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the night that embraced the earth with a very dark darkness became my friend who did not sleep in sleep, mother was sound on a special bed for the family waiting for patients
the story of Elisha comes back to my mind
the story of the beginning of how he fell in love with the man who became his superior (Luca), he who tried to approach Luca who is very quiet and notoriously cold, one two with Louis nature
how silly Elisha when attracting the attention of Luca with endless quarrels, even he was almost removed from the company, if only there was no Mommy who saved him at that time
until finally Elisha can attract the attention of Luca, after successfully helping Luca get a big tender and funny victory that he got, just because Elisa and Luca colleagues came from the same country. Russia
the story of the struggle that not only stopped when Luca had fallen in love, the real challenge even just started
when they began to love each other and decided to get married, the great enemy of the Ferrero family back in action, causing Elisha to return to his country with conditions containing Elio which at that time he did not know
when he found out about Elio's whereabouts, Elisha could not accept it, not because of Elio, but because Elio was the son of Luca, the man he hated at the time
even Elisha had time to do something that made my heart stop for a few seconds when he heard it
and after Elio was born, his condition got worse, postpartum blues were severe enough to lead to postpartum depression stopped by him
eventually Louis arrives and takes Elio, takes care of him and hides him from Luca, but not from Mommy and Daddy
isn't our fate the same, it's just that Elisha is luckier, he can save Elio, and can take him to see the world, whereas I am....? o Allah, it does not mean that I have not given it, it will only take a little longer to be able to make peace with my negligence
now I no longer wonder how Elio got closer to Louis, and although Elisha and Luca were able to reconcile, it was not a young thing for Elio to forget his dark story,
it could be said Louis was late enough to pick up Elio, he was already a year old when Louis picked him up
tears and trauma can still be remembered by his limited memory
I can't blame Elisha or Luca, they're all victims, not Luca's desire to let Elisha and Elio, nor Elisha's desire to do that
but I also cannot justify the behavior of both of them while doing something that there is definitely a ban in the Qur'an
the ignorance factor and also the far-reaching belief in the truth made him look well at what he was doing, and for sure I could not justify his behavior either, when Elisha had a desire to do bad things to Elio who could not even breathe independently at that time
naturally, many out there are doing the same thing as Elisha or even more cruel than Elisha willingly, without any consideration even they do it very cruelly
as if they no longer had any faith left in their chest, let alone affection.my mind could still digest when Elisha had that thought, it still made sense to me. he did not believe in Allah, his difficult condition and unstable mental state played a major role in every decision Elisha made
while there are many out there - those who have no mental problems, not to mention the fact that they are a Muslim - it is very sad
even if it is digested again, it is not impossible today, with the secular capitalism system that separates religion from life being implemented around the world today, making Muslims who should make the law of Allah the only rule of life into disbelief and turning away, the secular capitalism system keeps the rule of Allah away from life
they consider that God has no right to govern public life, religion is only for private domain which should not be brought in public settings
this secular capitalism system is what makes them numb, no more affection, no more good and bad considerations what else is halal and haram
o Allah
weep this heart as it remembers how broken life is today
my tears flowed again as I remembered how Elio and Elisha struggled, especially Elio....? o Allah, I am unceasingly grateful, for God has kept Elio until now the baby puffer can be with us
long ago I dissolved into a silence that rewound over and over again the memories of my time with Louis and Elio, the spoiled attitude of Elio who always wanted to be with us and his adorable jailhouse
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early in the morning, a doctor with a petite stature came with a nurse to do an examination, they were wearing full protective clothing that looked very uncomfortable
when the doctor started to introduce myself, I realized that this doctor was the one whose business card was in my wallet
what is Louis' relationship with Azura's doctor....?
family....?
a friend....?
or just acquaintances....?
I was about to ask when the doctor himself introduced himself as the wife of Louis' friend. Sham or Sam
who would have thought if someone as me as Sam would get a wife who was so friendly, fun, cheerful and apologetic, a little silly with her jokes that tickled the stomach like doctor Azura
Allah is fair, Allah pairs them up very precisely, complements each other and fills each emptiness, it is true what the wise say,
never look for the perfect partner, because until anytime we will never find it, but love our partner and be the filler of every emptiness so that everything will look perfect
our partner is part of our other destiny, while we are part of our partner's destiny
we will feel perfect by being grateful for everything we have, we will feel perfect when we include God in each of our steps
seeing how pleasant doctor Azura was, I was sure that it would be easy to get along with her, and that it would definitely be nice to have a best friend like doctor Azura
"Alhamdulillah, the condition of Zuhruf's mother is good enough, in shay Allah today can already go home. or still want to stay here....? calm if you want there will be a bonus stay for free, but when going out the door of the hospital must pay a visit fee. how interested to try....?"
doctor Azura closed her promotion with a wide smile that revealed two of her rabbit teeth that perfectly matched her beautifully curved lips
"no doctor, thank you" my lips curled up a beautiful swooping line
"well then, it's a pity that there are many rides that can be enjoyed" astagfirullah, there is also a Doctor model Azura. I'm very worried about the fate of his patients. how are they.....?
when after signing a document on the medical record that Azura had gone back and forth to check my health development, Physician Azura casually said lightly
"don't forget, immediately empty the room before 12 noon, ok.....?" I nodded in agreement
"thank you"
"no need to hesitate" Doctor Azura said, it was with his hands flicked, do not forget his smile that always expands perfectly
and when her nurse friend disappeared behind the door, doctor Azura again opened the door of my ward by only revealing the part of her head that was clogging shyly from behind the door
"Zu, don't forget to get home and call me, ok...? I need to gossip about my beloved husband, see yaaa" Azura passed by without needing to hear if I agreed or not to be his gossiping friend
astagfirullah
turns out there are people that unique
but, it's quite nice to also have a friend who will make you smile with his behavior that often makes eyebrows furrow in
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