
I didn't feel like I was crying long enough. Until I finally realized that Mas Darwin had left me since. I rushed to the door, hoping to get out of the house. However, it seems that it cannot. Darwin locked me in, he locked me in from the outside. The back door is locked. He took the key away.
I'm locked up in this house. Alone, lonely and with my growing sadness. There is no one I can call to ease the burden of grief. Everyone sided with Darwin. I feel so alone and alone in this house.
Meanwhile, Mas Darwin apologizes to Alya and promises not to snap at him again. The two of them eventually embraced each other and returned to harmony. The night continued.
***
Someone called Mas Darwin, gave bad news that made Mas Darwin rush to drive his car. Once in front of the house, Mas Darwin saw the fire had devoured all parts of the house to the roof.
"Rania," murmured Mas Darwin. 'Rania's locked in that house, I locked her in there. He definitely can't get out.'
Darwin immediately ran towards the flames. "Rania!" call Darwin so worried. "Rania! Rania!" repeatedly shouted. "Rania!"
There's no answer. There was only the sound of the flames alternating. Darwin looked frustrated and tried to break into the flames while shouting my name. "Rania, Vanessa! Raniaa!"
"Darling... Dear... Honey!" Alya shook Mas Darwin's body.
"Hakhhh...!" Darwin took a deep breath and immediately sat down from his sleeping position. He rubbed his head and held his hair back.
"Why you, honey?" Alya looked at Mas Darwin full of question marks. "You dreaming?"
Darwin was unable to answer. He looked at the clock on the table next to him. Almost two o'clock at night.
Darwin hurried out of bed. He opened the closet to get his jacket. Alya continued to pay attention to her husband's behavior.
Now Mas Darwin put his hand in the sleeve of the jacket. Alya immediately asked, "Where are you going, honey?"
"I have to see Rania. I locked him in the house alone. I'm afraid something happened to him" replied Mas Darwin.
"Must be midnight like this?" ask Alya astonished. "Tomorrow morning can still."
"I have to hurry, honey. He was alone in the house" said Mas Darwin, then kissed Alya on the forehead and said, "I'll go first."
"Darling!" Alya called Mas Darwin but ignored. Darwin rushed out of his room and into the garage.
There was a roar of car rhythms from Alya's room. Then, shortly after that the roar of the voice sounded away leaving the night in silence. 'Mas Darwin is gone, ' Inner Alya.
Her tears came back. 'Mas Darwin left me to go see that woman. It has changed. It's not the Darwin I used to know. Now he cares so much about the woman .. without even thinking about my feelings anymore.' Alya's tears broke on the pillow that supported her face.
Alya felt a deep heartache. Without Darwin realizing his feelings for me had changed. I don't know when that new feeling came about. However, for sure now the feeling was getting stronger and stuck deeper in his heart.
The house looks very quiet. Darwin went inside and locked the door. He pulled the key and picked it up. Then, he walked towards the room. His steps then stopped looking at the asoy pouch on the table. Before the fight, he put the food he bought on the table.
Darwin saw the food in the bag was left two packs. 'He's eating, ' thought Mas Darwin to make sure I've eaten. Because, Mas Darwin was worried about my weak body condition. I had fainted twice while pregnant and Mas Darwin was worried that it would affect my pregnancy.
He then went into the room and saw me who had fallen asleep with his eyes closed. Darwin took off his jacket and hung it behind the door. Then, he sat on the bed, next to me.
He looked at my face full of disappointment. In the corner of my lips still left injured because of the slap Alya so hard. Darwin began to lay his body beside me.
This is the first time that Darwin has deliberately laid his body next to mine. We were in the same bed. She kept looking at me and muttered, "I'm sorry, Rania." He kept looking at me until he fell asleep.
After that, at four in the morning I woke up. I felt an arm curling around my hip from behind. I was quite surprised and suddenly sat down. I looked at the man beside me. That's Mas Darwin. I was really surprised. 'Since when was Darwin here?' my inner.
'What is he doing here?' For the first time, Mas Darwin would sleep in a bed with me as close as before. I looked at him full of astonishment. However, he still slept.
'This is an opportunity for me to escape from him, ' I thought.
I slowly got out of the bed and walked towards the front door. I wish he had left the key at the door. But, my guess is completely wrong. There's no key there. He pulled it out of the keyhole so I couldn't open the door.
"Where are you going?" The voice of Darwin surprised me. I turned back and saw him standing behind me.
"You haven't changed. You want to run away again?"
I don't want to answer because he already knows my answer.
"Can't we talk about it?" ask Darwin.
"Other thing to talk about, Mom? I already know everything. You kept me here just for wanting this child" I said. "After that, you will abandon me and live happily with Alya."
"From the beginning I had no intention of divorcing you, Rania," said Mas Darwin. "You're the one who's always asking for a divorce. I said I'd take the kid if we got divorced. But, if you choose not to divorce then we can take care of the child together."
"I can't, Mom. I can't be the third person in your household." My eyes glazed. "I'm not a puppet. I have a feeling. I no longer want to be ignored and hurt to see the affection of both of you."
Darwin fell silent and I begged, "Let go of me, Mum! If you can't leave Alya, then let me go!"
"I know you love Alya very much. You always only care about him. But, please understand my feelings just once." My heart hurt when I said that.
"The two of you have framed me in this marriage. I was fooled by your play, Mom. In fact, you faked your status in our marriage book. I want to end all the pain I've been through. This marriage is like a prison to me. Darwin would only torture me if he kept me in this marriage. So, please let me go!"
Darwin just silently listened to all my words. I don't know what's on his mind. Maybe right now he was only thinking about his and Alya's interests.