One Night With Your Wife
The bleak future

“ So, I'm HIV positive?” asked Fabian in a weak voice from being too shocked.

“ Yes. The doctor said that's what caused you to fall. Because the immune system in your body has been weak and must get intensive treatment,” explained Mama Widya.

“ No ! I can't believe this is !” Fabian tried to deny reality and immediately threw the test results in any direction. This news was like a crushing blow that left him shattered in an instant.

“ Remember again how many paid women you rent . It could be that you contracted through one of the pela*cur,” Zavian said.

“ Pela*cur nationat ! The cheap woman turned out to transmit the disease to me,” Fabian said full of anger. 

“ Cih ! Instead of blaming others,” said Zavian cynically.” Though you yourself hired them, you should think before acting too far. You must know the impact of often changing dating couples what. And now you have to accept the consequences.”

“ Anyway they whoever it is, should be on the test as well ! I have to know from whom I contracted it and I will make sure pela*cur messy it's life suffers!” fabian shouted as if he did not accept this disease infecting his body. Zavian talk as if he did not hear when in fact this is all his own fault that likes to play with many women. 

“ Do not have to think about it, now you have to seek treatment first in order to recover,” said Mama Widya. 

“ I can't accept, Ma ! I was clean and never had any problems . But that whistleblowing pela*cur instead transmitted this disgusting disease to me !” fabian shouted increasingly.

Mama Widya cried again, as well as Fabian who sobbed while covering her face. Fabian admits that he often hires paid women from his regular pimps. Even a few months back, he made sexual activity as an escape from the fear in his head. 

Fabian once had fun with women who changed every day. He will look for a figure similar to Nara to satisfy his thirst and also his fantasy. Until he finally meets Liza and starts a new adventure with drugs that feel much more fun. 

“ I can't believe all this ,” Fabian said sobbing. She was completely devastated by this bitter reality.” I'm gonna be dead soon, Ma.” 

“ No, Bian. The doctor said that if you can still be treated, it is not to cure but at least the drugs will make you last longer,” explained Mama Widya. 

“ I can't live much longer, Ma.” Fabian continued to cry while regretting his situation .

Mama Widya hugged Fabian and rubbed her son's head affectionately. They both cried while sobbing. Mama Widya repeatedly calmed Fabian but did not seem to work. The man continued to cry and could not cope with his hardship.

Zavian was not far from the two. Zavian wanted to sympathize but was reluctant to do so. He still remembers how Fabian sought out long-haired and white women to be the object of his fantasies about Nara . If he remembered that, Zavian could not get rid of the resentment inside his chest. 

“ You must be upbeat yes, Bian. You can't give up so soon,” said Mama Widya encouraging her son. 

“ Why are things so bad with me, Ma ?” said Fabian again. She wiped her tears with the back of her hand.” I still have to go to jail despite suffering from this deadly disease.

“ So Mama says you can't give up,” says Mama Widya.

“ Mama won't release me from jail?” ask Fabian later.

Mama Widya was stunned for a moment, then turned to look at Zavian who was staring at the two with flat eyes. As if feeling guilty, Mama Widya lowered her head and shook her head slowly. After all, Fabian still had to take responsibility for his mistake. 

“ Mama will only help you get leniency, but will not release you from prison,” said Mama Widya.

“ Yes already, if Mama does not want to free me,” said Fabian weakly.” Maybe I was destined to die in prison.”

Zavian, fed up with seeing her brother's manipulative behavior, chooses to leave the room. He opened the mask that covered half of his face and sat down on the chair that was outside. He reached into his cell phone and found a message from Nayara. 

Zavian smiled warmly as he looked at the photo of the woman holding their two children. Nayara is beautiful with a big smile that looks happy. 

“ I'm lucky you missed Fabian and ended up being mine, Nay,” muttered Zavian alone. 

After undergoing various examinations and treatment, Mama Widya submitted a suspension of detention to the police. The request went to court and was finally approved because the evidence did show that Fabian was really sick. He is now returning home with the status of being under surveillance by the authorities and still obliged to report. 

Zavian did not interfere in the decision because he was tired of arguing with his mother. After all, Mama Widya once said this. 

“ As a parent, one day you will understand why Mama is still on Fabian's side after so many mistakes. Because for parents, the child is a soulmate who becomes a part of himself.” 

Eventually Zavian chose not to comment any more on Fabian. He did not know how to deal with a troubled child because Zean was still a child. But Zavian accepts his mother's decision and tries to understand from his side as a parent.

Unfortunately, the news that Fabian is now being treated at home for HIV is spreading among their families. Fabian naturally realized how cynical the stares and also the disgusted expressions of the people while looking at him. It makes him feel down and frustrated. 

“ Means Fabian can't marry dong, yeah. You see, he suffered from a deadly infectious disease, could - his wife will be contagious as well,” said Tante Tania who was annoyed with his nephew.

“ Don't say that, Tan,” scolds Mama Widya while raising her eyes. 

“ Lho, the reality is so right?” toilet Aunt Tania gave a defense for herself.” This is the result if you like snacks carelessly outside, get infectious diseases will be,”

Fabian who heard that clearly felt a frenzy. He often daydreams and imagines his bleak future. He could have taken treatment to survive, but he obviously would not have been able to have a partner. 

“ Do not think about marriage and couples, which is clear you have to be the spirit of living this life,” said Mama Widya who faithfully accompanied her son.

“ Fabian was satisfied to have fun with the rental pela*cur, so why think of marriage again,” sahut aunt Siska cynically. “ After all no one wants to marry someone with HIV .” 

“ Siska, silent !” mama Widya snapped while glaring in annoyance. 

All of those remarks clearly bothered Fabian mentally. That is what makes Fabian often daydream alone and regret everything that has happened . He longed to turn the clock around and fix his past, but it was clearly impossible to happen. Traces of his dark past have ruined his future.

Fabian was desperate for his own life. He felt that everyone was looking disgusted at him.

One day, a waiter assigned to take care of Fabian entered his room and shouted hysterically . The man was found in terrible conditions with foam filling his mouth. 

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