When You Think Wrong
The Long Night

The Long Night

By walking in limbo I came out of the room guided by my husband and mother-in-law. While Naya who woke up also looked panicked and took my hand. There was tension on his face

I tried to grab her hand that was holding my hand, then I tried to smile, so that Naya would not be too tense and panic at my current state of pain

“Business is okay. Pray for my mother, son...” I said while biting my lips because of back pain under my stomach.

Naya nodded then she kissed my face. There were tears on his face, and he kissed me

“Naya knows mother strong woman. Ibuk can definitely give birth safely” softly while grasping my hand tightly

“At home just baby yes…. Jagain. Call grandma or oom, let them come take care of you and adek”

“I called baby. And they are now on the road” replied Tomi as she re-embraced my shoulder, inviting me to walk back

I nodded, then smiled back at Naya

“Tell my friends nak.. You send news in group kuj”.

Naya nodded, then she walked over and guided me back. While Tomi opens the car door, Naya and my mother-in-law help me get in the car

“Buk.......!!!”

I stopped the movement of my body that was about to lean when I heard Arik's scream. The car that Tomi had started, and was ready to run, Tomi was forced to stop because Tomi also heard Arik's scream

Arik ran from the terrace, and immediately opened the door of the car where I was sitting. She quickly hugged me while crying

“The bus had to go home again...” his unrelenting puffing made me shed tears.

“Iya dear, pray that mother and adek are safe, yes...?” I nodded while rubbing his head

Then I again hardened my jaw when back intense pain attacked under my stomach

“Yes son, mom can't stand it. Pray mother son...” that's the only sentence I can say because I have breathed rough to endure the pain that came back against me.

Arik took off his arms, immediately he closed the car door, Naya and Arik who stood on the terrace could only look at the departure of the car which took me with a sad look with wet faces

When the car was about to get out of the fence, my mother and father arrived with my sister.

“Please wait for Naya Sama Arik yes deck, sir..” Tomi Say

While my mother who got off my father's motorcycle, immediately opened the car door and sat next to my mother-in-law

“Healthy yes son...” said my mother while rubbing my head.

I nodded while hardening my jaw, and my mother leaned forward because she rubbed my head knowing that I was holding back the pain, then she grabbed my head and kissed my temple. I heard a soft whisper of prayer from his mouth, which made me smile bitterly while enduring the pain.

While the window glass that I had not closed made my father who was standing outside the car can see clearly. His hands stretched out and rubbed my head

“Pater's prayers are always with you son...” og my father who makes my heart more calm.

I looked towards my sister who was looking with a tense and sad face towards me

“We love mbak....” said my sister who answered with a nod of the head.

“Tom Road!” said my mother who made Tomi immediately drive her car when my sister finished saying.

Tomi drove the car with speed because I saw me since earlier several times squeezing the car seat by hardening my jaw

“Sabar darling....patient...” Tomi panicked.

I did not answer, but rather moved more agitated when back the pain attacked me many times in a very close distance of time. Not just the car seat that I squeeze, but the end of my shirt until I bite.

Half an hour the car began to enter the maternity home area where I used to check. Tomi quickly got out of the car and before long had appeared with several nurses. One of the nurses pushed a wheelchair. And the other nurse who opened the car door, is now helping me down

After I got out of the car, he immediately sat me in a wheelchair and immediately pushed the wheelchair. And again I groaned in pain as the wheelchair started walking

“Be careful, don't speed through” Tomi told the nurse pushing my wheelchair

I grabbed Tomi's hand that was walking beside me, squeezing her hand tightly as I returned to contraction. And Tomi let me hurt her hand, not a word of pain came out of her mouth when I was squeezing her hand

“Mbak Dinda....” said a nurse who used to meet me if I checked when I was going into the room.

“Caput the doctor!” tomi panicked

The young woman nodded her head, and appeared to put a cell phone to her ear. While I who have entered the room now is being helped to lie on the bed

My mother and my mother-in-law came in, and both of them immediately stood to my left right. My mom is probably the most panicked person right now. I could see clearly there was a look of fear on his face, many times he rubbed my head incessantly calling asthma Alloh

My mother-in-law too, she was trying to hold my body in agitation. While Tomi was sitting near me, looking at me with a tense face and I heard her breathing seem disordered

My mother and mother-in-law and Tomi stepped aside when the nurse came in to check my opening.

