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I brought Elio into the room, and took him to sit in the middle of the bed where I left my phone before
and there still displays a picture of Louis who was struggling with some papers and his laptop
at the sound of Elio's crying, Louis' attention changed, stopped typing and put the laptop in his lap on the table, and now changed to ask for Elio's attention
"hi, Baby....., what happen.....? why are you crying....?"
(hi, baby......, what's the matter....? why crying...?)
I left Elio with Louis for a while to remove the hijab and Khimar, who I still wear, I forgot to take it off.
"Mommy...."
Elio called again, still with his cry that was not finished even though it was not as hard as it was in the family room
"please darling Mommy took off Khimar first"
Elio looked at me with his protesting gaze, he always gave such a look whenever he saw me only using mihna.Perhaps Elio had not gotten used to seeing me without Khimar.
I sat back in the middle of the bed with Elio now moving to sit on my lap, his head resting completely on my body
my hand picked up the HP that was still lying on the bed and pointed it at Elio
"Elio, can you tell Daddy what happened.....? if you tell Daddy, Daddy Will give you what do you want... ok....?"
(Elio, can Elio tell Daddy what happened....? if Elio tells Daddy, Daddy will give you what Elio wants...ok...?)
"Bi, Elio why....?" Louis turned his question to me when he got no answer from the faithful Elio
"His daddy's on cuekin" I sneered at Louis
"we are also confused, he was crying when he got home, the same mother Absyar to be confused, what Elio kangen Elisha time yes....?" I'm trying to guess that Elio really misses his mother
didn't she just see Diaz and the baby.....?
"while......"
"By, I'm off khimar, don't make video calls, phone calls" I can't take video calls right now, it's not funny if Louis calls Luca, it's not funny, or Elisa with my condition who only uses house clothes
not what, because basically Islam views if brother-in-law is not our mahram, so they should not look at the aurat that should only be seen by our mahram only
shortly after Louis turned off the video connection and replaced it with a regular phone, after which Louis just connected the call to combine with Elisa and Luca
"hi, Zu" Luca greeted first
" hi, Zuuu, oh my God, what happened, did Elio cry....?"
(hi Zu, my God, what's up....? is Elio crying..?).
elisha's focus was immediately on Elio's voice leaving only a weak cry
"baby, do you miss big Mommy.....? say hi to big Mommy, I don't know, we don't know, he crying after visiting my cousin "
(baby, do you miss big Mommy...? hello big Mommy, I don't know, rather we don't know, Elio cried after visiting my cousin)
"what happened to you...?"
(what's wrong with your cousin)
"My cousin just gave birth this morning....?" (my cousin just gave birth this morning)
"Elio, do you want to have a little brother...?"
(Elio, does Elio want a sister...?)
this time Luca asked
when I heard the question from Luca I felt an unpleasant feeling arise in my heart, the feeling of loss re-emerged and the bad memory returned without me being able to prevent it
although I tried to stem it, but the unpleasant feeling could not be patted just like that, I did not even dare to ask how the condition of my baby candidates who had gone home earlier
my hands spontaneously embraced Elio, trying to calm down and comfort myself so as not to get too late in grief
"Luck!" louis' voice sounded alerting
"sorry, I don't think it.." (sorry, I didn't mean it).
luca's voice sounded regretful
"it's ok, I know" (it's okay, I know)
however, I never thought that if Luca said that deliberately, Luca just wanted to ask what Elio wanted, maybe mother and Absyar would also think the same as Luca. it's just that they prefer not to say it out of fear that I will be sad when I hear that question
"noooo, I'm still a Baby....I don't want brother, Ndak'o Mommy, nooo"
(no, I'm a baby, I don't want a brother)
Elio refused with a cry that re-echoed
"oe oe, ok, ok... Elio still a Baby, don't cry...ok?" (yes Elio is a baby, don't cry ok?)
