
“ Don't talk like that, Nay. Yes, I was wrong but you cannot think of leaving me,”, Zavian said.
“ You always put my feelings aside, By. Whenever there's a problem, you just feel sorry but never try to understand . Is it because you know that here I have no one to complain to?” pissed Nayara.
“ Jeez, Darling. I've never thought that small,” refuted Zavian quickly.
Nayara moved away from Zavian and started crying . Lately, he has been feeling hurt very easily. His anger still remained but did not know what to say . Finally she chose to cry and wished her feelings of relief after that.
“ Forgive my attitude that lately has often gone too far and made us quarrel. But really, Nay…. I never wanted you to stay away from me let alone leave me,” Zavian said.
Nayara remained silent and occasionally wiped away her tears. Zavian approached and hugged his wife tightly.
” Thanks yes, you still love me to this day. Although I made a lot of mistakes.”
“ Who said I still love you?” asked Nayara in a miserable voice.
“ You are still waiting for me to come home, you are still waiting for my arrival, you are still angry when I forget the simple promise I once said. That means you still love me, Nay.” Zavian dropped his head on Nayara's shoulder while inhaling the scent of his wife's body.” Don't be happy if you've been indifferent don't care about me and don't need me anymore, it must be painful because it means you don't love me anymore.”
Nayara has to confess her feelings for Zavian. Maybe the anger he shows is just the other side of the form of love for the husband.
“ Nothing you are busy, it's okay if you prioritize work, but please..Take your time for me and Zeano,” said Nayara who began to stop crying.
“ Yes, I will do that ” said Zavian.
“ It's okay if you want to go home late at night, but don't ignore my messages.”
“ Sorry, Darling.”
No more conversations after that, Zavian hugged Nayara tightly and apologized many times. He realized his mistake and promised not to repeat it again. His job is important, but Nayara and Zean are far more important than anything.
The next day, Zavian really kept his promise . He still comes home late at night but Nayara's message has been answered. He just wished his wife would not be angry anymore. Their quarrels always left a bad feeling and it would make Zavian feel constantly guilty.
When Nayara was asleep first as before, there was sadness infiltrated into Zavian. He leaned over and kissed his wife's face, then his eyes found an object and a piece of paper on the nightstand.
Zavian grabbed the object and was surprised, then read the writing there. His smile came out and his feelings were overwhelmed and happy.
‘ Sorry if lately my attitude sucks and always angry. I thought it was because of the red days effect, but it turns out that in my stomach there's a potential sister Zean. Sorry yes dear, I Love You.”
Zavian smiled widely, dailusuknya two-striped testpack. Then he hugged his wife again.
After reading a message from Nayara who managed to make happy, that night Zavian could not close his eyes until early morning. He looked at his wife's deep face and felt guilty letting Nayara miss things alone. Though the purpose of bringing Nayara here so that their lives become calmer and happier, not to abandon the woman.
After this, Zavian seemed to have to reorganize his plan. There are many things that are not in line with the original plan. Zavian too long dissolved in his ambition to ignore Nayara who had given up life to accompany him. Totally unfair at all.
“ By...” call Nayara quietly with her hoarse voice while wriggling small in the arms of Zavian.” Long time home, yes ?”
“ About two hours ago,” replied Zavian.
“ Sleep, you must be tired.”Nayara said as she lowered her face into the niche of the husband's neck.
“ About how many weeks ?” ask Zavian who is still curious.
Nayara looked up and looked at her husband. He found a pair of eyes that were emitting a happy light.
“ You have read my message ?” ask Nayara.
” Already.”
“ I have not checked how old he is. But this afternoon I had made an appointment with the obstetrician for an initial examination,” explained Nayara.
“ I'm very happy, eventually Zean will have a sister after this,” said Zavian.
“ Though I want to make him an only child who is rich,” chirped Nayara while chuckling.
Zavian laughed as he tightened his embrace on Nayara's body. It was four in the morning and they were still joking. It feels so happy. Something they have hardly done since moving here because Zavian is busy pursuing his ambitions, while Nayara has to go through the night lonely.
Zavian did not need to ask Nayara to go back to sleep because she had closed her eyes first and dissolved in her dream. Zavian's warm embrace gives a sense of comfort and makes Nayara can sleep easily. Or maybe this is what he's been waiting for all this time.
In the morning, Zavian became the first person to get up and leave the bed . He washed his face and brushed his teeth, then walked towards his son's bed and squatted down on the side of Zeano's bed.
“ Morning, hotshot Daddy...” greet Zavian when his son's eyes open. There is a small word without meaning accompanied by whining like about to cry. Zavian immediately reached out and grabbed his son into his arms.” Shhhh…. Sister candidates cannot cry.”
Zean's whining stopped and he held his father's neck tightly. Zavian hummed a little to calm his son, and then he prepared warm water to bathe Zeano. Zavian is not as anxious as Nayara in taking care of children, but he also did not experience significant obstacles. Everything went smoothly and Zeano seemed comfortable to hold by his father.
“ Lho, By...” Nayara was a little surprised to see Zavian who had just paired Zean's clothes after his son was bathed. “ Zean already bathed ?”
“ Already,” Reply Zavian.” Where it smells again.”
“ Why don't you go to work?” nayara said as she walked closer to her husband and son.
“ No,” Zavian replied briefly. He had finished buttoning his son's shirt and laughed with satisfaction at the results. “ Wow, our child is getting older and soon has a sister.”
Zavian turned his head towards Nayara who looked at the two with a feeling of amazement. Zavian grabbed his wife to get closer and they kissed for a while. Then the three walked towards the pantry with Zean in Zavian's sling.
“ What time do you make an appointment with an obstetrician ?” asked Zavian while sitting in the stool.
“ Later around one hour,” replied Nayara.
“ Hm, okay,” says Zavian.
Nayara did not need to ask because she was sure that her husband would accompany her later. That's why her workaholic husband decided not to go to work today.
And it is true, the afternoon Zavian accompanied Nayara to check her pregnancy and give thanks when the doctor stated that his wife and prospective children were fine . When they came home, they had stopped to shop and accompanied Zeano to play in one of the playlands.
“ Looks like I will be very happy if you have more time to accompany us like this, “ said Nayara lirih.
There was a pain and pain that slapped Zavian in a crushing manner. He tried to grab his wife's hand and gently stroked her. Zavian had said an apology so many times that perhaps the wife's ears were full of those words. Right now all Zavian needs to do is prove that he won't make his wife feel neglected anymore.
Upon returning home, Zavian immediately called Austin and said that he might be doing his work from home. He explained the current situation and his friend allowed it to be airy.
In accordance with his decision last night, Zavian decided to reset his plans. He is still ambitious to develop the business but should not ignore his wife and children. Especially at this time there is a prospective second child who is living in the womb of the wife.
Nothing is more valuable than his family. And Zavian will fix what has been damaged by his wrong choices.
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Sorry I just Up from yesterday again bener² busy, I try today 3 chapters ... Waitain.. Saranghae 🫶🫰