One Night With Your Wife
Repairing relationships

Zavian continues to try to improve his relationship with Fabian because he is aware there is not much time left . Although sometimes Fabian is still a snide and cynical attitude, Zavian does not care. He just needed to strengthen his sense of patience in dealing with his brother. 

Actually Fabian also does not want to continue to be tough on Zavian, but he has no other way to protect himself from embarrassment . Fabian was ashamed of himself. After all his evil and selfishness all along, Zavian still willingly kindly reached out to him. So, he was just acting like a cuckoo even though in his heart was clapping gratefully. 

“ Doctor says that Fabian will be able to go home later in the afternoon,” said Mama Widya. 

“ Tuh, good news. Lo happy, not ?” ask Zavian to his brother. 

“ Regularly,” replied Fabian flatly. Over the past year he has been in the hospital for treatment, and then a few days later he will be allowed to go home. As soon as his journey. 

Only, this time Fabian was happy to see Mama Widya smile and start cheerful again. Maybe it was because Zavian was here, so Fabian liked the situation that was starting to warm between them. 

At the moment, Fabian went home and he found a crowded atmosphere that felt foreign but pleasant. There are the sound of baby crying and laughter that makes the atmosphere even more boisterous. Then a young boy ran over and stopped right in front of Fabian who was sitting in a wheelchair. 

The two look at meet. Fabian seemed to be meeting Zavian in childhood because their faces were so similar. 

“ Say Hello, Z. This is Om Fabian,” said Zavian from behind. 

“ Hello, Om. I'm Zean.” the boy said as he reached out to greet Fabian. After that he glanced at his father, as if asking if his attitude had just been right or not. Zavian smiled as he nodded. 

It felt like Fabian wanted to bring Zean into his arms, but somehow he held back his desire. She just smiled, then her smile faded as a woman with a baby girl in her carrier. 

“ That's her sister Zean, her name is Zianna,” says Zavian . 

Fabian not only looked at the baby, but also at his mother. Their gazes met for a moment, then Fabian felt a stinging pain in his chest. 

The love inside his chest was still chasing with regret, just like before. Even until this moment, Fabian has not been able to express his feelings. But Nayara will never be his again.

To be honest, Fabian was envious of seeing how good Zavian's life was. He has a beautiful and submissive wife, there are also adorable children and growing up healthy. Fabian had also dreamed that way. He wants to be a great father figure in the eyes of his son and also as a first love for his daughter. Just like Zavian is today. 

Unfortunately, he had ruined his own way of life with treason. Now there is only regret in the chest that never goes away . 

“ I want to go to the room,” said Fabian. He wanted to escape from the situation that made his chest tight. 

Zavian then pushed his wheelchair into the room and helped his brother lie on the bed. 

“ Tell me if you need something,” order Zavian. 

Fabian shook his head slowly, but not long after he said,” I want to go to Papa's grave tomorrow. Do you want to accompany me not ?” 

“ Yes , I accompany you to Papa's meal tomorrow,” replied Zavian. 

That night, Fabian did not join his family at the dinner table. He fell asleep after taking the medicine and only woke up tomorrow morning. 

As promised, Zavian accompanied Fabian to the tomb of Papa Adrian. Usually Fabian will be accompanied by a housekeeper or Mama Widya, but this time he went with Zavian. 

“ The only thing that irritates me the most is sitting in a wheelchair, I'm like a handicapped person,” Fabian lamented. 

“ If you walk alone later even fainted,” Zavian said. She heard from Mama Widya that Fabian often fainted just from exhaustion. 

“ I want to go to Papa's grave, this time aja.” pinta Fabian. 

Zavian complies with her brother's request and lets Fabian get out of the car alone without any help. Papa Adrian's tomb is located in San Diego Hills Memorial Park and is in a private estate type. So the car can get in to the burial area and only takes a few steps through the paving block. 

Fabian sat in front of his papa's tomb contemplating. After that he apologized many times in a soft voice, but could still be heard by Zavian. 

“ I always think that at this time maybe papa again disappointed to see my situation,” said Fabian. 

Zavian did not answer. He couldn't guess the answer to Fabian's thoughts just now. It is possible that Papa Adrian will be disappointed to see his favorite child have to end up with so much pain. Or maybe the man just did not have time to think about his son because he was busy taking responsibility for his actions during life. 

“ Pa, sorry.” said Fabian for the umpteenth time. 

“ I'm sorry too, Pa,” Zavian said. 

An hour later, Zavian brought Fabian home. They left Papa Adrian's burial area and returned home. All the way home, Fabian didn't say much. He remained silent until he finally fell asleep. 

