One Night With Your Wife
Rescuer

“ No, Bian. Mama loves you very much. Mama always thinks of you and Mama is not ashamed to have a child like you.”ujar Mama Widya from across. There was a sense of panic in his voice as he tried to convince Fabian many times.

“ Don't tell me goodbye, Bian. You can not leave Mama, you have to stay by Mama.” side the woman again screamed hysterically.

There was no longer any word from across and the phone was cut off right after Fabian said his farewell . Mama Widya immediately panicked and her feelings were very unpleasant. He intended to track Fabian's cell phone location but unfortunately his son turned off the GPS on his phone so it is difficult to know where he is currently. 

“ Fabian, please…. Don't stay in Mama.” Mama Widya repeatedly pleaded in her heart while continuing to cry. 

There was a sense of regret in Mama Widya's chest because for the past few days has ignored Fabian. She should have continued to be a crutch for her calamitous son. He should not have shown any sense of loss to Zavian in the face of Fabian who managed to cause jealousy. 

At a time like this, Mama Widya realized that it was so difficult to share affection fairly. His two children will continue to scramble and question to whom his greatest affection poured out. 

Mama Widya only lamented Zavian's departure for a few days but Fabian had put her prejudice that Mama Widya did not love him. Fabian felt hurt just because Mama Widya no longer paid attention to her ailing self. Though for many years, Mama Widya has always been on her side. Even Mama Widya became the only person to defend Fabian while others blasphemed his behavior.

On the other hand, Zavian has always been forced to give up all his life. While she was sick, Mama Widya did not pay much attention to her. Mama Widya just came to see the situation and told the waiter to pay attention to the schedule of taking Zavian medicine. Not to shrink the services of Mama Widya, not…. But reality is so.

Even when Zavian suffered a broken leg due to his own papa, Mama Widya did not play a role in caring for him. All were taken over by Nayara who was pregnant at that time. There is no special effort made by Mama Widya for the recovery of Zavian. 

Then, after all the inequality that happened over the years, how could Fabian say that he was not loved ?

So selfish.

“ You are very bad if if you really live Mama,” said Mama Widya who began to despair because her phone connection did not go lifted. 

In her panic, Mama Widya could still think clearly and had her assistant call an IT expert. He had to know the location where Fabian was at this time. It only took fifteen minutes to track Fabian's whereabouts via a phone connection to the provider's satellite. 

“ Its last location was in Rafflesia Tower,”, said Assistant Mama Widya whose call continues to connect with IT experts across the street . 

“ Get there quickly and find my son !” mama Widya panicked.

Mama Widya's assistant immediately asked two of her men to come there to meet Fabian. They were ordered to use a motorbike to hurry, while Mama Widya and her assistant left by car.

Along the way, Mama Widya's assistant called the building manager and asked to check the CCTV that might capture Fabian's whereabouts there. After mentioning the physical characteristics of Fabian, the last clothes worn, and the license plate of his car then the building manager confirmed that there was indeed a man with these characteristics entering the building through the west door. 

Mama Widya clenched her hands and begged in her heart for her to still be given a chance to gather with her son. He didn't want any news. Because the whole disobedience that had happened to him lately was more than enough to make him feel that he was in hell. 

“ Yes, God protect my son. Fabian can't leave me.” Mama Widya kept praying. 

Mama Widya realized that she was not a religious figure, but for this time, she hoped God would still listen and grant her prayers. 

By the time they reached Rafflesia Tower, Mama Widya easily found Fabian's car parked there. He immediately got down and ran into the lobby in a hurry. But his steps suddenly came to a halt when he heard the commotion and horrified screams from the people. 

“ Someone committed suicide !” they shouted as they continued to run towards the right wing of Rafflesia Tower. 

Mama Widya blinked her eyes, then shook her head. She's so scared. Fear that his prejudice will become real. 

“ Mom, let's go here.” invite assistant Mama Widya. 

They walked hurriedly towards the center of the commotion that was happening there. Mama Widya's assistant walks first and searches for information about who the person who ended his life was by jumping from that height. 

“ Male is about thirty-four years old, his body is thin, his hair is a little shabby and wears a blue shirt.” Assistant Mama Widya mentioned the characteristics of the suicide perpetrator she got. 

“ No ! That can't be Fabian !” mama Widya shouted quickly. 

