One Night With Your Wife
Forgive Mama

“ Even if an accident but he has a wife who will take care of him, Ma ! Papa has no one to take care of him!” Fabian. She looked at Mama Widya with angry eyes.

“ Nayara is pregnant,” said Mama Widya with a slightly softened voice.” After all, you and your Papa don't need me anymore.” 

“ Who says me and Papa don't need Mama? We still need Mama. Not only Zavian who wants to be noticed and get affection from Mama,” Fabian replied.

Mama Widya took a deep breath. The atmosphere in the hospital did not allow him to shout furiously in order to vent the emotions raging within his chest. 

“ Just this time Zavian got sick and Mama helped take care of him directly. Previously, he had lived his life alone without my attention. After all Zavian never demanded much, he never asked me to continue to be by his side. Because she is aware that you will not like if I am close to her,” said Mama Widya with a soft and bitter voice.

Mama Widya then looked at Fabian sharply. “ Now that he is wretched because of you and your Papa, I want to be by his side. I want to pay for the time ever taken for him. But why do you even think of me as the cruelest woman? It's not enough that you've been sculpting it?” 

“ I'm not mean to him, Ma,” sidelines Fabian fast. “ But because Mama acted like this when Papa was sick!” 

“ Throughout his life, Vian never complained when I told the nurse to take care of him when he was sick. But this time why did you complain when I provided nurses to take care of your Papa?” mama Widya asked with a sharp piercing look. 

“ Already , Ma. No need to give any more reasons,” said Fabian who started to put on a careless face. He did not accept if his mother revealed the truth that had happened all this time. 

“ I shouldn't have told Mama about Papa's situation. Let Mama be free to keep Zavian.” 

Aunt Tania again broke up and asked that the two not be mutually agreeable in the debate. Moreover, Aunt Siska and some close relatives came and wanted to see the state of Papa Adrian. Finally Mama Widya relented and decided not to speak anymore.

Mama Widya realizes the change in attitude of her husband's family towards her. The pleasant smiles and cold gazes she received had made Mama Widya feel fed up as well as irritated.

“ Husband is sick instead of being treated but instead abandoned,” satirical Aunt Siska without looking at the face of her sister-in-law. “ Worse yet even have the desire to sue for divorce. I really don't think it's made.”

It really made Mama Widya feel offended. Emotions that had been muted back up to the surface . 

“ What will you do when you know that your husband is the one who wants to harm and kill your own child?” mama Widya asked her sister-in-law.

Aunt Siska stuttered a little when asked that. He seemed to think for a moment, before answering Mama Widya.”'s question I will be very disappointed and angry, then maybe will..go?”.

“ That's how I feel,” says Mama Widya . “ For years I let my husband and eldest son be mean to Zavian. They always act arbitrarily even to the point of harming Zavian just to put pressure on Zavian to bow down under their feet again. Then when I try to be by my son's side who is always persecuted, you judge me as if I am the most evil woman in the world.”

“ I told you Papa just wanted to warn Zavian, Ma. Papa wasn't really about to kill him, don't go overboard like this !” fabian interrupted his mother's words.

“ How about when you give that warning your sister dies, huh? You think the accident that Zavian experienced was only limited to bumping?” snapped Mama Widya with glaring eyes. “ His car was smashed in a truck and he was in a coma for a week. Is that how you guys warn Zavian?”

Fabian fell silent as he rubbed his veiled face. While Mama Widya is getting irritated just made. 

“ You think it is impossible but the reality is like that ! Do I need to show you the evidence, huh?” mama Widya asked with a mocking look. 

Both of his sisters-in-law compactly shook their heads. They reject the facts. 

“ I told you that my decision did not come in short thought. There were many wounds and pains that I had been storing up all this time. You never know it,” said Mama Widya with a feeling of sadness.

Fabian silently stared at the words that were thrown from his mother. She can clearly capture that Mama Widya is currently at the most disappointed point in her life. Fabian is one of the causes.

When Papa Adrian was transferred to the treatment room, then Mama Widya could talk to her husband. The man looked restraining, he actually felt pain while occasionally grimacing.

“ All your family blame me for everything that happened to you at this time.” said Mama Widya. Then all the bitterness stored in his chest melted and spilled through a cry. “ They think of me as a wicked woman who could leave you. Though you are a cruel man who deserves to be abandoned.”

“ Wid, forgive...aku..” Papa Adrian tried to speak in a stammered voice.

“ Apologize to Zavian,” says Mama Widya while removing her tears.

“ All this time you have been unfair to him. Even you almost made him die after having such a great accident.”

“ Well... I'll apologize to Zavian. But you don't leave me. You must return home and accompany me again,” pinta Papa Adrian. 

“ One more, don't tease Zavian ! Let him live his life quietly with his wife. Do not impose your will on him.” said Mama Widya. 

“ Alright, I will obey everything,” said Papa Adrian.” But you don't go.” 

Mama Widya then cried again. She continued to curse herself who was feeling weak at the pitiful condition of her husband like this. He couldn't do much, even to protect his son he couldn't.

‘ Forgive Mama Vian, Forgive Mama...’ Inner Mama Widya while sobbing.

Zavian stared at the street with a hopeful look. It has been almost a week Mama Widya left her home after getting news that Papa Adrian back drop and rushed to the hospital. Mama Widya had promised to go home to Zavian but until now it turns out the woman never came. But Zavian knew that now Papa Adrian was out of the hospital.

Not to want to be spoiled and childish, nor because they want to see their parents separated. But Zavian wanted to feel back how close Mama Widya was to him. She felt happy and happy when Mama Widya was in this house. There was an empty passage that had long been gaping wide in Zavian's soul that only his Mama could fill. But now her mother is back away for reasons she has understood many times. 

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