Thaha
Rain Carrier Miss 6

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12.55, twelve hours and fifty-five minutes is not a short time to pass, the journey is still very long. I try to sit quietly holding Elio who is still asleep, I was still sleeping, the look in my eyes never moved from her deep face, I slowly lowered my head to put a light kiss on her cheek that met with redness

I don't know what Louis is doing right now and I can't imagine how Elisha and Luca felt when they found out that his only son was far away from them, brought by a stranger who has not been a member of a new family for a long time.The guilt can not be just quipped.I can only hope that Louis will soon overtake us.

there was nothing I could do but wet my mouth with a clean mention of his name, eliminating all the anxiety that was slowly eroding, replaced by a feeling of confusion that began to sprout. the confusion that led me to a strange thought about the awkwardness that happened tonight

I tried to relate one event to another that occurred in my mind, though I was blind to the clues, for some reason a conclusion came to mind, if from the beginning it was not only the destiny of God that confirmed every event that we experienced, but there was a role of someone who was quite influential in it

like tonight, for example, I believe there is someone behind this, even though I have tried not to prejudge the people closest to me, it cannot be denied that there must be one of them who planned something bad against us, maybe more precisely on the Louis family.

it is not impossible, like tonight for example, I can escape to ride this iron bird without a piece of paper and identification that carries, even without having to spend a penny. can not be denied if the current law can be so easily laced with money

as long as there is money all settled, there is no more illegal law, no more law and the pleasure of Allah included in taking every decision and policy

no wonder, we no longer make Islam as a reference, no longer make Islam as a law that should be applied.

maybe it would be better if I discussed that with Louis later when I could find a way to survive until I met my parents.

and now the question is, where will we land .....? Jakarta....? or Surabaya....?

the slow movement of Elio distracted me, I slowly saw Elio's eyes slowly open, a smile I hung on the corner of my lips to calm him down

and I slowly lowered my head back, giving a soft sweep and kiss on his forehead before saying hello

" assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarokatuh, my little Aslan, read do'a after waking up first yes, baby say Alhamdulillah"

I don't know why I wanted to familiarize Elio so much with Indonesian, although the time will not be long in Indonesia, I just hope that when Louis comes to pick him up or his parents come to pick him up he can have good memories even if only one word that he can

"iykum Mommy" Elio revealed her bright, sunnier smile in stark contrast to her puffy eyes from crying too much before

"hamdu-lillah" Elio imitates my speech by giving a pause in the middle of his sentence and with a typical pronunciation of toddlers

I'm a little strange with Elio's pronunciation, he's very fluent and fluent in English but why in Indonesian and Arabic is not the case, he said, as if in other languages he actually recites like the pronunciation of toddlers under the age of two, even in Italian. Elio pronunciation is not as good as English

I went back on to help Elio read the do'a after waking up

" say, hilladzi "I again led him to follow my words

"Hi-lla-dzi"

"ahyana"

"ahiana"

"the mama"

"Ba'da maaaaa"

"amatana"

"Nature"

"amatana" I repeated the word Elio said in reverse

"spy-na"

"ilaihin"

"waa lila hin"

"nusyur"

"nohlllllll"

"MasyaAllah, Mommy's smart son" I gave her a compliment with a light kiss on the cheek of her adorable bully

"Mommy can I have my milk...?" Elio looked at me with a flurry of eyes, his tiny hands raised the front of my Khimar, rolling it in original motion

but a fairly sharp pain felt in the abdomen, cramps in the lower abdomen make things worse

I who was originally about to stand up, sat back down with a quick movement to make Elio tighten his grip on my neck

"Mommy, you okay....?" Elio asked with eyes that returned misty ready to spill the crystal circle that a moment ago had stopped

I clenched her by giving Elio a gentle sweep to his back to calm her down, with a careful movement I rested my head on her forehead and tried to regulate my breathing

"eeemm" I said, my head is a little dizzy, I don't want to when I make more noise Elio will find out if I'm not okay

her tiny hands dabbed my cheeks and her tiny lips tried to give me a kiss that only reached my chin

"it's ok Mommy, you can take a rest, I don't want my milk again"

elio's warm embrace gave me strength to resist the sudden weakness, helping me to put aside the growing pain

the tail of my eyes caught a flight attendant passing by my side, with great difficulty I tried to normalize my voice so as not to sound weak

"excuse me Miss, can I have some milk for my son...?"

my lips trembled a little as I tried to smile

"are you ok, madam....?" he asked, maybe to be sure

"I am" I replied quietly, praying in my heart for the flight attendant to hear me clearly

"ok, we have fresh milk, is that ok...?"

"yeah, please. eemm can you pour it into a baby bottle, if you have it "

"sure"

"thank you"

not long after he returned by giving a baby bottle the size of the responsibility that has been filled with milk

I carefully gave it to Elio who received it a little impatiently

"dear-slow baby, say bismillah before you drink" I held the bottle before Elio could put the tip in his mouth

"bis-mi-llah" only after Elio recited the words I said earlier did I slowly point the bottle at Elio's mouth with a little bit of a prisoner so that Elio would not hurry while drinking it

"below dear" my hands constantly gave a gentle sweep to Elio's chest while the other hand supported Elio's body to be in a sitting position

elio's eyes in slow motion were almost closed, but they hadn't yet closed completely, Elio opened them and looked at me as if he was trying hard not to fall asleep

"it's okay baby, Elio bobok yaa. close your eyes baby" with a plan I chant a sleep do'a that I often read when Elio sleeps with us

I glanced at the watch Elio was wearing, I didn't eat any accessories other than Louis' wedding ring and gift ring, a little bit very grateful that Elio was using that watch, dawn is still long

'an hour' I'm beating

I still have time to close my eyes for a moment

I need to get rid of the pain that is becoming more and more tired that comes bringing fatigue

as if awakened to something, I undo the intention of the heart that will close my eyelids, slowly I hold Elio's wrist and make sure that Elio's watch is a smartwatch, he said, after making sure if the clock is very possible to use, a sigh of relief blows with a happy cheer

although I still can't be sure if later the clock will be used when we get to Indonesia, but there's no harm in trying, I just hope if the clock loads WiFi application, I hope, hopefully

with a little relief I closed my eyes again hoping we would arrive soon

it feels very tired, God

...~*TBC*~...

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