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after going through an unusually heavy and emotionally draining inner debate, I finally decided to press the emergency call button that was directly connected to the nurse station

'i better leave Elio to the nurse until Louis comes' This is the best decision

shortly afterwards Angel came closer to us who were still standing outside the room

I tried to explain my current situation, and one of the men I spoke with again explained the matter to Angel in Italian

although Angel initially refused, in addition to related to the hospital procedures.this is also related to Louis and his family.not to mention this hospital is owned by Luca, it is natural that if Angel is very careful of one of the families of the owner of the hospital, wrong work can be a bet

although I'm sure Louis and Luca aren't reckless people in making decisions

seeing Angel's confused and worried face made me feel bad

"nurse, can you help me to call my husband...?" I asked Angel for help

he agreed and Angel quickly led us to the nurse station, took his sophisticated select object and gave it to me, along with my medical records containing personal data and Louis's phone number as my responsibility

I waited for a while before the connection was connected, Louis's voice came from the side with a very cold, dignified and a little scary in my ears

"assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarokatuh, by this Zu" I tried to understand Louis' attitude is very cold, very reasonable indeed, considering the number I use is a foreign number that is not stored in his contact

"wa'alaikum salam warohmatullah wabarokatuh, Albi, what's the matter baby, I'm still in the minimarket down, there are items that Albi wants....?" his tone turned soft and warm as the tone Louis used to use when talking to me

"eeemmmm, this...here..

there was fear and worry that lingered vaguely hanging in his mind

"bi.... Albi...., why ...?"

'how am I supposed to convey to Louis.....?' I asked in my heart

not ready....? yes. fear.....? yes, and many more unpleasant feelings are dancing in my mind

"eemmm, here there is someone from the Foreign Ministry who came to pick up Zu, it looks like Zu has to return now to Indonesia" I said as quietly and gently as possible, hoping not to get an excessive reaction from Louis

"Albi, this is a joke, right...?" Louis asked to be sure, or Louis was assuming that I was currently flirting with him....? but for what...? what's in it too....? the sins that exist.

kidding may be, lie don't

it is a principle of life, Islam teaches that as well

"even said joking, this serious by, want to talk to the person...? just a minute"

I gave Ayudia my HP, and asked her to explain it to Louis

after a lengthy explanation, Ayudia returned the HP back to me

"by, wait a minute, I'll be right back" came the sound of some goods falling and the sound of Louis talking to someone before the connection was cut off

I returned Angel's HP and Angel switched to a hospital phone call to take care of some things, while I returned to the ward after asking one of Angel's colleagues to accompany and guard Elio, four people from the Ministry of Foreign Affairs kept an eye on my every move

I tried to take Elio down from my arms slowly, but the same thing as before happened again

my puffed-up baby woke up and roared not wanting to get down from my sling, not only that, but Elio also pulled the Khimar I was wearing as a grip and shouted at Angel's comrade who was trying to carry it

it repeated until Elio's voice became rattling, so inevitably I had to stop and let Elio stay in my arms

and I was forced to keep my hospital uniform, even though I still wore minha in my hospital clothes, but I felt terrible. I look like a hospital patient who ran away and it makes me uncomfortable

along the way following 4 people from the future I tried to brainwash how I could change the hijab I was wearing, I swear it's not very funny that when I get to the airport I'm the center of attention because of the patient clothes I wear

and about Louis's request that I wait for him, unfortunately it can't be granted by them, so inevitably I asked Angel's partner to tell Angel to contact Louis once again

in addition to asking Louis to meet me at the airport, also to take a baby who has been struggling in my arms since then without loosening the slightest grip on my neck

Elio seemed to know that he would soon part with me

the long journey felt so short, I breathed heavily as we reached the airport, my eyes looking carefully at the usually very crowded crowd were now quite quiet, and, maybe because the flight has started to be restricted....? or because now it is entering midnight and approaching dawn....?

thinking of that, I instead imagined a cartoon figure who ran away from the party as the clock clinked right in the middle of the night

I tried to comfort my troubled mind, though it also failed

with a sense of uncertainty I wait for the arrival of Louis who was not even caught my net who has been exploring since

they took me to the international departure path, the closer I was to the waiting room, the greater the agitated feeling that gnawed my mind

and I frantically asked them to allow me to wait until Louis came, but they refused, and instead asked me to enter the line, in front of me already lined long faces typical of my beloved country with conditions a little better than me. maybe they really want to go home

Not to mention, this is a free facility provided by the state directly

and i....?

forced home...?

my mind wonders if the repatriation of the country of people should be this drama....?

I wonder who is the prankster who reported my existence in this country....?

didn't Louis kidnap me on a private plane....?

the more I thought about it, the more it made me breathe out tired repeatedly

not to mention the fact that I am currently carrying a child, even though Elio is Louis' nephew, but that does not mean we are free to take him

added to the harsh reality of me not being able to contact my family

'how do I get home.....?'

'direct aircraft Surabaya or Jakarta.....?'

given that it made my tears involuntarily flow with a rush, my hands hugged Elio to gain strength, swaying in an uddle without clarity was not too frightening if I alone bore it

but it became very frightening when I imagined how I could bring Elio in this terrible situation....?

had it not been for the faith that held me so firmly, perhaps I would have wailed and wailed at this time, I thank God for strengthening my heart with certainty that I remembered the letter of God's Love for his servant.

"Do not mourn, God is with us"

At-Taubah:40

and I will remember no matter how great my problem, the greater mercy and favor of God

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..."REMEMBER THAT IF YOUR PROBLEMS ARE AS BIG AS SHIPS, THEN THE FAVOR OF GOD IS AS VAST AS THE SEA. AND IF YOUR TROUBLES ARE AS HIGH AS A MOUNTAIN, THEN THE BLESSINGS OF GOD ARE AS HIGH AND WIDE AS SPACE"...