“Open four he said”

I took a deep breath hearing the nurse's words. That means it's still a long time I have to wait until the opening of ten. While the pain has not stopped, since then the uterus just attacked me

The bedsheets I slept on did not escape my squeeze when the contractions began to feel. Each contraction strikes me, then I will exhale many times quickly. It was as if I was out of breath, and Tomi who saw me in pain would stand up and rub my head

“I want to wake up...” I said as I extended my hand towards him

Tomi shook her head

“Still this long brother, I want to go for a walk and squat first let the openings quickly nambuk” said me again

“True what Dinda said was Mr. Tomi” said the nurse who helped me sit

“But darling..?”

I shook my head and extended my hand towards Tomi who quickly caught my hand. While breathing deeply many times I started walking and even squatted down. And every time the contractions come back, then I will close my eyes firmly and stop moving. Enjoy this terrible pain

“Feelings are amazing yes Rabb....” lirihku while taking a deep breath.

When the pain was not felt, I walked back and crouched back, and so on. But when the contraction strikes then I will stop and exhale long-term

“Dinda.....!!!”

I, who was raising my head from the pain, immediately turned to the opposite direction when I saw Mila running.

“What's opening?” he asked when he got near me, rubbing my face and forehead soaked in sweat

“Kalo was just four” answer me

Mila took over my hand that Tomi had been holding, then changed with her now guiding me to walk

“Set the breath dearly yes…. Let go regularly. If it hurts, you can stop” Mila said

I followed Mila's instructions, taking regular breaths

“Please get a drink!” mila's orders to the nurse who just came in

The nurse nodded and came out again in the room that had returned shortly with a bottle of mineral water. And gave it to Mila

“This drink first bestie..” I nodded and grabbed the bottle Mila gave me and downed the contents

“You are packing gini rich clothes anyway Mil?” ask me while handing the bottle of mineral water to his hand

Mila looked down and her eyes widened

“Ya Lord....” hisses.

I smiled, but only for a second. Because the next second I squeezed her hand when I felt the pain again

“Back to bed, yok?” persuade Mila. I shook my head

“It's still a long time Mil. I still want to walk first”

Mila nodded, and again led me to walk. Tomi was next to me.

“You know where I'm from?” ask me while continuing to walk the exercise of squatting

“No need to bring napa anyway?” mila said

I tried to laugh, but had to grimace back

“From voice note Naya in group. It was also told by my man, he just came home from the service, he opened my phone because it is not usually my phone sounds midnight. You know the voice note from your daughter, yes I immediately cap cus just take the car keys, do not want anything else. Even saying goodbye to my man, I forgot”, Mila replied while giggling

His words made me laugh too. And shake my head. And again I had to breathe out long breaths many times when I felt an unrelenting pain

“Back to bed!” said Mila as she immediately guided my hand and led me to walk towards the bed

With the help of Tomi and Mila I lay down again.

“Where's the doctor?” ask Mila to the nurse

“Still on dok” road

Mila clicked, she saw the clock on her wrist that showed the number three passing by. And I saw him moving agitatedly by looking at the entrance and going back and forth many times

While I was now lying down, I again had to tilt my body as the contractions attacked me again and this time the pain was intense. Until my body shivered in pain

“Dear you why...?” tomi asked frantically immediately stood up and held my hand

I did not answer, but groaned with my body shivering with pain

“Mil, Dinda why?”

Mila immediately checked my situation, and began to speak in a panicked tone to the nurse who started to re-examine my opening

“Open seven dok” said the nurse

I again had to take a deep breath because I had to wait again, but the pain I felt did not stop anymore.

“Eeehhhh.

Tomi, Mila and the nurse turned to me as soon as they heard my voice

“Mbak do not make it up first, not yet the time...” said the nurse who checked me.

But I didn't care about it, I went back to making Mila immediately yell at the nurse angrily

“Sorry yes Din....” said Mila who directly checked my birth canal

“Beniny” Open said

“Quick prepare all the tools!” said Mila again who immediately took the phone in her wallet and immediately looked at talking while angry

“Lu where huh?, you do know, you have to stand by in this hospital. Beware until there is nothing with my friend, you who will give me tantrums!!!!”

I had repeatedly breathed long irregularly, my mother and mother-in-law were asked by Mila to come out. Before coming out, my mother rubbed my head and whispered a prayer in my ear. But I was no longer able to respond dearly from my mother because the pain was getting worse against me

“Everything is ready?” say a voice

I glanced at the incoming doctor, who was currently wearing gloves. I saw him looking back at Mila who was looking hard at him

“Sister Tomi later help lift Dinda's shoulder, yes?” said Dinda who also seemed prepared

And I who returned today can only hold my thighs. Instructions from Mila and the OpGin doctor asked me to regulate my breathing I followed

Many times I breathed irregularly, and fretted. But the child in my stomach still wasn't going out

“I give up Mil....” lirihku weak.