
" You know what hurts the most, Za ? " asked Nayara while looking towards her sister-in-law.
Zavian shook his head without saying a word.
" I asked for separation but Mas Bian refused . She still wants to keep me in this marriage, no matter what the purpose. Maybe he wanted me to watch his happiness with Sarah. "nayara's granddaughter recalled how selfish Fabian was to want to keep him in the middle of the pain that the man had given him.
" I think papa forbade Bian from divorcing you because he had been bound by a promise with your father." explains Zavian who knows how the father had always kept Nayara from being part of his family.
Nayara was crying again, her tears were coming back. This time it sounded much more painful and poignant than before. Zavian wanted to get close and wipe away the woman's tears, but she chose to hold back.
" Why did my father have to match me with Fabian ? Why didn't you just leave me at the orphanage? or maybe dumping me on the streets, it would be much better than having to marry her and live a tormented life like this" complained Nayara in between sobs.
Zavian shook his head because he never understood why Nayara's father had sent him to this family. Zavian only knew that Nayara's father was a successful businessman before he fell bankrupt and lost everything, and his father fell ill, which made Nayara trapped in the middle of the Rayyansyah family.
" I want to get out of here. " murmured Nayara in a still-devastating tone . But after that he shook his head. " But unfortunately papa Adrian never let me go . He said I'd be a part of this family forever."
Nayara who wants a divorce is clearly not approved by her father-in-law, because Adrian holds true to his promise to his late best friend even though now he has to say a thousand apologies to Nayara's father because his son has hurt Nayara so deeply. He blames Fabian's stupidity for being easily tempted by other women but he also cannot ask Fabian to escape his responsibilities especially the woman he loves is pregnant.
Selfish indeed, Nayara was forced to endure by circumstances that she herself did not know until when she could survive this situation. But he remembered the words of his mother-in-law.
'Hold back Nay, you must show that you are not weak, take your husband back from the woman's hand, if you give up now the woman will be more happy because she has defeated you. Mom and dad allowed Fabian to marry her because she was pregnant, and if anyone else knew Fabian was impregnating another woman out of wedlock it would tarnish our family's good name. So please hold on Nay.
If he did not feel indebted because of the father's treatment at the expense of the Rayyansyah family, maybe Nayara would not want to comply with the request of his two parents-in-law. This is all he did for the sake of the good name of the Rayyansyah family until he was willing in polygamy.
Zavian kept quiet while drinking his wine. She could understand why Nayara felt so sick being in the middle of her family. After all, which woman could stand such a great betrayal.
" Za.
" yeah?" reply Zavian while looking at Nayara .
" It was my first time drinking wine and it turned out to taste good" Nayara said. He still sipped the contents of his glass and seemed to start enjoying the bitter and hot sensation that passed through his throat.
As Nayara put her glass on the table, her sleeping robe unfolded until it displayed her smooth white arm. Nayara straightened up, but the slippery cloth fell back over her shoulder. Fortunately behind it was still a thin dress with a small strap hanging over Nayara's shoulder.
Zavian rolled his gaze downwards, he found Nayara's half thigh exposed freely . Zavian closed his eyes several times and tried to turn his eyes in the other direction. But the temptation was too beautiful to ignore, until he finally looked at his brother-in-law closely.
Especially when Nayara tied her hair carelessly and still left some strands that fell on the side of her face. Zavian could no longer take his eyes off for a second.
" Now I won't be a good woman anymore" said Nayara steadily.She turned to Zavian and displayed a faint smile. You'll be the first to find a new me and say goodbye to Nayara the good girl. "
When Nayara reached for the bottle of wine again, Zavian quickly held the woman's hand. " That's enough, Nay. You're already drunk. "
" What did you say, Za? " asked Nayara with eyes that were starting to unfocus as her consciousness began to wrench slowly. " I deserve something good when my husband has a new bedmate. And that's this wine, right? "
" Right, but it turns out your alcohol tolerance is still too low. You better go in the room and sleep ", said Zavian.
Nayara put away Zavian's hand and poured the wine back into her glass. Then downing the liquid until the toilet without waste. After that Nayara dropped her head on the table while closing her eyes. Zavian looked at the woman worriedly.
" I'm tired of being a good, obedient woman" Nayara said, then grabbed her glass and downed the remaining wine until she frowned for a moment. " It turns out that being okay is not enough to keep my husband loyal. I have to be a beautiful, sexy woman, and good at flirting like a ja*lang."
" You are perfect for what you are today . "praise Zavian who is right. That's what Zavian saw from a very perfect Nayara in his eyes.
Nothing needs to be changed from Nayara. Since the first time Nayara entered and was introduced into the family Rayyansyah the woman had stolen his attention . But unfortunately Nayara was even betrothed to her brother, Fabian.
All this time Zavian thought Nayara's married life with her sister was fine, until she discovered a painful fact. Fabian's affair which then ended with a marriage that clearly hurt Nayara to the deepest point.
Now Zavian looked at Nayara who was struggling . He wanted to extend a hand, but was unsure whether his actions were right or wrong.
" Who do you think is the most beautiful? Me or Sarah? "asked Nayara to her sister-in-law. Zavian held the glass in front of his lips for a moment, looking at Nayara with sharp eyes and full of judgment.
Zavian knew that all this time his sister-in-law was a charming woman with her natural beauty . But Zavian never expected that Nayara would look so beautiful amazingly with the appearance of half tied hair, my eyes, blushing cheeks and partially exposed shoulders.
" You, Nay. You are much more beautiful than Sarah and the other women in the world" Zavian replied honestly.
Nayara laughed at Zavian's reply. The woman shook her head before asking. " From one to ten, what's my value in your eyes? "
" A thousand" replied Zavian confidently and steadily.
" Don't make it up, Za. I can't believe that I'm that perfect" complained Nayara while grieving faintly.
" Then you're worth a million. "hut Zavian again.
" I couldn't believe it any more. "reply Nayara. His lips sneered cynically and he stood up about to leave his chair. " I think all the men in this Rayyansyah family are talented at throwing nonsense. "
" You asked about your value in my eyes, Nay ? To me you are indeed beautiful and perfect, even millions of numbers become meaningless anymore. "
" Fabian had also flipped me up like this, but he fucked another woman afterwards. " Nayara grieves cynically.
" Don't equate me with Fabian! We are both different. "the ketus Zavian who feels sick to be likened to his brother.
" Oh yeah? " Nayara abandoned her intention to leave. The woman instead approached Zavian and stood right in front of his sister-in-law "let me see the difference between the two of you. "
Unexpectedly, Nayara's outstretched hand touched Zavian's face and stroked the man's jaw. " You are different . I think you're a lot more handsome than Fabian. Your nose.your eyes and your lips.. "
Zavian sculpted without movement, he felt a subtle swipe of Nayara's palm on his face. Especially when the woman's thumb stroked her lips slowly. Zavian's blood seemed to be churning and gathering to a single point on his body.
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*Nayara, don't wake the lion up again. Later in the same time Vian loh ! ðŸ¤
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