because he hurt you."


Jessica breathed a heavy breath. Wasn't this plan aimed at making Demian fall in love, why did Dania's planning look like mental torture? Is Dania sure this is the right path?


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By the way, like Dania's prophecy, Demian appeared on Elixir the next morning. His rather elongated cloak, tied with black rubber.


There, in front of Elixir's entrance, she appeared to amaze the eye with just her casual appearance. Dark blue flannel shirts, oversized grey t-shirts torn here and there, black jeans and combat boots that are in tune with his pants.


"Welcome to Elixir," Dania greeted Demian with an arrogant look.


"M..." Demian didn't really care how Dania looked at him. He is more interested in the sight of Jessica who is replacing Ethan as a barista.


Demian was about to approach Jessica when suddenly from behind, Dania pulled the tip of her flannel shirt. Stopped step.


The aura of hostility that surrounded Dania reached Demian clearly. Demian is sensitized without Dania needing to talk. The girl obviously hated and scolded him through that sharp delicacy.


"I didn't make any reservations, I just stopped by for coffee at the bar." Demian said, given Dania's questions usually only revolve around the table reservation and its purpose.


"You'd better just have some coffee" Dania replied coldly. "If you say something insulting to my friend again, I'll make your dirty mouth feel the detergent of our kitchen."


"I could die, then?" Demian chuckles.


Without responding to Demian's joke, Dania did not lower her gaze in the slightest from Bellamy's youngest. His pair of aquamarine beads flashed with anger.


Demian's rarity inevitably subsided. Damn, why are the people around Jessica so overprotective?


"I only made a mistake once, take it easy." Demian said. "I came here to make peace. I'm not gonna hurt Jessica again, I'm sorry."


"Tsk!" Dania finally released her clutches from Demian's flannel shirt. "I'll hold your word now, but I won't believe you."


Ignoring the warnings of Jessica's friend who seemed like insect bites, Demian walked to the counter where Jessica was. The girl's expression spontaneously hardened when she realized Demian's arrival.


Ugh, being stared at like that by Jessica made Demian's heart ache.


"Somebody still has a face to show up here." Jessica said after Demian sat right in front of her.


Just then, rather than responding to Demian with words, Jessica looked at the man right in the eyes. His gaze was full of blending seriousness and saturation. Stared that way by Jessica, Demian was gulping.


"Where is Ethan? Tumbennya you work alone..."


"..."


"Erm..." Damn it, Demian died a flea under that gaze. Where did the empathetic Jessica go and always treat her kindly? The girl didn't really want it destroyed, did she?


Jessica., Demian has absolutely no idea what to do.


"What's your purpose here?" Jessica finally made a sound. Demian thought the girl would silence him and treat him like a germ.


"I came to see you, what else?" Demian showed a wide grin on his face.


As much as possible, she wanted Jessica to melt into her good looks. Demian did not want the girl to be hostile to him. The rarely smiling Demian, who rarely showed her emotions, now smiled widely from ear to ear. This is a rare occurrence.


'Look how hard I tried to beg for your forgiveness, Jessica. Please, stop showing that cruel expression. I'd rather you smile.'


"Huh, wasn't yesterday enough, so you came to insult me again?" Jessica raised her eyebrows next to her. His facial expression did not soften happily. There is, it shows more and more displeasure.


Motherfucker! That fucking mouth! Why did his mouth say such a stupid thing yesterday? Demian really hates his mouth right now.


Please, give Demian some detergent juice right now. Demian needs to clean her dirty mouth that has hurt Jessica.


"Jessica, what happened yesterday was my fault. I'm sorry I told you that. I don't think long, I'm angry, too angry until I don't think long. Seriously. I'm just.., I'm just not happy you're dealing with Jake. I said something bad."


"You look so honest yesterday, I'm amazed. Perhaps your anger has shown you the true content of your heart. You must think I'm a materialistic woman who approaches a rich man like a leech."


"Jess..."


"Don't!!!" jessica said, full of emphasis. "Never call me that again. You are not my friend or anyone else in my life. You're just..., guest here."


A rain of arrows landed on Demian's chest just then and there.


"Jessica. I know you can't be like that. I was wrong, I said the wrong things. Therefore, now I regret it. However, at all, it was never on my mind that you were such a person."


"Those words and conclusions would never have come out of your mouth if you hadn't thought so. Well, how else, this isn't the first time I've been insulted like this. You and your boyfriend definitely share the same thoughts. Not surprisingly!"


Oh my, sweetie? Is it because of last night? "Angela's not my girlfriend."


"I'm sorry, I don't care."


Demian's heart felt like it was being squeezed by an invisible hand. A pair of emerald irises that often looked at him with hospitality, now cooled darkly. It feels so painful. Demian didn't want this at all.


"Jessica, what do I have to do to make you forgive me?"


"Are you ready to order or not, sir?" Jessica maintained her professionalism even though she still felt annoyed every time she looked at Demian's face. The shadow of the man who was making out with Angela was playing in his mind, poking around his brain with a disgusting and painful imagination.


'He must have spent the night with Angela and come here like an innocent man.' Jessica was angry.


I mean Jessica, if Demian has Angela in her life now, why is she still bumping Jessica's legs as if she doesn't want to let go of Jessica? Is he not serious about Angela? Or is he a bastard who likes to play with women's hearts?


Hid.


Whatever it was, Jessica would not give her forgiveness so easily.


Like Dania's message, Jessica will torment the man's inner self. Make him angry and sorry.


"Yeah.." Demian exhaled a heavy breath. "Make me black coffee, one."


Hearing Demian's order, Jessica immediately made the man's order.


They stood opposite to a long table stretched to chest height. They were quite close there, but not a word came out of their lips.


Demian was unable to say anything. Not when Jessica's expression showed that she was still wrathful. Jessica, too, refused to make a sound because she was afraid that her heart would soften.


"Jess..." From the kitchen, Ethan finally shows up. The barista who now smelled like coffee beans appeared and joined Jessica behind the table. He occasionally threw glances at Demian.


"I'm sorry it's busy for you" said Ethan.


Jessica's smile suddenly bloomed thinly, "You're not keeping anyone busy."


Seeing Jessica talk to Ethan with a relaxed expression and a light-flowing smile, Demian swallowed some annoyance. If only her mouth hadn't spoken carelessly yesterday, Jessica would probably have treated her the same way. The emerald will soften to him and that sweet smile will spill over for him.


Aaaaah, motherfucker! Once again, Demian cursed to himself.


"Anyway," Jessica took off the apron she was wearing and put it on the table. "I'll be out all day today, if there's anything urgent, please call me."


"You.." Ethan had not yet finished his words, Demian first cut off the talk.


"Where are you going?" the question is, big voice.


Jessica threw an astonished look towards Demian for a moment.


"It's none of your business" he said, and it left Demian frozen in disbelief. His neck swallowed a knife. He had trouble speaking even though his heart was screaming in anger.


Demian was angry at Jessica who would not forgive him, and was furious at herself who could not blame Jessica.


Again, what is wrong here is itself.


TSK!!!!


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