When You Think Wrong
Angrier

Arriving at the room I immediately slumped behind the door and cried stifled

It felt like my heart was throbbing pain, it hurt so much. And I can only cry sobbing

But I have to be strong, I don't want to drift away with my momentary feelings. I do not want to be complacent and eaten again with Adi's lies

The evidence of her marriage and her betrayal was enough for me to make me realize that Adi wasn't the best for me

Like I said with Adi, broken glass can never be put together again, nor can our love

I must realize, maybe Adi will be much happier with his young wife than with me. I can't be selfish

It hurts me a lot, but I have to accept it. As the saying goes, I am happy if you are happy. Maybe that's what I should do right now

I have to release Adi completely for his wife. I'm sure I'm strong in this

What the hell can I not face?, all the problems I have ever passed, even the most difficult problems, like Tomi ever left married with his affair when we were engaged. This time I can get through it

I'm sure as time goes by, the wound in my heart will heal on its own

I have my two children, I have a big family that always supports me, I have six real friends who are always there for me and I also have office friends who care so much about me. So why do I dissolve in my sadness?

I slowly rubbed my face and got up and walked to the mirror

"You're strong, Dinda, prove to Adi that you're much better off without him"

My face turned angry looking at my reflection in the mirror as I said the sentence

"You're a strong woman Dinda. You're strong" I growled

I definitely wiped away the rest of my tears, then I nodded surely at the reflection of my face

While under Adi was still crying sobbing while laying his head on the back of the chair, his mind was completely muddled as eventually his household was completely at the tip of the horn

Being aware of his position now, Adi finally settles down on the sofa and falls asleep there until the next day

And I who had been used to getting up early only stared at the nelangsa at Adi who slept curled like a shrimp

Slowly, I touched her feet

"Mas, move to the room, I'm awake, so you can sleep there"

There was no answer, and I shook her leg again

After many times I wiggled her legs and asked her to move, Adi opened her eyes and I saw her as shocked and in a hurry to sit down

"Go up, I'm up"

Adi nodded then got off the sofa and walked to the room

I just took a deep breath and started my activities as usual

After my two children wake up and finish breakfast, as usual I will take them to school

And the employees who delivered the palm seedlings had arrived and started heating the car engine when the truck car keys I gave them

"The hope is already there mas, just take it"

"Thank you ma'am"

I just nodded my head and went into the house, went up to my room, took my official clothes and took her down to Naya's room

This morning I took a shower in the lower bathroom and changed clothes in Naya's room, only after finishing did I go back up to my room, and put on some make up

At 07.30 I got out of the room and just looked at Adi who was still in the blanket

When I got in the car, Sri showed up

"Sir, if Naya's father wakes up to make breakfast, I'm off to the office"

Mbak Sri nodded then at the nursery employees I waved my hands while again asking them for breakfast

Then after that I rewind my car and immediately forward it to the office

Until Mr. Kusno's office is already in the room

"For Din..."

Greetings to him I replied with a warm smile

"The others have not come, sir?, tumben" I said as I put the bag

As soon as I sat down waiting for the apple hour, Mr. Kusno looked seriously at my face

I returned to smiling at her

"This is serious Din, I'm sure you're not okay"

I took a deep breath

"Oh my God, early in the morning I was faced with the fact that made badmood" my inner self as she clicked and shook my head

I see Mr. Kusno still looking deeply at me and as if waiting for my answer

"Today's the beginning of my divorce, sir"

"Can't it be repaired anymore?"

I nodded and took a deep breath

"For now I think enough sir, I've raised my hand, this I've thought a thousand times, but there seems to be no solution other than we split up, maybe this is the best"

Mr. Kusno smiled authoritatively at me, and nodded his head

"Father wish you all the best for your life and your two sons Din"

"Aamiin" I answered just as Halimah and Redho came in

"What is aamiin aamiin?" comments Halimah's mother looked between me and Mr. Kusno alternately

"Start the soul of the kepo thrashed" my god as he chuckled

Redho and Mr. Kusno also chuckled while me and Ms. Halimah directly cipika cipiki

"Let's get some room, others have started the line"

I nodded then the four of us came out

Arriving in the field I felt like the mothers were watching me who was walking next to Halimah

"The rich man they're watching me, aren't they?" I'm on Halimah's mom

"Let it go, cuekin"

I'm nodding. So did the apples, when we returned to our respective work rooms, back I felt if the mothers were watching me

"There is something wrong" my mind while holding the arm of Halimah ma'am and waltzing casually into our room

And today was going as usual, I was again busy with my routine until noon, even when the break time was I was still struggling with the report until I did not realize if in the room I live alone

The sound of knocking on the door shocked me until I reflexively turned towards the door

"Tomi...?" hiss I can't believe

"Can I come in?"

I quietly did not answer but circulated my gaze to the whole empty room no one else

I stood up and walked towards Tom

"Outside, I don't want this in the office to be slanderous"

Tomi nodded and immediately clasped my hand, I who was shocked by her quick movements just followed her walking

Even when pushing the room, Mr. Burlian, Tomi's hand was still tightly grasping my hand, and I was still dumbstruck, not yet conscious until the sound of Mr. Burlian's voice resuscitated me and reflexes pulled my hand

"What are you two doing here?"

I gulped with great difficulty to give Mr. Burlian a reason

"Only in the room of our brother are we both safe from the other employees" Tomi replied as she clasped my hand again and took me to sit on the sofa

I took a deep breath, of course I'm very confused by this kind of situation. Tomi always manages to shock me, I don't know what else she's gonna do to me this time

Mr. Burlian looked seriously at the two of us

"What do you want, Tom?" much

Tom took a deep breath

"I just want to give you some support"

My eyes were round hearing his answer

"Support?, support for what?"

"I know everything"

I pecked annoyed at her answer that seemed riddled

"Trial is on Wednesday"

I nodded and snarled. And Mr. Burlian got up from his chair and sat down in front of the two of us

"What does that mean?"

I rubbed my hair rough hearing Mr. Burlian's question

"Please Tom this is my personal matter, I beg you not to interfere too much" after saying that I immediately got up and when I was about to walk my hand quickly pulled Tomi

"I've always been there for you Din, you're not alone"

I breathed a rough breath and turned to him

"Thank you for your attention and care, but please stop bothering me"

"Excuse me sir" I said turning to Mr. Burlian and then slowly released Tomi's hand

My chest felt like it was about to explode so bad I was the same Tomi, all my strength held back my tears that had filled my eyes so as not to fall