When You Think Wrong
Pregnant Again

I nodded my head then took another deep breath. While Tomi just shook her eyes at the test pack that was still tightly wrapped in her hands

“You're pregnant again baby?” he asked while looking at me

I shrugged my shoulders while taking another deep breath. Then I looked confusedly at Tomi

“Yes already, there enter the bathroom. Test first” said Tomi stood up and extended her hand to me

I immediately took Tomi's hand, then I stood up and walked hesitantly to the bathroom. Before entering the bathroom, I turned back towards Tomi who nodded her head with a smile

I gulped when I saw the testpack I just took. Take a deep breath and then get out of the bathroom

“How?” ask my husband as soon as I emerge from behind the door

I immediately gave the test pack to her hand. And looked at his face nervously. Before long Tomi's lips developed a smile, then she immediately hugged me

“Positive dear?” tannya

I nodded, but my face was gloomy. Which made Tomi look down at my face

“Hey, why his face? How sad?”

“Yusuf how?” I hold back the crying

Tomi laughed a little, then took me to sit on the bed, before long our bedroom door was knocked, and Tomi stood up, opened the room door. I saw Sri standing with Yusuf in a towel

I went down and took Joseph who was in the sling of Sri

“Let me change her clothes mbak. Thank you mbak, you can go home if you want to go home”, I said as I poured telon oil all over Yusuf's body

Ma'am Sri nodded, then said goodbye to us. After I changed Joseph's clothes, I immediately hugged him, smelling the fragrance of his body that made me opium. The smell of heaven if I say

“Sorry mommy yes son..” Lirihku mellow while returning to kiss Joseph.

Joseph murmured indistinctly by kicking. Tomi who sat next to me, rubbed my head, then kissed my face at a glance

“To doctor yok later tonight, we check”

I'm nodding. But I was still overwhelmed with fear, afraid of my mother-in-law's reaction if she was in shock knowing I was pregnant again. I told Tomi about my worries, and Tomi immediately comforted me by saying that her mother would be happy to know I was pregnant again

And when I finished dinner, I timidly told my mother-in-law that I was going to the doctor

“You sick?” ask him if I am worried when I say my intentions

I turned to Tomi for her support. And Tomi immediately sat down next to me, grabbed my hand and held it. While Joseph is currently in play with his two brothers

“You why Din, sick? How rich to hesitate so say the same ibuk?”

I gulped and turned back to Tomi

“We want to check buk, rich Dinda pregnant again” replied Tomi slowly

I saw my mother-in-law's face look shocked, but only for a second, because the next second she stood up and hugged me tightly

“Serious Din?”

I smiled stiffly.

“If the test pack was yes buk, but do not know. So this is to go to doctor” I replied

“Ya already, go. Let mom be with granddaughter at home”

I shook my head

My mother-in-law nodded, then me and Tomi stood up and took Joseph who was currently lying on his stomach in front of his two brothers.

“I just love” said Tomi when I intend to hold Yusuf

It was only when I was in the car that Joseph took me. And Joseph moved again when in my lap, only after half the journey did he fall asleep. The next half an hour we went to the hospital for mothers and children, where I used to check when I was pregnant with Joseph

“New kok check now?” the doctor said when he finished examining me

I sniffed hearing his question. Then I sat in front of him, as well as Tomi, he also sat in front of the doctor who handed the results of the ultrasound to my hands

“Already twelve weeks” street

I rubbed my face, then looked sadly at Joseph who still looked sound in his papa sling

“I think finished nifas yesterday I did not dapet-dapet because it is normal doctor”

The doctor smiled

“Rezeki mbak Dinda's. Indeed, some people do not menstruate after puerperia, some even for months. But there are also rich people mbak Dinda ini”

I kept quiet, trying to understand my current situation.

“Do not stress” add doctor when see my face

“I thought to the doctor, what about Joseph. The doctor knows he's six months old. I'm going to add formula milk. I'm not sure”

The doctor smiled. Then he began to advise me, he said if I could still breastfeed Joseph if I was strong, but if I was weak then formula milk was the only way. After listening to the doctor, I calmed down. And I'm sure that I can breastfeed Yusuf in the next few months.

After we finished taking the medicine at the pharmacy, we went home. And our arrival at home was immediately welcomed by my mother-in-law

“How?” tannya

I nodded, and since I had calmed down with the enlightenment the doctor had given me, so my face was not as stiff as before

“It's been three months buk road, and it looks like this pregnancy is different with Yusuf. Because of this I'm not a rich teller-teller first”

My mother-in-law smiled, she immediately invited me to sit down and showed me her cheerful face as she was about to have another grandchild

Tomorrow I send a photo of the test pack and the results of last night's ultrasound to my group. And soon after, my phone began tuing tuing many incoming messages

Seriously Din you're pregnant again? Ask Lisa

Top cer also sis Tomi comments Vita followed by laughing emoticons

I smile and read and reply to my friends' questions. And so in the office, I told my roommate I was pregnant again. Miss Halimah and Nadia held me tight as I gave the news of my pregnancy

And Mr. Burlian, who I'm sure was told by Tomi that if I was pregnant, went back to paying attention to my work. And I just follow what he says. Dare not to argue

Tonight is my schedule to check back. But tonight we didn't go three, but six. My mother-in-law and my two children are coming. And when I came home from check, I who wanted to eat invited my family to stop by a cafe that I and my friends used to go to

Because it was Sunday night, of course the cafe was crowded. Tomi who was holding Joseph, I who was holding Arik and Naya with her grandmother, we walked in and sat in the corner. A waiter came, and I ordered the food I wanted

Shortly our orders arrived. Then we eat. Of course the first to eat was me, while Tomi again took the task of holding Joseph, until I finished eating, then he ate

Because Joseph was always agitated, perhaps because he was uncomfortable in a crowded place, I took him out first. I could only glance at the people sitting in this cafe, then continue my steps without any intention of kepo

“Dinda….!!! Shouted a female voice as one of my feet came out the door. Reflexes turned to the source of the sound

“Yesa…..??! my sizzle