Thaha
Holiday (a day with you)

the day went by so fast, though, every passing dawn is always decorated with the thin smile of the soulmate that God has bestowed in my life as a complement to my every shortcoming and as a friend in my joys and sorrows, he could understand my activities that could not go twenty-four hours with him and he was so patient with my nature that was far from perfect, there is no ceasing of this self thanksgiving because God has given me the right companion, even when I have not been able to fulfill my duty as a wife, Alhamdulillah

not feeling two weeks have passed from our wedding so memorable and unforgettable, Louis and I are still living in the mother's house, Louis has asked several times that we can move to his residence, but I am still not comfortable and not ready of course to live there, with a quiet housing atmosphere, and the, not close to the neighbors because they will certainly be more time outside, most likely they are workers or socialite mothers who are always busy with events and gatherings, especially, whereas I am not the type of person who likes such events, in addition I am not from a wealthy family who if shopping live comot without seeing the price, in addition I am not from a wealthy family, I can't imagine how much credit they have to pay, God is terrible.

in other words I was still trying to mentally prepare me to live in such a residential atmosphere, and Alhdulillah Louis was willing to understand and remain patient with me to stay at home mom, she said, I know sooner or later we're moving into Louis's house, and I hope not soon

as usual I woke up in the middle of the night when my alarm went off, I grabbed it and pressed off mode, so as not to disturb the others too much, it could be that the others are currently praying first, he said, and I don't want to bother them with the sound of my ear drum-splitting alarm

after giving thanks to the substance that grasped my soul while asleep, he was the one who gave life and also afflicted his creation as he wished, I turned to him who was still asleep, who was still asleep, her calm face made me smile, she looked younger when she fell asleep like this, despite the fact that she was young, even younger than me

I unfolded my blanket, sat for a while on the edge of the bed before then heading to the bathroom to perform the ritual of waking up and ablution

when I got back from the bathroom I came back to Louis who was still asleep, he seemed busy these past few days no wonder he slept so soundly, I gently touched his soft cheeks, this is what is always called people "rich people are different" I'm a woman, of course, not her cheeks are as soft as that, although Louis is not the type of man who likes to dress up, and I'm grateful for that, because there are a lot of men out there who even skin care is much more and more complicated than women, he said, my hand moved to comb her delicate hair and leaned against my body to give a light kiss on her forehead before then whispering a greeting in her ear

"A'udzubillahi min asyaidhoni ar-jim, Assalamualaikum, Habibie woke kiyam al-lail" I have always done this since the arrival of Louis in my life, I try to always share it in obedience, I have always done this, trying to form a household atmosphere as exemplified by the Prophet, although at first I felt very strange and confused about what to do, he said, I tried to push myself to be more courageous in applying the Sunnah exemplified by the Prophet in our household which is still this corn, he said, if it was not for us who formed a comfortable atmosphere and in accordance with Islamic law, who else would have started....?.?, I also could not just demand Louis to always start, but also to start, I also had to force myself to be in harmony with Louis to form a harmonious household harmony, mawadah and certainly full of Mercy as do'a which is offered by the guests who attended our wedding two weeks ago

Louis slowly opened his eyelids and revealed a faint green luster from his beautiful eyepiece, his hand reaching for my hand which gave a smooth clap, then he turned and sat down on the edge of the bed and climbed up the do'a before leaving me and passing to the bathroom, Louis always avoided talking after waking up and when I asked him why....? Louis said that if Louis was afraid I would feel ilfil (lost filing) when he smelled an unpleasant scent "smell jigong, later ilfil again" there-there is, indeed, if you remember also what he said, sometimes such small things can affect the harmonious atmosphere that we are trying to build

I've prepared Louis's needs to congregate with me, even I've presented two tapestries that will accompany our municipality tonight

Louis had already returned from the bathroom and I quickly helped him prepare, after everything was ready, he led me to woo forgiveness and divine love, in the ruku' and the prostration that forms a harmonious series of movements, trying to steal his attention so that the divine will pour out his love and affection on us, so that every single hymn we do can be forgiven, he said, we try to indulge in every temple of do'a that is reflected in the tears that unknowingly spill every night, with us pleading that the divine might unite us in the world until his heaven will come

when Louis turned to face me his outstretched hand welcomed my hand, I slowly led his hand to touch the tip of my nose before I moved it on my forehead, I felt the soft sweep of Louis' lips touch my crown, and the chanting of the do'a temple was chanted, I almost memorized every temple as Louis prayed for goodness and asked for my faithfulness to accompany him to heaven

afterwards he led me in chanting the verses of love that God delivered to us through Rasullullah, the couplet that was heard when Louis read it was melodious and pampering to the ears, patiently Louis guided me in the same tone, although I had not been able to do so, we read in a different rhythm before, and I was very interested in reading the Qur'an in its rhythm, so I asked him to lead me in that rhythm, she even smiles a lot when I try to equalize her tone, whether Louis smiles because he feels funny with the tone I chant, or how....?

we did that until the dawn of the prayer, after which we joined Rama and the mother in the musholla to congregate together

"it's ready" Louis asked with his body that he rested on the door frame, seeing it in style like that made me think how could this handsome man would accept me in his life......? as his companion again

sometimes we do not need to stand out to be easily seen, he who is destined for us will find us easily even though we are blocked by other beauties that dazzle the eyes

"already, come on" I stood up from the dresser with the only little black bag I had, I had no small bag other than this, no more, so even though the color has faded I still like to take it wherever I go

"nitip ya" Louis left his wallet and mobile phone on me

I confusedly received the two objects and tried to arrange as much as possible in a small bag with a very limited space and minimal, although in the end failed also, too, and I decided to replace the bag with the backpack I used to use to fill out the study

'Oh my God, it's not usually the guy who helps bring the girl stuff....? this is how the story of the father of the husband can nitip his goods like this...? failing to wear a small bag, I sat in my heart

because what I always see on social media is the type of guy who willingly brings his lady bag, he said is romantic, or because Louis is not the type of romantic person....?

sometimes too much to see the baper thing on social media makes us not grateful for our beloved husband, too much expectation is not a good thing for household health, yes you are grateful

before we got out of Louis' room to pick up a plain black knit sweater from the closet, and help me to use it, I was just glued in silence, between bewildered and also a little surprised by Louis' unexpected actions

"we go to the Mall today, wear this so it's not cold" I can only smile with his attitude this time

'why can he make people change mood quickly.....?' my mind shook with concern, it seemed like I had to prepare myself for Louis' unexpected attitude

he grabbed my hand, and grasped it as we walked out of the room, I can only give up on it, as long as we don't do it in public, I won't have a problem with it

it's just me and him who know about our romantic side, if it can be said romantic