When You Think Wrong

When You Think Wrong
Back to the Black Valley


Naya's face was still grim, and I again advised her to forget the events that had passed. Especially about the events of how we left his father, and only three lives. Especially after the divorce case and I stabbed Adi, I tried not to bring it up, I'm sure Naya still remembers the incident very much.


“Naya hates the same father” shriveled while back rubbing his face rough


I smiled stiffly then stroked Naya's hair.


“Don't hate your father, even though he used to disappoint us, but we were once happy with him. I'm sure Naya must remember how the good father used to be with us, right?”


Naya was silent, her face was looking up, as if avoiding my gaze and I knew she was doing it because she was avoiding my words


“Don't destroy your adab as a good boy baby, huh?. I know you were so emotional that's why you slapped that woman. But you see, baby, how she said hello and smiled at you. Even you just saw how his hand was stretched out towards you, right?”


Naya was still silent, her face turned bent, and she glanced sharply at me.


“I don't want to come into contact with the actor buk. Why was papa the same person holding my hand. Though I really want to hit the woman many times”


I took a deep breath again, but I did not despair, I continued to advise Naya until she finally nodded her head


“Yes already, mother will not be meaning for Naya to forget tonight as well. But I hope if you throw all the hate in your heart. Life becomes calmer son without revenge, rest assured the same ibuk” sayings


Naya nodded back, and she moved around hugging me. I rubbed her back with a pity then I peeked her cheek, held her shoulder firmly, gave her some vigor


After that I came out of Naya's room and went downstairs, where my mother-in-law and husband were sitting in the living room, without Arik. Maybe now Arik has entered his room, because it is already night


“How?” ask my husband as soon as I sit down


I took a deep breath and told her how Naya was still upset and angry at her father. When I mentioned my ex-husband's name, I saw how Tomi reacted. I saw a tense look on his face. I don't know if he's jealous or angry, I don't know, I'm gonna ask you this when we're in the room


“But I've tried advising Naya. And what surprised me the most was that Naya now joined taekwondo”


“Serious you dear?”


I nodded towards my husband who was also shocked


“Says because he was inspired by Mila” I replied while patting my forehead


“What is this recommendation from Mila?” ask Tom again


I shook my head


“Yes, change that you discussed. The important thing is now that Naya has calmed down, and from today you should pay more attention to her. He was just a teenager, still unstable. I don't want my granddaughter falling prey to strange things”


I nodded quickly towards my mother-in-law


“Mothers want a break. If you want to continue your conversation please. But Yusuf was alone”


I turned to Tomi and Tomi stood up, then reached out to me. Let's go into the room and weave our dreams


I use office breaks to relax. I don't know why today I didn't taste the food Tomi sent me. That's why I took the initiative to get out


Right across from our office there is a food stall and there is also a snack place that is usually used as a place by my best friends waiting for me if they need to be the same me


I immediately entered, and immediately looked my head at the market hawker neatly arranged in a rectangular container. I picked a few, then I walked towards the one who had greeted me kindly


“Buk Dinda want meatballs?” bargaining while opening the lid of the sauce so that the aroma of the sauce directly pierced my nose


“Bby, as always ma'am, the spicy” I said with a smile


Then I chose to sit down, and turned my back towards the entrance. I immediately picked up the cake I had bought, then started eating while waiting for my order meatballs so


“Dinda..


I looked quickly because I recognized the voice that was calling me


“Yesa?” I replied unsure of Yesa who was walking towards me and immediately sat in front of me without excuse


“Why are you here?” ask me again


Yesa, who had been sitting down, immediately put the bag she was carrying on the table, pulled her hair up and placed her hands on the table


“I was deliberately waiting for you” he replied


I immediately raised my head and smiled at the waiter who placed a bowl of meatballs in front of me


“You want? If you want I can order one more” I said while stirring the meatballs I have given soy sauce and sausage


I smiled and put meatballs in my mouth. While eating, I stared at Yesa who was still seriously staring at me


“I'm sorry about last night. I hope you understand my son's feelings


Yesa smiled again and nodded her head


“I know Din. I know how your son feels. Of course he hates me. It is true what your son said last night, I have been evil with you, have seized and destroyed your happiness. But here I also want to thank you for choosing to scold your son instead of humiliating me. You could've humiliated me last night. But that's not you do, and I'm very grateful”


I smiled at Yesa's words


“I do that because I love my children Yes. I don't want Naya to get any more brutal. And most importantly I keep my good name and my husband's good name”


Yesa smiled at my words. Then we both kept quiet


“Which son are you? How are you still in town?” much


Yesa took a deep breath, I saw her eyes glazed over


“I gave my son the same Din man. The day after I went to your office first who asked you to take care of my son was”


I immediately put the spoon in the bowl and looked solemnly at the face of Yesa who had gotten wet


“I'm really confused Din should support my son in what way. Because there was no other choice, I finally gave it to people who do not have children”


“Crazy you Yes” my mummy sambi shook his head in disbelief


“I'm confused Din. If my son came with me, what would he be. Before I met you, I had to brainwash how I could get here. At that time in my hands there was only fifty thousand money, armed with money that I returned to my home city, and met people who were willing to take care of my son”


I was silent, thoughts flashing in my head. Between believing his words and not. But I saw a deep sadness in Yesa's eyes as she said, and it made the corner of my heart feel sorry for her


“Keep after that?” aska wants to know


Yesa took a deep breath, rubbed her face violently, then she looked back at my face


“I came back to my world first. The world that I had left behind a long time ago after I met Mas Adi”


“You mean?”


“I'm back to being a night woman Din...” Yesa.


I'm so stunned, I can't believe that Yesa is a night woman. I really did not expect that the woman loved by Mas Adi so much that she turned away from me was a woman of the night. I think Yesa is a common woman, although there is no term for the actor is an ordinary woman, because most actors are bad women. But I didn't expect Adi mas to play the same woman the other night


“Only in this way can I live Din” continued Yesa softly


My taste for finishing meatballs in front of me is gone. Replacing with pity to see Yesa who returned tears


“Where does your husband go?. Did Adi get out of jail?” many doubt. Because indeed I do not know how the man was after long I did not want to see him in the hospital


Yesa shrugged her shoulders


“Last I met him I gave him the talc paper he had to sign. We got married in series. So it's easy to divorce. And after that I don't know how she is. I heard from Mr. Bara when he got out of jail. But even though we have never met”


“You are still the same contender, Bara?” ask me to doubt


Yesa nodded, and smiled bitterly


“Pak Bara knows my background Din. That's why I can't dwell when he comes to our house first”


“What....?” my lot hangs


And come back Yesa smiled


“I sell Din. Whoever's willing to pay me then I don't care who he is. Yes including Mr. Bara also” answered Yesa straightforward who was able to make me swallow


“Oh yes Din, I came here deliberately to apologize to you. Sorry I yes Din for being evil and destroying your happiness” back Yesa said softly. And his eyes glazed back


I sipped the ice in front of me, then looked into Yesa's eyes


“If you say the same apology I used to, when I was still down and hurt, I'm sorry you I take it as an insult. But since you met me and apologized to me in my happy and fine state, I would have forgiven him. I forgave you long before you apologized to me Yes. I've forgotten all the bad things first. And I have given everything” answered me with a smile and clasped his hand


Unexpectedly, Yesa's cries instantly broke, and she cried as she pleased. Until I had to look to the left toward the people who were eating, who looked in wonder at the two of us


“Not crying, shame..” I nodded while patting her hand