When You Think Wrong

When You Think Wrong
Hope


#Part yesterday was the toughest part for me where I had to go back to remembering the events in 2009, precisely August 10, 2009. Where the soul mate of the person I've been guarding for five years calls using my best friend's number, and apologizes for his error.


It is hard for me to go back to remembering the time when I cried so much because of the betrayal of the people I love so much#


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Tomi smiled and rubbed my head.


"So when are you ready for my parents to see your parents back?".


I lifted my head and looked at Tomi confusedly, after which I shook my head.


Tom took a deep breath and tried to smile.


"Not now, maybe next time" I replied .


"Yes. okay, that's okay. The important thing is that you agree if my parents propose to you again, that's all" Tomi resigned.


"And if my parents don't approve how?" my fanc.


Tomi shook her head quickly then took my hand and grasped it tightly.


"If I fight this time, will you also fight to convince your parents if I change and will not leave you again?" ask Tomi.


I shrugged my shoulders


"I don't know either, it depends on my father. If my dad says yes, I do too. But if my father says no, I don't either" replied me who returned must make Tomi take a deep breath.


"So it all depends on your parents yes Din.?" .


I nodded my head even though I was holding back a laugh in my heart.


"Can you live your life Din, why should you depend on your parents anyway?".


Back I had to hold back the laughter so that Tomi wouldn't know if I was teasing her, and also for Tomi to try hard how she could get and melt my heart back.


"Because I don't want to be wrong for the third time" answered me, which made Tomi's face gasp.


"Whether it's your decision, it means I'll convince your parents that I'm your best companion".


I smiled wryly at Tomi's reply.


Until I finally put my head back on Tomi's shoulder and tried to close my eyes.


"I was once the dumbest man in the world at that time Tom.." I said.


Tomi looked down at me who was in her chest, and she seemed to be thumping at my voice.


"The night did not know the time to cry for you who are happy with your wife, even I ran away from home and went to other areas for one week"


"Lucky Mila and the Princess caught up with me. hufffff.." I took a deep breath and looked Tomi in the eye.


"You know, not even the police who stood guard on the beach at that time got into the sea because I kept walking into the middle of the sea, not listening to his screams, he said, I remember Mila and Putri screaming hysterically like crazy so the police and some people dragged me to the beach"


After saying that I smiled wryly and I saw Tomi's face clouded again


"Even at that time my schoolmate who was attending college there, almost slapped me in the face so much that she was annoyed by my ridiculous behavior".


Back I took a deep breath, then laid my head on the back of the sofa and stared blankly ahead.


"That moment in my mind is Why and Why"


"That's where our friend who studied there came because he was called by the Princess. Because they know that I'm familiar with him. And Mila the same Princess thought, I'll realize if my best friend can calm me down"


"The police shook their head to see how messed up I was at that time, Yahhhh may be right if I was exposed to the doctrine of Love Is Blind" I continued while trying to laugh.


Tomi rubbed my face and she smiled bitterly.


"But thanks to me running there, I realized. Slowly but surely I can finally make peace with the situation and stop completely crying over your departure from my life"


Then I took a deep breath and rubbed my face rough.


"Even so silly first, there's a song called Heart That You Sick, Ouch."


After saying that sentence I laughed loosely, laughing at how stupid and ridiculous I was at that time.


And Tomi, who saw me laughing, smiled and rubbed my hair.


"I can feel what you feel at that time Din" said Tomi


I looked quickly and then shook my head.


"No Tom, you don't understand what I was feeling at the time. But I was grateful, after my best friend scolded me all out, I finally realized....".


"What was that moment your best friend said until he stopped you crying over me?" .


I closed my eyes for a while and then took a deep breath


"My friend said, "stop crying for a cowardly man who is happy with his wife, don't be a stupid woman who tears every night for a man who is currently fond of his wife"".


I went back to see how Tomi's face gasped and looked red and then she glanced away and rubbed her face over and over again and took a deep breath.


"Also at that time my best friend said if he came back from college and he still heard the news that I was still crying over you then he would no longer be my best friend because he was ashamed of having such a stupid friend still expecting love from the husband"


Then Tomi turned her head and looked at my face without saying a word.


"True what people say, that a woman can lose her mind because of the person she loves, which is why she needs a slap thousands of times for her to be aware and know herself. Give him a slap of pain from the person he loves, so that his logic runs and no longer uses feelings"


I saw a clear circle running down Tomi's face as I said so


"And the pain that you felt at that time, has been avenged by the pain that until this moment I felt Din. I have to wait for you for a long time, until my reason and logic do not work even though I received a million slaps" Tomi replied in a choked voice.


I grinned bitterly at Tomi's reply, and gently, I rubbed her face, wiping away the increasingly flowing tears.


"It's Tom, because it's also over. Let us both forget the bitter events that have happened in our lives" I said slowly .


Tommy nodded in agreement, then he took a deep breath and rubbed his face and pulled me into his arms. Keep wiping my head until my eyes dim


"You have to go home Tom, because I'm so sleepy" I said.


"If you want to sleep, just sleep. But I'm not going home, I'm gonna wait for you"


I took a deep breath at Tomi's reply and back He showed me his stubbornness.


"If there's you it means I can't even sleep Tomi.." I replied annoyed.


Tomi chuckles and even continues to rub my head which makes me more sleepy.


Either because it was too comfortable to sleep on Tomi's lap or indeed I was sleepy, finally without me noticing I was closed and Tomi continued to wipe my hair while continuing to look at my face deeply.


"Lord... Please don't ever set us apart again.." whispered Tomi over Dinda's face.