When You Think Wrong
Love Words From Tomi (Again)

There was a noise so I could not clearly hear Tomi's voice

"She must be on the street" I muttered and turned off the phone, put it on the table and went into the bathroom

During my shower I heard my phone ring, and I was sure it was Tomi's call

I kept taking a shower, and as soon as I was done I came out of the bathroom, drying my body, I grabbed the phone I had placed on the table

I smiled as there were three missed calls from Tomi. I immediately sat down on the chair, still in the towel and opened the message

Sorry Din, brother's on the road again, what's up?

I just smiled as I shook my head reading the message

There is nothing, just want it, why you go to my house

Check two, and I'm sure Tomi is still on the road, not yet at her house, so the message I sent has not been read

I immediately changed clothes and met my two children who are now looking at Naya's phone and looked very excited

When the Adhan reverberated, without being ordered the two immediately shot into the bathroom, ablution, then the three of us carried out our obligations, finished that I taught them. Especially Arik who is still Kindergarten, still needs a lot of guidance

At nine o'clock in the evening, the two of them went into their rooms, and I followed Arik into his room, accompanied him while scratching his back, rubbing his head, and I followed him, after being sure that he was really asleep, I went up to my room

I spread my body, and my mind wandered everywhere

I looked at the table, where my phone was ringing

Tom

I took a deep breath before I picked up the phone from her, somehow I was still nervous about getting a call from Tomi, and I hated this nervousness so much

"Yes Tom?"

"Have you taught your kids?"

I scrunched my forehead

"Naya told me that you taught them every night"

I Ber O Long heard the answer

"So said your kids went home?"

"Yes, sorry I didn't let you go"

I smiled at Tomi's response

"Not angry, are you?"

"No...."

"Again what?"

"You're sleeping, but you're calling"

There was a chuckling sound from Tomi and my heart was pounding again hearing her crisp laughter

"Anger.." My mind is upset with myself.

"Where's the trial?"

I scratched my eyebrows hearing Tomi's question

"I'm sorry if you don't answer, I'm confused about what to say"

I smiled back, knowing that Tomi was as nervous as I was

"Well, Tom, nobody wants to talk anymore?" my elbow

"Actually there are many things I want to say to you, but confused about where to start"

"Yes, let's not confuse the concept first" I said

Really crisp my joke, because I'm the same thing as Tomi is always confused every time she wants to talk to him

"Din....?"

"Hmmmm....?"

Then we both kept quiet

"Oh my God, it's like when we were dating" my inner self bit my lips

"I miss Din with you..."

I swallowed my saliva with great difficulty hearing Tomi's raucous voice, closed my eyes for a moment and took a deep breath

"You meet often, you miss" I replied accordingly

"Different Din, you must understand...."

I took a long breath back

"I still have a chance, don't I?"

I went back to silence, and took a deep breath

"Tom, horrifying me yes, I was just a widow, my problem with Adi was not yet widespread, the trial of gono gini just finished, just finished, how come you've got a second chance, Tom?"

Tomi kept quiet, long time she didn't answer my words

"If no one wants to talk anymore, can I hang up?"

"Don't Din, later....."

I smiled at Tomi's quick reply

"I still want to hear your voice"

Oh my God, I immediately covered my face, Tomi's oath again ravaged my heart.

"Well, what am I talking about, I'm horrified"

"I still love you Din, it hasn't changed"

I covered my face with my left hand and smiled embarrassedly

"Udah ah Tom, males I heard it"

"Din's Oath"

I took a long breath back

"Tom, you still have a debt explanation about your agreement with Adi, I have not heard that" I said after just a few seconds we were both silent

I heard Tomi took a deep breath, maybe she was disappointed that I switched the subject

"One day I'll definitely tell Din, but not right now. Now I just want to talk about us"

I immediately chuckled

"We?, you've only time" I replied with a chuckle

And I heard Tomi also chuckle

"Udah ah Tom, I want to sleep, today is really draining my energy"

"But Din?"

"Otherwise?"

"Can I call you rich every night?"

I smiled back even to the point of biting my lips so as not to get uprooted

"Tomi with me, huh?"

"What?"

"Find another woman, don't expect me, you know how I am, if it's hurt hard to forget. I'm sure Tom, on the outside there are a lot of women who queue up to be your wife, so what are you wasting your energy trying to get me?"

"It is precisely because many like me that I prefer you"

I was straight up

"Tom, don't be crazy"

"Din's Oath!"

I took a deep breath, and remained silent

"Din, the chat I changed the video call yes, so you're sure you're never replaced"

I quietly did not answer, and only took a deep breath when the call was changed Tomi to video mode

I pulled the blue icon up and came up with Tomi's face

I confirmed my sitting position by leaning against the bed rest and then looking at Tomi who was looking at me

My heart beat back to a beat when I saw her sweet smile

"You what?" I said with a sullen face

"Don't frown so dong, you realize that you are not really rich frown that it's getting richer when we dated first"

I shook my head strongly at his words with a smile

"Snap, do you want proof of me?"

"Bent Din"

I took a deep breath watching Tomi get up and I saw her walking in her room

"You see this Din"

My heart beat faster when Tomi turned the camera screen into a back screen, I saw a picture of me on the wall

My old picture, still in a white-gray uniform, where I put my head on Tomi's shoulder and smiled faintly

"Do you remember this photo of Din?"

I'm silent

"See this is Din too"

It turns out that my photos are not just one but there are several. Even the photos when we were in college were there

I threw my face away again, avoiding seeing every single picture of me hanging on Tomi's bedroom wall

"It's also Din" Tomi said, pulling a drawer and showing a photo album

I shook my head many times because it was all my picture and also the photo with Tomi

"Dinda, I still love you so much" Tomi looked seriously at me

I quietly did not answer her words, just looking at her serious face looking at me

"Din....?"

I stammered and rubbed my face

"Give me Tom time, it's not easy for me"