Thaha
Don't go

until our distance got closer, a deafening loud noise came breaking the enveloping silence

dor's!

"Zu"

louis's shout was the last thing my earlobes could catch

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I was silent in shock that made my body suddenly stiff, my body shrugged for a moment and staggered to make my body slowly strung back and ready to hit the ground

Louis moved quickly towards me, his hands outstretched to catch my head that was about to hit the rock

he held me to his chest right before my head hit the rock hard, a pressure strong enough to make me sure it was Louis' hand that hit the rock hard

in his warm embrace Louis shook slowly my body to draw my consciousness that was about to sink into the darkness

"Zu, hi, wake up Zu"

his hands gently patted my cheeks gently, his hoarse-sounding voice in my ears unable to wake me from the tiredness that shackled my body

even though my consciousness was on the threshold I could still feel a sharp pain slowly appearing in my left arm

the rancid smell of the red viscous liquid filled my sense of smell faintly

my body was tired, too tired just to stop Louis still shaking my body, the shaking made me dizzy and nauseous

louis' hoarse voice that filled my sense of hearing instead of making me calm, instead made my back head throb even more pain

"Zu, please don't sleep"

"no, don't close your eyes"

"open it, Zu"

and there were many more words of Louis that continued to fill my sense of hearing which slowly began to catch the sound faintly

"where's the ambulance....?"

louis's faint cry was the last sound capable of being captured by my loud ringing eardrums before the tired gnawing of my body swallowed my consciousness and gnawed me into a quiet dreamland

...******...

I no longer remember what happened after that, which I know at this time my body felt crumpled, pain and numbness appeared in several places

I can't even feel my body move

the noise of a child's cry fills my sense of hearing along with the soft voice of a woman trying to calm him down

"Mommy"

"Mommy"

"no, wanna with Mommy"

"honey, little Mommy is sleeping, you can see her later, eeemmmm?"

"no, with Mommy"

"sleep with Mommy"

somehow they prevented the child from staying or just to sleep next to his mother who was asleep....?

hearing her pill cry made my heart beat uneasily, I could not deny if I did not like the cry echoing in my ears, I wanted to stop him but none of my creeping voices carried a sound that only echoed in my mind

her crying was too painful, a longing cry that she stubbornly voiced, but it seemed that the adults around her were deaf and forced her to leave the mother she had missed

I don't know what happened, was his mother so sick that they tried to separate the mother and the child....? or is there a more terrifying possibility behind their ban....?

I who heard that roaring cry was no longer able to think about the worst possibility that crossed my mind, maybe his family was too, I don't know

I better try to wake up from my long sleep, my body has started to feel sore and thirst gnawing at my throat until it feels sore

the combination of aches, thirst and pain was the worst thing my senses could feel that was starting to work slowly as they should

I tried to open my eyelids which was very difficult for me to lift, I felt like I had tried very hard to open my eyelids, but strangely none of the portrait flashes or images captured by my eye lens

slowly I felt a small movement that embraced my body, I was sure I could feel it very well something hit my chest and wrapped it gently

even I heard a loud bated cry echoing in my ears replacing the bitter cry I had just heard

"stop crying, okay"

the soft voice of a woman trying to calm her down also filled my eardrum

I was silent in my silence when I heard the soft voice of the mother trying to calm the baby

how perfect God creates the affection and tender feelings of a mother, so that she can educate the baby without anger

no wonder the Prophet said that heaven was under the soles of the mother's feet

"Stay with him! For heaven is under his feet."

inevitably I also imagine how my life will be in the future, can I still see the future.....?

can I be strong and patient in the face of my stubbornness later.....?

but remembering every flash of the events of the last few days made me get rid of all the good memories that had stopped by

there is no point in imagining too far, when my feet are not perfect, or my eyes are not necessarily open tomorrow, I am also not sure of my current situation

'o Allah be to you only I give up all the affairs and desires of my servant'

I sighed in silence, trying to enjoy a warm hug something that was twisting my chest, who did it...?

"he's sleep....?"

the heavy voice of a man asked me who greeted my hearing, who does it belong to....?

this voice I had never heard before, although Louis's voice was also heavy with a British accent that was equally thick, I was sure this voice did not belong to Louis

"yeah, he's sleeping after we let him lie down with Zu"

hearing my name called made me rethink who the little boy who was crying....?