I again tried to calm Elio, I don't know what he wanted even Elisha to ask a lot of things and Luca to offer to pick up Elio, who of course was immediately welcomed with a shout of Elio, and Luca to offer to pick up Elio, until finally Louis' statement made Elio silent for a while and tried to hold back his tears
(Elio, if Elio does not want to be with Mommy in Indonesia, Daddy will ask Sam to bring Elio back to Italy, Elio is still amu with Mommy or not.?.?)
this time Louis spoke in a stern tone that sounded cold, let alone Elio I got goosebumps when he heard it
"so, would you tell us baby....?"
(so will Elio tell us...?)
elisha's voice sounded soft from there, it was a little soothing
"it's ok, don't tell us then, you can tell us if you're ready, it's late, time to sleep"
(it's okay, don't tell me then, Elio can tell us if Elio's ready, it's night, it's time for bed)
luca's voice sounded like an absolute command, maybe it was not only aimed at Elio but also at us
but when Luca would say good-bye and close the phone, Elio's voice sounded timid, but I'm pretty sure they can hear it
Elio who had originally hidden his face slowly approached on the mobile phone that I was still pointing to Elio
"Daddys,......"
everyone was waiting for what Elio would say
"Deddy....." Elio called back probably to make sure
"yes, Baby.." Luca's voice answered from afar.
"Elio still Baby right....?" (Elio is a baby, right.....?)
Elio said quietly, but I was sure they could hear, evident by Elisha's reply
"yup, Elio Will always be our Baby, always"
(yeah, Elio will always be our baby, always)
"Daddy, can I have my milk....? Mommy can I....?"
(Daddy, can Elio get Elio's milk.....? Mommy what can...?)
I was silent for a while trying to digest Elio's question, wasn't Elio already offered his milk, which he refused earlier....?
"Elio wants some milk, will you....?" I tried asking back who got a nod of encouragement from Elio
quickly my hand that did not hold HP took the milk bottle that was made by my mother
"this" I tried to get the bottle closer to Elio's lips
and strangely even tepis by Elio, and now the bottle is rolling up to the end of the bed
astagfirullah, be patient, be patient
"honey, don't be angry, calm down, can you tell me what do you want...?"
okay, well now I'm getting confused, my brain is getting tired, not to mention the condition of the eyes that are fighting drowsiness.and my baby padlocks are still crying and going awry
"Gl!" this time it was Luca who warned Elio with his tone that was as cold as Louis's previous tone
speaking of Louis, where did he go....? the connection is still connected, but it sounds silent without a sound.Maybe Louis is trying to be a good audience
"no, Mommy, not that one, Ndak'o Mommy Ndak'o" Elio's cry came back blaring, making me once again have to increase my level of patience
many people say if a person's patience has a limit, but if the person tries to stay, is there a limit to patience.....?
eeemmm, I'm curious too
"this Mommy!" elio's hand patted my chest quite firmly and tried to pull the buttons on my shirt
"uh, don't pull it" I quickly held Elio's hand which almost made my upper shirt button come off, which is true.....?
the Mihna I was using right now was a long-sleeved nightgown that matched the color of her pants, I don't know who put it in the wardrobe that she said belonged to me
"Albi, what does Elio want....?" louis' voice rang out from behind the connection
I'm confused to say what, want to answer honestly shame, I don't answer fear of not being sad, but this Elio is also there, where can it be.....?
did Elio just see when the baby Diaz was breastfeeding.....?
again there-there, where can I produce ASI....?
"eemmm, Elio would.that is.., drink milk" I said stammering between confusion and shame, because there was Luca and Elisha who were still listening.
"eeemmm, by, I'll call again, now I want to talk to Elio first, good night everyone, Assalamualaikum Hubby" I quickly turned off my phone connection Tampa again waiting for a reply from them
now my focus is turning to Elio who is still trying to unbutton my shirt and pat my chest with lips that continue to say "this Mommy, this!" and don't forget the accompanying music that still continues to play.
astonished also with the tears of Elio is very durable, even though his tears are no longer dripping
"o Allah, strengthen my servant" I pray that Allah will give me more patience for this night
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