When You Think Wrong
Happy in My Own Way

After feeling quite satisfied I spilled my sadness, I turned on the car engine and returned to drive my car slowly to the office. In the office I completely forgot about the weird problems I was having at home.I was acting as normal as ever, laughing with my roommates, asking Nadia or Redho for help, she said, nothing has changed

And it turns out that before the break, there are again deliveries that deliver food like yesterday. I just took a deep breath because Tomi was still watching me even though I asked her this morning not to send me lunch

“Weehhh, tumben mbak no chocolate desert...” said Nadia when she opened her crackle bag.

I became influenced by his words, I curiously also opened the bag of crackle in front of me. True that was said by Nadia is in there is a cup containing chocolate that is very appetizing. But because I was still upset with the Tomi desert I did not touch at all, but the bag back I tied

“I'm going to the store. It has been a long time since I have seen my store” I said standing up

“Loh, you don't eat Din?”

I shook my head towards Mr. Kusno, then I took my wallet and also my phone then I say goodbye to everything. When I was outside the office, I waved my hand at the security sitting at the guard post

“Ya bu?” he said as he stood in front of me

“In the room I have a white crackle bag containing lunch. Take it for lunch. I want to go out, afraid the food is cold, it will not taste good anymore”

The security nodded his head with a bright face, then he immediately passed from in front of me and ran into the office. While I got in the car and immediately left the office yard

Along the way to the store I was already smiling to myself. I have seen the faces of all my employees who after all these months I have not seen. All this time only my brother controlled my entire business, including those two shops. I only receive financial statements and occasionally control the store through the cctv on my phone

Don't forget I stopped by the bakery and the fruit, bought them souvenirs. I'm sure they'll be happy when I come. Up in front of the first store, it turns out his rolling closed due to the break hours

I immediately got down from the car and stuck the phone to my ear

“Sis open rolling, mother in front”

No need to wait a few minutes, because as soon as I finished talking heard by me rolling as in pulled from the inside. And it's true my guess, all my employees are not men not women all scattering out when they see me

I laughed again when I got a hug and a warm welcome from them. It really brought back my messy mood yesterday.

“We miss ibuk...” said those who brought me in.

I was still developing my smile as I walked into the store, and sat on the floor with those who turned out to be having lunch

“Oh yes forgot, there take the fruit and cake in your car. Two bags yes, two more for the store next to”, I told my male employee who immediately stood out from the store

And still as before, they did not have jaimnya immediately scramble for fruit and cake once the bag of crackle is placed

“How are you guys, healthy?” I eat fruit with them

“Healthy buk, mother herself how?” ask them

Of course I answer if I'm healthy and fine. Then flowed our small talk while interspersed with laughter and jokes between us. We are still as we used to be, unchanged and still familiar. My time here wasn't long, it was quite half an hour because I had to go to the second shop as well. Be after holding them one by one I say goodbye

Likewise when I arrived at the second store, the enthusiasm of my employees was exactly the same when I was in the first store earlier. And I did the same thing that I did in the first store, just chatting and not asking the store, because I've decided that this weekend I'm going to spend in the store. Just like when I was a widow. I guess with me a lot out on the weekends, I'm not going to keep going with my mother-in-law and Tomi who might just mess up my mood again

At one o'clock in the afternoon I say goodbye to all of them. And since their break hours were also running out, rolling back in wide open. I clawed once while waving my hands at all my employees who were speaking carefully to me

And like gaining new strength, I returned to the office with a new face and new energy as well. As soon as the office, as usual all employees have not fully entered the room, still seem to chat outside even there are still some who sit in the office cafeteria

“Ceria once your face Din...” greet sir Kusno when I enter and sit in my chair.

“Iya dong sir. His name is also meeting kangen with employees” replied me while sitting

“You will have your lunch in security, he said you asked for” continued Mr. Kusno

“Yes sir, it was I who told”

Mr. Kusno nodded his head hearing my answer. Then the work goes back until the office hours disperse

At four o'clock we were all out of the office and I immediately walked along with Nadia and Miss Halimah

“Yes, why? How rich is that wonder?”

Both of them nodded with a smile

“My husband is busy, sorry if he has to pick me up I keep” I replied while patting both shoulders

“Dah ah, I want to go home. Poor Yusuf” continued me by turning my body and immediately passed from both

“Be careful Din...” Shouted by Halimah

I turned my head and raised my finger by forming saranghae towards him with a smile. Then with enthusiasm I immediately get into the car and queue with other vehicles that will also come out of the office yard

In the garage I saw there was still a motorcycle mbak Sri, and I smiled seeing that. That means he's still home and not coming home before I get home. And I'm grateful because he's really understanding with my busyness

“Yusuf....” call me in a loving tone when I get out of the car greeted with Yusuf who is in the sling of mbak Sri

“Anak ibuk....” add me again by directly taking it from the sling mbak Sri

“Naya equals Arik where mbak?” ask while walking in

“There's a buk, inside. Watch tivi”

I took O long and continued my steps into the house. I sat in the living room, the bag I had with me, I put it on the table, and then I played with Joseph. Tired of working all day at the office disappeared instantly when I saw him

Sister Sri who came back appeared with a glass of milk for me, then put it on the table. I smiled at him and thanked him for his attention

“Buk, mother fight ya same in-law mother?” lirih mbak Sri who made me who was laying the milk glass turned to her

“Kepo!!” my murmur answered Sri with a chuckle

“Tadi he pursued the same conversation Naya...” mbak Sri.

“Hah?!” my answer is shocked

Ma'am Sri nodded. And I immediately turned towards the TV room where I only heard the sound of TV without knowing the whereabouts of my two children

“Kok can? How's the story?” continue with curiosity

“Can buk. In-laws mother was talking rudely with Naya who made Naya finally yelled back angry with him”

I immediately breathed a long breath hearing the continued words of mbak Sri

“Yes God, why the hell is Naya so rude like this....” lamented.

“Mertua ibuk who started first, he said that Mr. Adi and ibuk reconnect, and secretly mom cheating behind pak Tomi”

“Astaghfirullah...” I said by directly laying my head on the back of the sofa.

“Terus?” continue me again

“Ya Naya said dong buk, if it's slander, I keep taking Naya, I said that what the big mother thinks is not true. Because my own mother even had time to ask me if Adi ever come to the house. Keep me telling me how yesterday mom told me if Pak Adi called ibuk”

“From there Naya is getting angry, she asserts that the guilty here is her father, not mother. So it is fitting that the big mother does not accuse the no-no about ibuk”

I took a deep breath and poked my forehead which suddenly felt dizzy. Then I looked quickly at my mother-in-law who came out of her room.

“Ajarin your son manners Dinda” says he is cold

I could only swallow my saliva and nodded slowly at his words