Mama Widya immediately approached to see the suicide victim who made her chest pound. When she saw a man lying on the floor in a terrible state, Mama Widya almost screamed. The victim's face cannot be seen clearly because the fall position is down with a broken head that is bathed in blood. But seeing the clothes and posture of the victim, Mama Widya as if looking at her own child. 

“Gak ! No ! “ Mama Widya shakes her head hysterically.

“ Bu, the characteristics are similar to Mas Bian, “, said Assistant Mama Widya.

The world seemed to stop spinning at that point as well and Mama Widya suddenly lost grip. He felt his gaze darken and his entire body go limp. His legs could no longer even hold his weight which felt increasingly weak. 

Mama Widya was taken to a deserted place to be made aware. His assistant continued to try to restore the woman's consciousness in various ways. Moments later, two of Mama Widya's men came and said that the suicide victim was not Fabian. 

“ Seriously, it's not Mas Fabian. I've seen his face firsthand and researched his identity,” is obviously the man.

” One hundred percent is not Mas Fabian.”

“ Thank goodness,” said assistant Mama Widya. 

While Mama Widya has not recovered from her stupor despite having been cultivated in various ways. After a long wait, Mama Widya woke up and she immediately cried. But his assistant immediately calmed him down.

“ That's not Mas BIan, Bu ,” said his assistant explained the circumstances. 

“ Time anyway?” mama Widya asked while wiping her tears. ” Not that the features mentioned are indeed similar to Fabian?”

“ Many people wear blue shirts and all that just happens to be.” Obviously his Assistant while pointing at the two man earlier.” They've made sure that it's not Mas Fabian .”

“ Then Fabian where ?” mama Widya asked while removing the remains of her tears. He is not fully relieved if he has not seen his own son. 

“ Don't know , Mom. We've been looking for Mas Fabian around here but still not found,” said the man. 

“ Quickly search ! I don't want to know, anyway Fabian has to meet ! “ snapped Mama Widya firmly. 

Mama Widya then met one of the police who came there to find out for themselves about the identity of the suicide victim. And right, it's not Fabian. 

Meanwhile, at the rooftop of Rafflesia Tower, Fabian sat on the floor. His elbows were abrasive and bleeding but the pain was ignored. A woman stood around her waist while looking at her with irritated eyes. The woman had just pulled and pushed her body away from the guardrail until it fell injured.

“ Stupid ! Brief-minded people like you are indeed stupid !” blaspheme the woman.” You don't know that your actions would be very detrimental to the owner of this building ? Huh ?” 

“ That's none of my business,” replied Fabian no less fierce.” And you ..... fucking woman ! Why do you like to interfere in people's affairs, huh ?”

The woman pointed her index finger right in front of Fabian, her eyes shining fiercely full of anger.” I will not interfere in your affairs if you intend to end your life elsewhere. You can kill yourself, but not here !”

“ What right do you have to ban me , huh ?!” snapped Fabian later . 

“ Obviously I am entitled because my father is the owner of this building. And every month there are almost five suicides that occur here. It hurt us a lot because there were a lot of creepy rumors that made the tenants start to feel doubtful and started to break the lease contract !” exclaim that woman. 

“ Brengssek !” fabian's upset. 

Every time you intend to end your life, there are obstacles that make your intentions not implemented. I don't know what God meant by always sending rescuers to keep him safe from his suicide. Could this be a punishment from God like Zavian once said ?

“ Go to the middle of the sea, there ! Throw yourself in there and die quietly without making anyone else lose!” say that woman again. 

“ Noisy !” hardik Fabian was upset. He stood up and intended to descend through the emergency stairs. But the thing that irritated him was the existence of the woman who kept following him . 

“ Why are you following me?” asked Fabian exasperatedly. 

“ I have to make sure a fool like you doesn't end life here ! If you want to die, find somewhere else ! “ said the woman while folding her hands in front of the chest. 

Fabian went down the stairs one by one with a woman who kept following in his footsteps. There was a grunt accompanied by blasphemy that sounded annoying, but Fabian tried to ignore it. As they walked down one of the hallways on the twenty-fifth floor, the woman received a call from someone and her curse grew louder. 

“ Brengssek ! This fool is indeed troublesome !” said the woman.

Fabian who began to be puffed up to hear the swearing turned his head back with a frown. He was very upset to hear how the woman cursed him so easily. 

“ There are fools other than you who just jumped from the fifteenth floor. Fuck !” said the woman. 

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