
he was about to return the water to me before my hand stopped its steps
"it's ok, can we talk.......?"I cannot delay any longer, I fear that if I intend to delay any longer it will further diminish my courage to make this decision
"eeemmm, ok" she sat by me her hand swiftly helping me as I returned to correct the position of my back that had begun to turn numb
"I'm really not sure where to start it, But first, let's me introduce myself, my name is Zu, this the first time we meet, it's pleased to see you, I'm sure, may I know, what's your name...?" I tried to speak with my voice still soft and slightly hoarse
I stick my hand out to him trying to be as friendly as possible and as careful as possible in starting a conversation that will certainly drain this bit of patience, honestly I am very afraid to say something that will offend him, I was also afraid that I would get carried away and instead cause the atmosphere to become chaotic
"oh, Don't be so polyte, just think that I'm your sister, ok, aren't we sisters now .....? you are Louis wife by the way, ha ha ha, my name is Elisa, Elisabeth, Elio's mother" she received my hand out warmly and carefully
in a slow motion I pulled her hand and gathered it in my hand, embracing it in a warm sweep that I hoped would lift her from my words which might make her a little uncomfortable, I was hoping for just a little bit of discomfort that he would feel for her even though I also knew that it seemed like it would be a little difficult
'hopefully there is no drama more terrible than just a slap maybe.....? if you can't slap it too'
although when I ventured to discuss this I had also prepared myself with all the possibilities, including the option that I might return to Indonesia by asking my parents for help, can't I go home by myself.....? I don't even have any money even if it's just a rupiah right now
although I was actually very confused how to do it, I don't even know where the exact position where I stand at this time.....?.?, maybe I can dig up information from Elisha, maybe I can dig up information from Elisha, or I can also ask for her help if she is willing to help me of course
"I just want to apologize, for accurately hurting you and Elio, but I promise everything will be returned soon, as before, before Zu came into your life" I said confidently though I was not quite sure I could bring everything back to its original state, something that had been broken and broken would not be able to come back as intact as before, however, I have always believed that I will be fine after this, however, as long as there is a God by my side then for me everything will be fine, just like them, so long as there is a God by my side, I'm sure they'll be fine
sad is certainly, very human is not....?., crying when sad.....? tears that will be my friend after this.......? I also know about it, and I can't deny even when all that hasn't really happened just my heart is as sick and fragile as this, he said, I do not know what will happen next but certainly there is never the slightest intention in my heart to take away the happiness of others let alone to hurt the heart of others, because until anytime I will also not be willing if there are people who want to take away my happiness
"what do you mean by that Zu, why you apologize.....?" the look of confusion was clearly drawn on his face even I could see how deep the indentation on his forehead was as he moved his eyebrows and collected them on his forehead
shortly after staring at me intensely her hands carefully stretched out to examine my body, moving right and left to make sure that I was okay, Elisha with a worried face that emanated clearly and his alternating facial expression did not reduce the level of his beauty, was he not very compatible with the handsome Louis.....? no wonder Elio can be that handsome
"are you hurt somewhere.....?" I again clasped his hand which was still trying to examine my fine body
I returned in a slow motion and carefully extended my hand to hold Elisha's hand in my grasp and resumed my delayed efforts
"Elisa, Zu didn't have the slightest intention to make Elisha want to share the love, Zu really didn't know if Louis already had Elisha and Elio, Zu apologized" this time I did not use English, but I continued to use Indonesian, I was too embarrassed to say that to Elisha, too embarrassed to know that Elisha would understand the pain I was so tightly hiding, I even have to try very hard so that the crystal clear that always accompanies my eye fertilizers some time is not spilled or even just a timid peek at the end of the eye patch, no, no, Zu doesn't want to, Zu just wants a sweet parting instead of a sweet parting, Zu only wanted them to see Zu's smile fluffy with sincerity instead of crying and Zu's gloomy face that would greatly disturb their view
not when we meet our exterminated brother show a radiant face, smiling at our brother is shodaqoh
“Your smile in front of your brother is (valued) alms to you“ (HR. Tirmidhi)
"I'm sorry, can you say it in English...?, I can't speak Indonesia" she said with an awkward smile that fluffed perfectly, but it was a perfect one, even I could see her neatly arranged and well-groomed rows of teeth, maybe she felt bad about admitting to the fact that she did not master Indonesian
"it's ok, it's nothing, where is everyone.....?" I asked to make sure that my hearing while I was asleep was not just an illusion
"they are in hospital, including Louis, our uncle get some accident this morning, so they are going to check his condition and of course to know who's the criminal is, they need Louis to check it, it's ok I'm with you, you can tell me anything you need" elisha's words seemed to confirm that what I heard while I was asleep was not my delusion or illusion, but I did hear it all
"Elisa, can you tell me where are we now.....? Louis didn't tell me about it, and you know I passed out when we got here" I gave him an awkward smile as I said my last sentence, no matter what they thought about it, I myself was also confused how can I immediately faint when I heard there was a child who called Louis Daddy....?
"we are in my parents mansion,on a small island in the south of italy, but you can't find it in map" I smiled in embarrassment as Elisha said her last sentence, as if he had found out that I would definitely check it on the map in the mobile application after this, talking about the phone, where is my phone.....?
" I think we are in the capital of Italy, no, we are not" I've guessed before that there's no way we're on the mainland, how could I possibly see the marcusuar when we're in the middle of the capital.....?
"so we are in island, I want to know how beautiful the sunset is?" I didn't lie about that, of course, I also wanted to see how beautiful the sunset view of this place was, because as far as I was concerned, I also wanted to see, when we are on a small island we can see the two beauties of the sun, at its sunrise and sunset, or 3 maybe, if anyone thinks the hot sun in broad daylight is also something amazing....? since I personally cannot enjoy that beauty, I will only see black circles hanging in the sky because my eyes are too glare, or maybe it is the original color of the sun, he said, the black star....?
"we can go to see it, if you're strong enough to go around with that little leg" Elisha glanced at my feet that were still hidden under the covers with his jail smile, unconsciously my eyes also took a glance at my feet, even I had a chance to think 'is my leg really that small......?' I think not, although I am not as tall as Elisa but I also do not feel too short, especially for the size of Indonesian and Asian girls, whose size is not as big as European girls, but also not as big as European girls, my height is not that short until I have to admit to Elisha's words that my legs are small, hey I'm not a hungry busung sufferer!
"I think this little leg is strong enough to walk around this afternoon, how about it....?" I looked at Elisha with eyes that gushed expectantly, I have resolved myself to resolve this matter well and immediately put this mess back in its original state and I hope Elisha can help me with it
"sure, I Will be your private guide this afternoon"