Elio....?

again I tried to open my eyes, or just to move one of my limbs that I was most likely to move

I tried to slide my finger with great difficulty after my attempt to open my eyelids failed me

"omg, she's wake up"

it seems like I managed to move my finger, Alhamdulillah I finally got closer to my consciousness, Alhamdulillah

"hi, honey"

the first thing that greeted my vision sense the first time I managed to open my eyes after the several failures I encountered before was Mommy's perfectly fluffy warm smile, her shady gaze and warm touch caressed my cheek

"ha.u.s"

with great difficulty I let out that one word through my dry, sore throat

Mommy quickly poured me a glass of water and helped me to drink it

my movements were a little disturbed by something that hit my body

as I glanced towards my downtrodden stomach, it turned out that adorable little creature was curled up spoiled with closed eyes and regular breathing

Elio slept soundly with his hands and feet hugging my body like bolsters

it turned out that the crying sound had come from this adorable toddler

I reclined my body with Mommy's help after sipping almost half of the water in the glass

my eyes carefully scrutinized every corner of the room and anyone who was in this room

almost every member of the Louis family I knew was here even I saw a new face I had never met before, his stern face is very similar to Daddy even his posture is also very similar, if the age difference between the two is not visible from the facial lines and hair colors of different colors, he said, maybe I'd have thought that he was Daddy's twin

no matter how wide I take off my field of view, still the portrait of Louis I did not meet in this room

I don't know where he went, maybe there's some important business with Daddy....? because Daddy also I did not find his whereabouts since I woke up earlier

"Louis is taking care of something, he's coming here soon"

Mommy who probably caught the change of my facial features tried to calm me down

I tried to carve out a smile with a stiff movement somehow an expression formed on my face, I just hope my expression wasn't too horrible in Mommy's eyes

"sleep again, let Mommy call the doctor"

I just fell silent saying, my facial muscles are still too difficult for me to move, maybe the anesthetic effect is still not gone

I glanced at Elisha who had a full smile on me, relief appearing to radiate from her beautiful face, a young Daddy-like figure accompanied him who was again sitting on the sofa with his hands wrapped around Elisha's waist possessively

'who is this man....?'

'why did he treat Elisha so affectionately...?'

even very different from how Louis interacts with Elisha who treads rigid and awkward

the question ran in my mind, so I was forced to stop it when Mommy came in with a female doctor

the doctor approached and began to close the examination curtain before starting to ask some questions that I answered stammeringly, my lips like a robot that moved stiffly

a few small checks were done on the part of the wound that adorned my body

I glanced in horror when I saw the many bandages wrapped around my body, the bandages adorned my left arm, my right and one bandage long enough in the left ankle, he said, even my thumbs were wrapped in bandages, I was already mummified alive

o Allah, this is the wound that adorns my body....? oh, dizziness!

"it's ok, everything is fine, your wound Will heal soon, don't forget to take care of your nutriton and don't get stess, ok. also don't do some work that you can't handle it, that's it"

I breathed a sigh of relief while listening to Dr. Allegra's explanation, at least there were no serious injuries even though I was quite surprised to find out that my left arm was hit by a bullet

Thank God the bullet shot quite far from my heart 'if a little bit of it shifted to the middle I might just stay the name today

"take some rest more"

doctor Allegra resigned his retreat before reopening the curtains and passed after bowing respectfully to Daddy who was sitting talking on the sofa, with Elisa and a man who looks like Daddy

"she's fine"

Mommy smiled as she said that to Louis

he was there, by the door with a slightly messy appearance, with unbrushed hair, a shirt with his arms rolled high and a dull, stiff face, not really Louis style!

he stood by the door a great distance away from where I lay

I really did not like how Louis looked at me at this moment, the glare of sharp eyes that looked at me with a clear blaze of anger adorning his stiff face

I could even see Louis's hands clenching as though he was holding back the anger that was controlling him

I'm sure I'm still trying to seem calm with her silence that unsettles me

I looked down because her sharp gaze was eroding all the courage I had

my hand moved quietly holding Elio who was still soundly asleep beside me to calm myself which was slightly shaking from fear

I know I was wrong, but it's not my desire to trouble Louis and his family to find me, who was kidnapped for what reason...?

I fell silent in a long pause, slowly but surely a puddle of clear crystals flooded my eye fertilizers that started to feel hot

I didn't know what to do, other than to rely on the harsh reality of seeing that anger flaring in his sharp-shooting eyes

two warm hands touched my shoulder, I did not realize that Mommy and Elisha had moved to hug me

"Louis, come here, she's need you"

mommy's soft voice asking Louis to come closer made my eyes hot, I'm sure soon the crystal clear will flood my cheeks

there was a long pause before Daddy's resolute voice broke the silence created in this room

"Louis, it's ok she's fine"

Daddy tried to convince Louis who was still nailing by the door

I can't guess what took him to sculpt long enough that Mommy and Daddy had to convince him

I don't care if Louis scolds me, I know enough that what I said before was ridiculous

but when I saw him staring at me with an angry look and a stiff unmoved body, honestly it just makes my guilt even bigger and of course fear also controls my mind which is filled with sorry lamentations that I am unable to say through my vibrating speech

I heard footsteps that were stepping slowly, unfortunately the footsteps did not come closer to me

I tried to brave myself to look ahead, and what I saw really hit my heart with a sharp pain that hurt

I saw Louis's back the more the steps grew, the further away from where I lay

he left me without saying a word

I was no longer able to stem my tears that I had been holding back from before, my body shook violently and the cry broke out filling the originally quiet room and grew increasingly crowded as Elio's cries also intertwined with my weeping echoing softly

"Mommy"

"Daddy"

...~TBC~...