Sharing Love: Is My Husband Yours?
Red Line

'Am I really pregnant?' The question kept popping up in my brain and as if confirming the question my heart said, 'Don't it be true I'm pregnant. I should have gotten my period 3 days ago.'

'But, it's possible that my menstrual schedule is only a few days back, not necessarily I'm pregnant.'

Yuk Selvi then appeared with a glass of warm tea in front of me. "Drink first so you feel better" he said.

I nodded and he immediately charged me with the question, "Actually where are you going? Bring a bag like this."

"I want to go to Indralaya, Yuk. to Mas Darwin's place" I replied.

"What a sudden look?" yuk Selvi said spontaneously. "Why didn't mom call? Usually you call for company alone at home?"

I was silent, confused as to what to answer. However, I finally honestly said, "Mom doesn't know yet if I go to Indralaya."

"Loh, you left without my mother's permission?" Yuk Selvi was quite surprised and I just nodded slowly. "But, why? You got a problem with mom?" tanyakanya.

"No, Yuk Selvi," I said immediately. "I just want to see Darwin. Yesterday I asked my mother for permission, but she wouldn't let me. That's why I went quietly. The plan was to let mom know after I got to Indralaya so that she wouldn't worry about looking for me."

Yuk Selvi was silent for a moment. He frowned and said, "Why don't you allow it? What reason?"

"Mom says I'm not well. But, I'm pretty sure I'm healthy, Yuk."

"Hmmm... Rania... Rania. I must be mad to know you're leaving like this. What my mother said was true. You are not healthy. The proof is that you were singing on the road" said Yuk Selvi.

I just kept quiet, bowing my head in shame with my reckless actions.

"Don't be right you're pregnant" muttered Yuk Selvi later.

"Have you tested yet?" Yuk Selvi's question raised my gaze.

"Are you getting late?" ask again.

I nodded slowly. Then, Yuk Selvi got up from her seat. He went into the house and soon came out of the house. In his hand I saw something.

"Nih, Ayuk has a testpack of savings because now again promil as well." He put the test pack on the table. "Tomorrow early in the morning wake up you check your urine! Don't forget!"

I stared at the testpack as I continued to think, 'Am I really pregnant?'

Then, shortly after that Yuk Selvi drove me home. I tried to get into the house through an unlocked back door. I don't want you to know I just tried to run away from home to go to Indralaya.

I walked slowly, sneaking around so mom wouldn't hear my footsteps. A little more I got to my room. My footsteps are now in the doorway.

"Not come out?" Mother's voice surprised me.

I turned around and I saw my mother glaring at me with anger. He glanced at the bag I had been carrying since.

"You go, please! Why not go?" said cynical.

"This time you can still go home" said the mother. "One more time you stop by, I won't accept you back to this house." Mother said very firmly.

I can't resist all of mom's anger. I know I did make a mistake. I hope you don't tell all of this to Mas Darwin. I don't want Mas Darwin to think the no-no and to be prejudiced against me.

I regret my reckless actions a little. However, I was quite disappointed that I did not manage to meet Mas Darwin in Indralaya. I can't figure out what really happened to Mas Darwin there. I'm very curious about the thing Mas Darwin has been hiding from me all this time.

I wonder if I am really pregnant or not? 'We were in contact once. Is it possible that quickly it could make me pregnant?' Many couples get married, but long enough to get pregnant. I'm worried about the possibility of me getting pregnant or not. I can't wait for the morning to come.

The night finally changed at dawn. I woke up from my sleep and immediately went to the toilet. With anxious feelings I was so curious about the results of my testpack.

Slowly I saw a thin reddening line. Then, the line on it again flushed very brightly. I'm sticking to that thin line. It was not just a shadow, the line was flushed despite looking thin.

"Two red lines," I murmured quite surprised. 'I'm pregnant, ' I thought.

'I'm pregnant with Mas Darwin's son.' A feeling and emotion of excitement burst into my chest for a moment. I was so excited that I immediately grabbed my phone and tried to contact Mas Darwin.

'Mas Darwin should know, ' I thought. I tried to call him twice but he didn't get picked up.

'Is he still sleeping, ' I thought as I glanced at the clock in my room which showed four o'clock passing by. Finally, I sent him a message.

'Mas I'm pregnant, ' I wrote with a photo of my testpack.

'Mas Darwin must have been surprised and delighted to see this, ' I thought. We'll have a child soon. May this boy unite the heart of Darwin with me. I hope this is a good start to our marriage. So much hope that I pinned with the presence of a fetus in my womb.

'You should know too" I thought. 'He will be very happy. He had long been waiting for the presence of the blood grandson of flesh Mas Darwin.' I have to tell mom.

However, before making it out of the room my steps immediately came to a halt. 'No, I can't tell mom this time, ' I thought. If you knew I was pregnant, you would have prevented me from going to Indralaya. He will definitely worry about my condition.

'I can't tell my mother my current condition. Just later. I have to wait for the right time.'

I decided not to tell my mother. But I told Darwin. I can't wait to know what Mas Darwin's reaction was like.

I hurried back to get my phone and opened the message I sent to Mas Darwin. Darwin had read it, there is a two-colored green container there. But why is there no reply from him? He's already read it.

I saw it written the last time he was online. Four minutes ago. Four minutes ago he went online and read this message. But, why was there no expression of any reply from him? Wh why?

I was very disappointed with Darwin's reaction. He didn't respond to anything. He just read my message and ignored it. I called him immediately.

I called him once, not answered. I tried calling again, not answered. I called again up to seven times, remained unanswered. I'm disappointed, really disappointed.

"Mas Darwin," I murmured weakly. It didn't feel like warm tears just flowed down my cheeks.

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