When You Think Wrong
The dismantling of my secret

"You know what....?" mila said hanging as if teasing me.

I glared my eyes at those who kept giggling.

While Tomi who saw Mila and Princess was more curious and glanced at me while smiling meaningfully.

"Don't listen to them both. Brother knows for themselves their mouths buckets" I quickly reassured Tomi that nothing had happened in the past.

"Ih, by the way, we're not buckets, we know exactly what happened to you huuu, iiih see that Dinda's face began to tuh red-red iiih ashamed of her, maluuu" said Putri and Mila while widening who increasingly corner me.

I shook my head looking at my two happy companions on top of my suffering. Immediately I grabbed a cold drink glass and sipped it to reduce the nervousness that suddenly struck my heart.

While Tomi who saw Mila and the Princess came smiling and I who saw her smiled melengos and put on a sour face.

"The embarrassed pie.." the Princess and Mila stupefied back who saw me staring intently at them with a pouting face.

"So, Tomi really wants to hear what happened to Dinda first?" Mila's teasing me.

"What the hell are you two?!" I snapped at Mila and the Princess they replied with more and more chuckles.

"Because you don't have to listen to both of them, if you are horrified by the words of both of them, it's the same as if you ask God, shirk!!" I answered Tomi with a smile.

It is not angry Mila with the Princess more open to hear my words.

"Crazy you both!!!" I snapped at them while glaring back at my eyes.

"Eh Mil, Mil, do you remember how Dinda used to cry?" ask the princess who made my face frown.

Mila instead of answering was even stupefied and I who was getting annoyed at the behavior of the two of them immediately threw a fork at them

And Tomi, who saw me upset, smiled more and more and more in her eyes looking at me.

"So it's true that you cry when you stay married?" tanyakanya.

I could only take a deep breath looking at Mila and the princess and both of them immediately stopped laughing looking at me who was glaring sharply at them.

"Jeez Din you are angry with us, yes sorry.., we are just kidding, we are not serious" said the Princess quickly and directly touched my hands that immediately I tepis.

While Mila with his indifference he immediately scooped food into his mouth.

"I don't like it when you open my card in front of Tomi, I'm embarrassed.." I replied.

"It's up to you to be ashamed, it's your business. What is certain is that we are happy" replied Mila still with his chuckle that made me stand up and pinch her cheek hard.

"Awww... loose, loose. You don't know if my face care is expensive.....!!" said Mila quickly while brushing my hand that was still pinched hard on her cheek.

"Bodo!!" I replied replace the cuek.

The princess chuckled at me to return my frustration to Mila.

"Eh sister Tomi, know that Dinda was crying until 8 months when Sister stayed married yesterday, shadowy brother during the night she was crying over brother" said Mila quickly who made my eyes immediately glare.

After saying that Mila turned her head towards me and smiled triumphantly while raising her eyebrows many times, and Tomi turned her head straight towards me, looking at me deeply and the Princess just as I was staring at Mila with a gaping mouth.

"Oh my goodness, this woman." I was angry at Mila.

And Mila who already knew that I was going to pinch her cheek again, quickly protected her cheek with both hands.

"What Deck did Mila say just now?" ask Tomi slowly to me.

I silently answered but frowned.

"So, you're not lying. If you don't believe ask the rohaya, same Vita, same Lisa, same Nanda. They all know what" Mila replied quickly which made my face feel hot.

"Yes Lord Milaaaa.." I was upset.

The princess did not help me even a little she was busy smothering her mouth which almost burst into laughter.

"And I've said that the brother does not need to believe the words of these two bucket creatures, if you believe the same they are just as shirk" I assured Tomi.

Tomi nodded towards me with a smile then said

"Yes my brother doesn't believe them. His trusted brother is the same as God and also the same as you"

I immediately glanced sharply at Mila and the Princess then I stuck my tongue out towards the two of them.

Mila and the princess who heard Tomi's reply immediately thumped their lips

"Already, it's the fight now it's time we eat, it's home. Yea?" talk Tomi to the three of us who are acting like children.

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I waved my hand at the Princess that we first delivered, then Tomi then ran her car to drive Mila to her house. Only then did we both go home.

Along the way, I was nervous. I moved restlessly many times. While Tomi who knows my anxiety is acting normal.

Until finally the silence between the two of us broke when Tomi reflex grasped my finger which made me shocked.

"Why didn't you ever say that you were crying for your brother day and night?" shriek Tomi while kissing my finger.

I kept silent not answering Tomi's question, but trying to pull my hand from her grasp.

"If only you knew, you would never let you cry that long" Tomi continued, turning to me and looking at me with sad eyes.

"Let's tell the princess a lie" I said as I tried to calm down.

Back I saw Tomi smile then he shook his head

"They're not lying, the lie is you" said Tomi who turned her head back to me

I immediately gulped my saliva hearing Tomi's stern answer.

"Why don't you ever say Din if you're so sick?"

I quickly turned to Tomi and snapped

"Stop the car!!!!"

Tomi who was shocked by my snaps immediately turned her head towards me and looked towards me who was looking at her sharply

"Stop saying!!" yell at

Tomi nodded quickly, it was obvious that she was panicking, then she pulled her car over. As soon as the car stopped I pulled her shoulder to face me

"You ask me why I never said I was so sick because you left me, right???!" yell at

"You think Tomi, I love you so much, and we're engaged even a matter of days to get married, all of a sudden a woman comes to me, asks me to give you up for her, since she is pregnant with your child, you ask how am I feeling?!, have you!!!" continue me while pushing her chest

After that I covered my face and then sobbed

The shadow of pain ten years ago seemed to jump in and enter my heart again

And Tomi who saw me sobbing immediately grabbed me into her arms

"I'm sorry Dinda never understood your pain" Tomi whispered

"But believe me, I love you so much Din, love you so much"

I didn't answer her words, but just drowned my face in Tomi's chest and held her tightly

"Let me heal the wounds of your heart because of my behavior Din, let me make amends.." - Tomi again.