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Destiny 3

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we had dinner accompanied by the beautiful and romantic atmosphere of Rome, the crowds of visitors did not bother us who was enjoying a romantic dinner? not really, just a simple dinner that was fun and certainly very effective for me

at first we had a little trouble choosing a menu for dinner, not because the food was not delicious, or not because the price is very unfriendly in the bag, is not it. but because it is very difficult to find halal food here.

again, we are again faced with difficult conditions, it is difficult to find a climate and atmosphere that matches the rules of Islam, let alone in Rome, in Indonesia alone I sometimes struggle to find halal food and tayyib, I have even been stricken with fear to buy chicken or meat in the market, fear if the slaughtering does not say the name of Allah.

or I failed to buy sushi in one of the malls in Surabaya because they were afraid to use mirin that was not halal

I am not paranoid, but the reality that exists today makes me have to be careful in sorting and choosing everything

it is no longer a secret that right now, halal and haram are not reasons for someone to do everything

didn't they?

let's get back to the activities that Louis and I are currently having over dinner.

we decided not to go back, Louis invited me to take a little off the fatigue and enjoy the beautiful atmosphere that enveloped us, the puffy baby who had been busy struggling with food and also the ice cream he collected from Louis, he was now sleeping in Louis's sling

louis's hand had never moved from my waist, just like an automatic belt that would adjust to my movements

given my unhealthy condition since a few days ago, the added incident on the plane made me unable to walk freely explore every show that was going on.

basically, I feel fine and I'm sure I'm healthy even though not a hundred percent, just to walk and explore for a few minutes should not be a difficult thing to do.

but since Louis' hands were firmly attached to my waist, it made my free movement a little difficult to walk around

and inevitably I had to dedicate myself to following the movement of Louis who only walked a few steps from where we had eaten before, moving to a seat closer to the music show in front of us

the romantic atmosphere really envelops every person present in this area, even though there are some of them who do not have a partner, but that does not mean they cannot enjoy the romantic atmosphere presented, the soft music flowed beautifully, as if wooing each time stepping step by step the path of arranging a beautiful harmonious dance

the cold weather danced with the night breeze caressing every strand of Roman fur that had originally fallen asleep behind the soft cloth that hugged the body

frenzied lights that flicker gently, re-live the dim night.no more silence, no longer quiet.all danced cheerfully stomping feet wrapped in beautiful footwear

I saw in the distance a pair of lovebirds who danced to embrace each other in the crowd, swinging gently to the rhythm of music that was beautiful, age is no longer an obstacle to keep enjoying the romance that exists

when I see them one thing comes to mind, can I be like them, staying together even if the hair is no longer black....?

keep loving each other even though love may fade.....?

keep holding hands with each other, even though the storm comes hitting.....?

I don't want to be smart because no one knows when it's coming

but if God permits, I only want him to be one, to live as a heaven with me

"Zu, tired....?" not realizing that I had been staring at Louis with the temple do'a unspoken, until unknowingly the gentle surge occurred due to surprise

louis's hands that were originally at the waist now changed to gently wipe the tops of my head that was covered by Khimar

"no, we've been sitting, how tired" I smiled slightly moving my head left and right

"it's late, we're back now...? Zu is okay....?"

"have you gone home....?" as if unwilling to leave this place that I might never return to, I looked at Louis with begging eyes, hoping for a little longer to stay

is this city the same as other metropolitan cities that never sleep....? to what extent will the excitement of this place take place....? and there are many more things I want to observe

"eemm" Louis muttered before returning to continue "we are not returning to the island tonight, but to the hospital" Louis' hand still gently rubbed the tip of my head, as if to calm my heart that is still curious

"why go to the hospital....? there's a sick brother.....?" I asked with a little worry, there was a feeling of dislike when I heard the word hospital, not because I hated hospitals, but previous experience made me not want to return to the hospital in the near future.maybe traumatized.....?

"nothing, but Zu needs to check up, Altey told him to take Zu to the hospital, to make sure"

louis' gentle gaze almost made me think that Louis was begging me to go to the hospital

"can Zu not go....? Zu doesn't really like hospitals, can you.....?" I stared at Louis with my mainstay puppy eyes, hoping that Louis would fall

"no, we need to make sure that Zu is okay, and if the results are good tomorrow morning we'll go back to the island, ok....?"

it looks like the negotiations this time will be a little longer than usual

"how about checking up at Daddy's house.....? or somewhere else, the inn might....?"

I'm back to bargaining

"please" I took Louis' faithful hand at the top of my head and gently grasped it

"can't, at home the tool is not as complete as the hospital, be patient ok, just for tonight, if Zu's condition is fine, tomorrow we go home, ok....?"

"Elio How.....? it is not good to bring a baby to the hospital, many viruses, bacterial germs are scattered, especially in the news there is a new virus.kasian Elio"

I'm not lying or having an alibi in Elio's name, but right now the hospital conditions are a bit less conducive for children

"we can call one of Daddy's bodyguards to pick up Elio, or Leo"

inevitably in the end I have to be patient to visit the hospital once again, or this debate will never end, I know Louis will break every alibi I will convey.

I should say "hello again" to the hospital bed

I breathed heavily before looking at Louis with my lips bent ready to cry

"sorry Albi, but we have to go"

after saying that and giving me a brief hug Louis reached into his pants pocket his suit and took out the most effective distance trimmer flat object.

the connection quickly connects to someone over there who turns out to be Leo

I waited patiently, glancing back at the crowd behind me that was getting crowded with young people who started to enjoy music performances that flowed into each other, and strangely though with different musical instruments and places that are a little distance between one musician with another musicians the rhythm they produce is even very harmonious

sparkling night life

increasingly swept away the soul that is being tossed about in confusion, souls who seek pseudo happiness.mortal happiness that will never quench their thirst that is screaming in search of true happy meaning

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