One Night With Your Wife
Dependency

Unfortunately, after the incident Nayara instead returned to confine himself in the room. He did not come down for dinner and refused to join the rest of the family. Nayara spends her time laying on her bed. His head was full of complicated thoughts that made his body suddenly tired.

‘ Find me if you need protection.’ as Zavian said when they finished making love yesterday. 

What kind of protection would Zavian give her? I don't know Nayara's dizzy thinking about all this. 

On the other hand, Zavian managed to make Nayara into a dependency within a short period of time. His embrace, his touch and his warm demeanor made Nayara think that she needed the man the most .

With Zavian, the pain and disappointment seemed to evaporate in Nayara's life. The man managed to create a new world for Nayara who was in a sad state. Nayara realized there was a mistake going on inside her. And everything is made worse by his feelings for Zavian which makes his life feel turned upside down in an instant. 

Tonight, Nayara looked at her appearance in the large mirror on the walk in closet. Zavian's right, Nayara has changed a lot. Not only about the affairs of the heart, but also about its appearance. It's like he lost himself.

His face looked thin and tired. There were black circular eye bags under his eyes. His facial skin also became more dull because it was not well maintained. All of that is much different from the beautiful Sarah beaming all the time.

It is fitting that Fabian fell in love until crazy to forget the existence of Nayara. 

“ Sad once.” whispered Nayara slowly. 

Nayara took the face cream and daubed her face. He had to remove that trace of sadness in order for everything to seem fine. No one should shout joy over the destruction of his life at this moment.

After pondering and dodging for quite a while, Nayara ventured down and joined the rest of the family. He displays the figure of Nayara who is always fine even though his heart is crumpled dim formless.

“ Where are you going Nay? very beautiful makeup.” said mama Widya commenting on the appearance of her daughter-in-law.

“ Go nowhere, Ma.” replied Nayara while sitting next to Fabian.

“ Today mama deliberately asked to make your favorite salted egg shrimp. How many days have you been without appetite and rarely go down to dinner together. Make worry aja.” said Mama Widya . He presented a round plate containing Nayara's favorite menu. “ Eat a lot, yes.” 

“ Thanks ,Ma.” replied Nayara while smiling.

“ Ma, I also like shrimp loh.” Sarah tried to get her in-laws' attention. His hand outstretched about to take a plate filled with shrimp with salted egg sauce that was thrust towards Nayara. 

“ Pregnant women should not eat seafood, danger.” ketus mama Widya . He brushed off Sarah's hand that was about to reach for the plate in front of him.

“ Uh, time anyway?” sarah asked with a flushed face in embarrassment. He stopped taking the menu that seemed to tempt his taste.

“ Ask the doctor or manyin read the article about pregnant women.” says mom Widya. 

As if it was not enough to get there, Widya's mother turned to Zavian who was adding a drink.” Don't like to take someone else's possession, Vian. Later it becomes a habit until old to seize what is in the hands of people.” 

“ Eh?” Zavian who did not feel like doing anything was shocked to get a burst of ketus from his mother. But after realizing who the satire was intended for, Zavian actually served his mother's speech. 

“ Yes, how . You see what is in the hands of others it always looks tempting eyes.” said Zavian . His eyes were on Nayara.

Nayara who was aware of Zavian's gaze could only pretend to be busy with her food. He ignored the seductive gaze of his sister-in-law.

“ Shrimp is good.” chirps Nayara later.

“ Happy deh , if you like.” reply mama Widya.” Spend yes.” 

Nayara nods in her ass, knowing that she is unlikely to spend a plate full of salted egg sauce shrimp alone. 

“ You're sick, Nay?” Fabian tried to pay little attention to his first wife.

“ No, I'm fine!” nayara answered without looking at her husband. 

“ He does look fine, mas. Doesn't look sick at all.” says Sarah . The woman seemed to be unable to accept seeing her husband pay attention to Nayara.

“ Maybe it's because he keeps confining himself in the room.” Sarah said.

Nayara almost chuckled at Sarah's words, but she only displayed a faint smile with a face that did not care.

“ Nay, if anything quick say. Don't be held alone.” Fabian said.

Nayara turned her head towards her husband, looking at the man with a slightly annoyed look. He approached, then whispered a sentence in Fabian's ear. “ I don't need your attention!” 

After that Nayara resumed eating even though she did not taste at all. For some reason, he was irritated to see the attitude of attention Fabian showed him. 

Across his desk, Zavian smiles at Nayara's cold attitude over the iceberg. The man was also satisfied to see how the face of Fabian who was shriveled got a ketus attitude from his wife.

After dinner, Nayara joined together in the living room. But not for how long, he immediately entered the room because he felt his stomach suddenly nauseous. Arriving at the room, Nayara spewed out the dinner she swallowed earlier until her stomach was empty again. It feels painful, but there is also a sense of relief. 

Upon exiting the bathroom, Nayara was surprised to find Fabian waiting for her at the side of the bed.” Why are you, Nay? pain?” 

Fabian's face looked worried at the state of his wife. But that attitude just made Nayara feel sick. “ Don't get attention. Just take care of your spoiled new wife !” reply Nayara as it passes. 

“ You why, Nay? ketus very if talking to me .” sahut Fabian does not accept. He followed Nayara's steps towards walking in closet to change clothes. 

“ My speech is correct, right?” ketus Nayara who has been fed up so far.” You better take care of your spoiled wife. Why name me, attention snobs !” 

“ You are also my wife, Nay.” Fabian said.

“ Oh, yes ? remember that I am still your wife? I thought I had forgotten.”, said Nayara, who was getting thinner. 

“ Sorry that I rarely accompany you lately. You're Sarah...”.

“ Mending you out now !  Take care of that Sarah.” ketus Nayara.

Fabian seemed misbehaved in the face of Nayara's attitude that seemed to be tough on him. She doesn't know what to do to get back to making their relationship sweet again like it used to be. 

“ I slept here tonight.” said Fabian steadily.

“ No need, later your new wife is angry.” ketus Nayara.

“ She must have understood that I had to be fair to both of you.” 

Nayara laughed at Fabian's words.

“ Fair? Ah, it sounds funny.” 

“ I miss you, Nay.” Fabian hugged Nayara from behind but his wife immediately let go of the hug quickly, then looked at her husband with tears almost spilling.

For weeks she was ignored, cowering alone in loneliness and wallowing in the pain of feeling unloved again. But now, Fabian easily came back without feeling guilty at all. Nayara was getting into extreme pain. 

“ I don't need you anymore, Mas.” Nayara said between her tears. 

Fabian, who felt strongly rejected by Nayara, finally chose to give in and out of Nayara's room and returned to his room with Sarah.

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