“ I want to apologize about one thing lo,” said Zavian. He sighed deeply before speaking.” It's about Nayara.”

“ Lo must apologize very much about that, anyway,” replied Fabian. 

“ Lo can hit me and bring caki maki to me after you heard this story. But you can't bother Nayara or my children,” Zavian warned. 

“ Okay, story aja,” replied Fabian let Zavian talk. 

Zavian had considered everything before finally venturing out to unlock the secret he had been keeping. He thought Fabian had to know everything in order to make a decision on whether Zavian's mistakes could be forgiven or not. 

“ At the wedding reception night lo and Sarah first, I went home first and saw Nayara again crying in the pantry alone. That night he was so screwed, he was really heartbroken because you married Sarah. I try to haggle wine with Nayara in the hope that she can calm down and not cry anymore. But after that he was drunk and —”

Zavian's speech came to a halt as Fabian raised his hand in front of his face.” I guess…. You must have slept with him,’kan ?” 

Zavian did not answer immediately, but from the look in his eyes Fabian already knew the exact answer. He grieves cynically, again feeling disappointed for a past that has been damaged. 

“ I'm wrong,” murmured Zavian so softly.” I made Nay drink until drunk, then teased him until finally we had sex that night.”

Fabian was speechless. He just stared at Zavian with a look of disappointed eyes that were very. He had found the side of Zavian's brengssek among all the perfections that had made him jealous all along. 

“ That's why after you divorced Nay, I immediately asked Papa for permission to marry him. I understand your feelings that consider me brengssek, but since that night I could not stop thinking about Nay and could not let him off so aja,” explained Zavian later. 

“ Lo knows that he is not in love with lo,” said Fabian with a feeling of pain. 

“ Know,” reply Zavian.” That's true, but I don't mind even knowing that he just made me vent his pain against you. I married Nay in a state he still leaves a sense of love for lo,” said Zavian.

Fabian shook his head with a breath that suddenly felt tight. The fact that Zavian revealed again threw it in the past and managed to make him feel like the most stupid human being. Among the many failures in his life, releasing Nayara is still his biggest disappointment to date. 

Fabian looked at his sister who was still sitting in front of him while looking at him closely. During this time, throughout his life, Fabian has done various ways to bring down Zavian. His hatred of Zavian had begun as a child and all this was further strengthened by Papa Adrian's defense. 

Countless how many Fabians cheated Zavian or intentionally harmed his sister. Not counting how many times he got Zavian into trouble because of him. He always wished for his brother to disappear forever from the face of this earth. But Zavian persisted. It did not occur to him to avenge Fabian's outrageous deeds. Zavian was willing to sacrifice many things for Fabian. 

Then now, Zavian admitted one mistake blatantly. Fabian felt, that was the only way Zavian wronged him, but his sister apologized so sincerely. 

“ Mas...”.

“ Diem lo !”

Fabian lowered his head to hide his eyes which were now in full swing. Her chest is so tight. 

He could still clearly remember the reason for marrying Nayara first. Not because I really had love for that woman from the beginning. But because Fabian knows that Zavian also likes Nayara. That was why he accepted his match with Nayara. He will not give a gap for Zavian to have his dream to be happy. 

After all this, why didn't Fabian apologize to Zavian ? Wasn't he the most wrong and worthy of begging for forgiveness so that he could die peacefully one day ?

“ I'm sorry,” Zavian said again with a regretful tone that actually felt stabbing Fabian's heart. 

“ Like I have to apologize equally lo,” said Fabian. She still looked down and hid her chaotic facial features.” Since the first time Nay came to this house, you already like him first and Nay also like you from the beginning. I know how you felt that time.”

Zavian was stunned as he continued to look at Fabian, then chuckled, remembering that he had been heartbroken and let Nayara go with her brother. Before Zavian finally did something cheating to take the woman from Fabian. 

“ I was angry and hated when you married Nay. I even did various ways to make Nay my own again. If I'm silly too, yes.” Fabian chuckled discordantly, he mocked his behavior in the past. 

“ So, lo sorryin I ?” ask Zavian then. 

“ Yes, I am sorry for the behavior of brengssek lo who once slept with my wife,” replied Fabian. He sighed for a moment, then looked at Zavian.” But Za…. You take what really belongs to you since the beginning.” 

Zavian could only mutter in relief amidst his apologies. Before he finally fell silent when Fabian said his honesty. 

“ Lo must also excuse me for all my hateful reasons all along. You've been a good brother to me all this time. So, I want to die quietly while holding my apologies from lo, Za.” 

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