Sharing Love: Is My Husband Yours?

Sharing Love: Is My Husband Yours?
First Flower


After doing this annoying action this morning, Mas Darwin all day seemed more pensive. I don't know what he's thinking. I also don't understand the meaning of the words that say his feelings are messed up.


'Is it possible that the problem has something to do with Alya?' my thinking. 'Was he fighting with his beloved wife?'


I see since yesterday he hasn't activated his phone at all. 'He doesn't want to be disturbed or he's lazy to serve people?' my thinking. 'What person was Alya avoiding?'


If he had no problem with Alya, he would have activated his phone and notified Alya via mobile phone. But since yesterday, he has done the opposite. 'Mas Darwin must be having a problem with Alya.' I'm trying to conclude.


"Rania...." Suddenly my mother was in front of me tonight. "Where's Darwin?"


"In the room, ma'am," I replied.


"What problem does Darwin have?"


"Hmmm... I don't know, Mom," I replied and Mom glared.


"You're how the hell? The future wife has absolutely no idea of the problems her husband is facing." Mom started babbling.


"A wife should accompany her husband in grief. Be a good listener if your husband needs a place to talk, share the burden of the mind. The wife should be able to encourage the husband when down. Don't accompany when you're happy!"


"I feel better, Mom." I looked straight from the direction where Mas Darwin's voice came from. Apparently, he was standing not far behind me. She smiles.


"So morning Rania has helped me feel more comfortable."


I glared at Mas Darwin's words and mother frowned. "You don't have to make up for your wife's shortcomings! I know you guys are not harmonious." Mom said it so straightforwardly.


I bow my head. In fact, I and Mas Darwin since marriage have never been familiar, let alone friendly. Mother was right, she seemed to have smelled the aroma of problems in our household.


"Mom won't interfere in your affairs. Quickly solve the problems of both of you, don't drag on! Soon you're gonna have kids." Mom left us both.


I bowed down and inwardly said, 'We're getting a divorce soon, ma'am.'


Darwin then approached me. Suddenly my heart was beating hard. I was a little traumatized by her shocking act this morning. I don't want to get close to him anymore. Therefore, I hurried my feet to the room before Mas Darwin arrived before me.


I went into my room and sat down at the dresser. It turned out that Mas Darwin was following me into the room. He walked to the bed. I immediately stood up, stepping my feet back towards the door. I wanted to get out of the room and Mas Darwin immediately asked, "Where are you going?"


"You watch tv. Don't follow me!" I rushed out and closed the door.


I purposely avoided Mas Darwin so that he would not do anything to me like that. Remembering what he said earlier that I was still his wife had made me shudder. I have to be very careful of him.


I watched television late into the night to avoid Mas Darwin. Eleven o'clock in the night, Mas Darwin came out of the room to check on me. The television is still on and sounding. I fell asleep on the sofa in front of the television.


Darwin shook his head because I hadn't watched television since. In fact, the television that had watched me fall asleep.


He then stepped up to me, took the remote not far from my hand and turned off the television. Then, Mas Darwin carried me to the room without me noticing. He then put my body on the bed and for a moment looked at my stupid face while sleeping. Then, he covers me and turns off the lights.


The night passed. The next day I woke up and I was amazed why I could be in my bed and sleep in my room. 'I think I slept outside last night.'


"Huffflth...." I took a deep breath. Turns out Mas Darwin moved me to my bedroom last night. Then, he slept here.


'Why did he do that?' my thinking.


"Well, Darwin why sleep there?" My mother's voice suddenly shocked me. I got up and walked over to Mas Darwin.


"Darwin, Darwin.. wake up!" Mother shook Mas Darwin's body until he woke up.


Darwin opened his eyes and he immediately asked, "Why are you sleeping here? Why not sleep in the room?"


Darwin rubbed his eyes and saw me standing not far from him and he said, "I watched the ball all night, Mom. Overslept."


Mother's shaking head. In the meantime, I'm not sure about Mas Darwin's answer. He must have hidden the real reason that mom didn't keep babbling at me. He's always trying to keep mom from babbling at me these days. In fact, he didn't care if my mom was babbling on me. I remember him saying, "You'll get used to it for a long time." He asked me to get used to mom's babble.


But now the treatment is different. Mas Darwin seemed unwilling and unwilling if mother rambled me. He's changed a lot. However, I stayed in my mind to divorce her.


By noon a very pleasant aroma of soup pierced my nose. I came out of the room looking for where the scent came from. I saw a tray on the dining table containing a bunch of sunflowers and weeds. Beside him was a bowl.


I approached. 'Good!' I said in my heart when I saw the contents of the bowl. This is chicken soup made by Mas Darwin. I've been craving it for days. 'Kok Mas Darwin can tell I want to eat this soup?'


'Oops! Why am I ge-er and pe-de once, ' my inner. 'Not necessarily this soup and flower for me. Maybe it's for mom.'


I moved away from the table and suddenly I heard a voice, "Why go?"


Darwin came up from behind the wall. Apparently, he's been asking me since. "I made that soup for you and our son. Eat up!"


It turned out that since this morning Mas Darwin went to the back of the house, caught a chicken and cut it. He also plucked the flowers in the courtyard and tied them together for me. I've never been treated by anyone like this before. Makes me a little carried away because of haru.


"You don't eat, Mum?" I asked and he replied, "I'm going to take a shower. Sultry since I haven't had a shower." Then, he walked into the room.


I pulled up one of the dining chairs and sat down while watching the soup in front of me. There's a piece of paper tucked under that bowl. I took it and unfolded the paper.


"Rania... I'm sorry." I read the writing on that paper. 'So, Mas Darwin gave this to me as an apology for what he did yesterday, ' I thought.


Then I saw Mas Darwin coming out of the room with a towel on his shoulder. He walked to the bathroom. I glanced at him and he said, "Why hasn't it been eaten yet? Eat up!" Then he went into the bathroom.


Now my attention is back on the tray in front of me. I touched the flower on the tray, picked it up and smiled when I saw it. 'Mas Darwin was the first man to give me flowers, ' my inner self.


Then, suddenly I heard the sound of Mas Darwin's cell phone ringing in the room. 'Mas Darwin turned out to have activated his phone, ' I thought and the phone kept ringing. I put the flowers in my hand and rushed to the room.


I read Alya's name on my phone screen. And then the call ended. Then the phone rang again. I hesitated to answer because it was Alya's call. However, I was so curious as to what was going on between Alya and Mas Darwin.


The curiosity also made me dare to pick up the phone. However, I just fell silent, saying nothing.


Alya from across the channel said, "Honey, go home! I'm pregnant." I was surprised not to play, at that moment Mas Darwin's phone slipped out of my hand and hit the floor.