Sharing Love: Is My Husband Yours?

Sharing Love: Is My Husband Yours?
My boy


At first glance I had seen Mas Darwin heading to musholla when the travel car that I had been driving at this time passed beside the musholla. Darwin did not see me, he walked into the musholla.


I saw it with the windshield of the car. He's a man I love and he belongs to someone else. I had to get out of her life and completely forget all these feelings. For now, I really don't want to get close to him anymore.


I hope the travel car that I've got to go so far that Mas Darwin can't catch up with me anymore. 'Goodbye, Darwin, ' I said in my heart and without tears in my eyes. I immediately rubbed it because I didn't want the other passengers to notice. But my tears still flow.


Meanwhile, Mas Darwin finished his prayer. He looked back, trying to find my face among the women who were praying in the musholla. However, there is no.


Darwin came out of Musholla. He sat on the porch of the musholla, waiting for me. But, almost ten minutes passed I did not come to the musholla. He also stood up from his sitting position, walking towards the place of ablution of women. He waited in front of her while watching the woman's toilet door.


A woman entered into the ablution, took ablution there. Then, he came out and Mas Darwin immediately asked, "There's still someone inside?"


The woman shook her head. "No, I was alone."


Darwin walked to the door of the woman's toilet. A toilet guard was out there and Mas Darwin asked, "Is there a veiled woman, about 19 years old inside?"


The officer said, "There's no one inside, sir. No one has come in again."


"What?" remember Darwin was spontaneous. "Where's Rania?" He's getting restless.


He looked around the gas station. He rushed to the minimarket at the gas station. He hoped to find me in it, but nothing. He came out of the minimarket and looked around the gas station again. Still there's no me there.


He rushed into his car. He tried to call my phone, but the ringing of the phone was heard in the car. I didn't bring my phone, nor my clothes bag. I just brought my wallet.


"Geez!" Darwin rubbed his face with a very stressed expression. 'Rania ran away, ' Mas Darwin thought so badly.


Darwin drove his car out of the gas station. He watched the left and right of the road as he drove the car. He wished he could find me, but there was no me anywhere his eyes caught people. "Where'd he go?" murmured Mas Darwin while continuing to drive.


"Did he see Alya?" Darwin rushed back to Indralaya, trying to break through traffic jams. He's headed to Alya's office.


Arriving there, Mas Darwin immediately broke through the glass door in front of him. He did not find me there, then immediately went up to the second floor and opened the door of Alya's room without knocking again.


"Mas Darwin" said Alya spontaneously when he found Mas Darwin standing in the doorway of his room with an anxious face and gasping for breath.


"What's wrong with you, Mom?" Alya was so confused.


Darwin was still breathing. He looked around Alya's room. Then, he asked, "Did Rania come here?"


"Rania..." muttered Alya in surprise. Her lips were immediately confused when she mentioned the name Rania.


"Yes, Rania," said Mas Darwin and Alya, unable to say anything. He just shook his head. Then Darwin said nothing more. He hurried away from Alya without going into his room first.


"Mas" call Alya. "Mas!" However, Mas Darwin had already descended to the first floor and immediately left Alya's office.


'What did Darwin do?' thought Alya. 'What is going on between Rania and Darwin? Why is Darwin so worried?' thought Alya.


Meanwhile, Darwin continued his journey. He went to his house, hoping I would go home. He drove his car so fast he arrived home.


When he got there, he never found me. Darwin got upset and hit the hood of his car. "Actually where did he go?" said Mas Darwin.


Mas Darwin called Yuk Selvi and told him to contact him immediately if I returned home in Kayuagung. He deliberately didn't call mom because he didn't want me to know that I was running away.


Then, suddenly, Darwin remembered my phone. 'What is Rania to Palembang? Could it be that he went to his friend's proposed place yesterday, ' Mas Darwin thought.


'Rania, why didn't you come?' Darwin read it and called Nelly.


"Raniaa!" greet Nelly from across the channel. "Why didn't you come?"


"Hmmh, sorry .. This is Darwin, Rania's husband," said Mas Darwin in response to Nelly's greeting.


Nelly was silent for a moment and Mas Darwin continued, "Did Rania say she would meet you today?"


"No," answered Nelly short.


"Maybe Rania's on her way to see you. If he comes, please tell me" said Mas Darwin.


"I. yes," answered Nelly.


"Thank you" said Mas Darwin and he immediately ended his conversation because a call came to his phone.


"Honey," said the woman across the channel. It was Alya's voice. He asked Darwin to come home. So, Mas Darwin stopped his search for me.


Darwin is with Alya at home. Alya served a cup of tea to refresh the mind of Mas Darwin who was in turmoil.


"What exactly happened?" alya asked so gently.


Darwin was silent. He didn't want to tell Alya everything. He didn't want to hurt Alya's feelings. However, the burden on his head at this moment was extremely stressful for him. He needs someone to listen to his thoughts.


Darwin took a deep breath. Alya patted her shoulder and whispered, "What's up, honey? There's nothing to hide from me."


Darwin was bowed with a feeling of dread. Then, he finally said, "Rania is gone. He escaped halfway to Kayuagung."


Alya was silent for a moment. Then, he opened his voice. "That's it. Don't think too much, dear! Rania is an adult. He must be fine and can take care of himself" said Alya. But Darwin still looked down on his eyes.


Alya tried to persuade Mas Darwin and said, "You don't have to worry about it, honey."


"I can't. I can't, honey." Darwin looked at Alya deeply. "He's pregnant with my son."


Alya's lips trembled violently for a moment. 'It turns out Mas Darwin already knew Rania was pregnant, ' her inner self.


"Are you sure, honey?" alya asked still with trembling lips.


"Doctors have confirmed it" said Mas Darwin.


"Are you sure it's your son?" alya asked with tears suddenly dripping.


Darwin immediately took Alya's hands and held them tightly. "I'm sorry, honey! I-i'm sorry! I reneged on my promise. It all happened in Bali. Just one time. I didn't think I was keeping my distance from him. Everything just happens. I'm sorry!" Darwin was so sorry for his actions.


"I've touched it. The child in Rania's womb is my son." The words that came out of Mas Darwin's lips were so hurtful to Alya. Unable to contain his tears just scattering.


"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" he said to Darwin many times. However, Alya's tears still splashed on her cheeks.


Darwin hugged him tightly. This man she loves has been real and clearly touched another woman and now has a child with her. He doesn't know what to do or say? Angry at her husband or should she let him have a child with another woman? Only the raging heartache and the roar of tears he felt at this moment could not stop flooding his cheeks.