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the silent greeting night will come to embrace him, being a loyal friend who will always accompany the night steps towards dawn

closed eyes felt heavy to open, soft throbbing banged on my head that was lying on top of the contest, my body hurt, even though the previous night also hurt, but tonight the pain seemed to increase. the hot temperature that disturbed my sleep, did not move even though my eyes were struggling to open

my hands were raised to ensure my warm body condition, it seemed like a fever wanted to be my current comrade

I looked down at my puffer baby who was still asleep with her tiny lips still busy feeding.although there was no milk there. I slowly distanced my body so that Elio was not disturbed

after I made sure Elio was back asleep, now that my hand was looking for a mobile phone that I remember, I put it a little bit further up the bed

when I got it I glanced at the digital clock plastered on the screen

12 Hours: 27

impolite time to interrupt restful sleep and rest time

how else, I don't have much consideration, my head is too dizzy to just shift from the bed

my hand quickly dialed Abyan's number, to ask her to take Elio to bed in her room. I was not brave enough to let Elio stay with me, while my condition was not fine

" hello assalamualaikum Zu, what's wrong....?" abyan's voice sounded like the typical sound of waking up

"wa'alaikum greetings brother, can you please bring Elio to sleep with sister tonight, it looks like Zu has a fever"

I didn't wait any longer after Abyan said yes, knocking on the door.

I asked Brother Abyan to come in after making sure my appearance was neat and fine

" Zu has a fever....? want to take you to doctor Azura....?" brother Abyan asked with busy hands carrying Elio and made sure Elio did not wake up

"no usa brother, Zu is just afraid Elio will contract a fever if he continues here with Zu"

"alright, later if you need anything directly call brother, sister put Elio to bed first, sister's door open, ok....?" I just dehemed

brother Abyan had disappeared behind the door, soon returning with a basin filled with water and a small handkerchief

a wet object touched and enveloped my forehead, it felt very comfortable, although it could not reduce the dizziness on my head, but it was enough to help reduce the discomfort caused by the heat

"Zu wants to take medicine"

"not first, sister, but if Zu can ask for help to consul with doctor Azura, whether Zu can take medicine or not, if you may ask what drugs are safe"

I no longer listen to Abyan's answer, my eyes are not strong enough to see where Abyan's brother is at the moment, but Abyan is still near me

the voice of Brother Abyan who was talking to Doctor Azura sounded faintly greeting my eardrum, although not so clear but I can still hear if Abyan brother asked about the relationship of fever and virus that is rampant lela at this time

when I heard that, it made me a little afraid, afraid that if I was infected, what about Elio....? he's been sleeping with me since, hopefully nothing

I have no desire to return to being a resident of the inpatient room.no not for now. it has been quite the case some time ago.I was a little traumatized by the hospital.really.

"Zu, Doctor Azura will come tomorrow morning, all for swabs and also for the examination of the development of Zu therapy, for this evening it is enough to compress first. Zu rest yes, sister call Absyar to accompany Zu. or want sister call mom....?"

"Absyar is enough brother"

"em"

I need to rest my body, whether it's the influence of hormones or something else I don't know, just my one wish right now, hopefully my fever has nothing to do with the virus that's currently circulating

I no longer heard Abyan's voice but not for a long time Absyar's voice called a few times.I did not respond because I knew that Absyar just wanted to make sure I was asleep

even though in fact my wish is traveling far misses him who is far away there

I didn't realize that my cheeks had been soaked by tears, Louis's shadow continued to hang in the eye

I don't know since when I started to feel a longing that I never felt this deep.

maybe due to hormones....?

is it related....?

or hormones are just alibis.....?

I don't know, for sure right now I really want Louis to be here, accompany me, and help me relieve the pain that is currently enveloping my body

the longer the sobs that were originally slow are now getting louder, I try hard so that my cries do not sound Absyar who might have fallen asleep on the sofa

"hey, Bi why cry.....? where does it hurt....?" louis's voice was heard greeting my eardrum. I could even feel the real soft sweep of Louis's hand enveloping the tip of my head. very typical Louis

the aroma that always greeted my sense of smell when I was around Louis felt familiar again greeting tonight

have I started to get caught up in my delusion.....?

I really felt Louis' presence beside me

lie down next to me and hug me gently

I could no longer stem the cries I had so hard-earned

"By, kangen. Hubby when did he get home....? zu's body hurts all by"

as usual I will spill all my grievances on Louis, since hormone therapy a while ago I've found it easier to express what's stuck in my heart to Louis

"where is it that hurts....? do you want to compress.....?" Louis was about to move from beside me

and quickly my hands tightened the arms of Louis that held me

"don't go by, Hubby's here with Zu"

it seems true what I often hear from friends, if the fever often makes us hallucinate.I can even feel the real presence of Louis near me.

even though I had my brain resisted, it seemed like my subconscious would agree to every imagination that came about due to the chaos that was going on in my mind

the reality that is eroded by the beautiful imagination of dreamland makes me forget the pain that has been disturbing since

the cradle of dreamland sank me even more into the pseudo-beauty that was currently enveloping

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