When You Think Wrong
Tears of Tomi

After that I went straight and closed my eyes.

“Not.....!!!!” tomi cried out in panic when she saw me motionless

Mila and the doctor were getting more panicked, as were the nurses. Many times Mila yelled out my name by constantly moving my body, while the doctor had run an instrument over my big belly. His face looked tense, and there was already the sound of sobs coming from Tomi who kept wiping my head

“Honey wake up...., don't leave me....” his wish.

“Heeeeekkkkkkk.....” I re-opened my eyes and re-treated that made Tomi's crying again broke and again excitedly shrugged my shoulders.

Mila was no less excited than Tomi, with a tense face mixed with panic she also joined my shoulder. He no longer cared about how he was in such a mess. And the doctor who helped me get back into labor gave me some encouragement

“Operation only doctor, I can't see my wife in pain like this” said Tomi

I shook my head, and took her hand that rubbed my head. Kiss his hands with love

“Say the same son brother, tell out easily” I'm down

Tears flowed back into Tomi's face as I said those words. She said nothing but crying, and I cried watching her cry

And back I made it, and this time I was determined to get stronger if this was to work. Especially when the doctor has told me if it has begun to look my son's candidate. Of course it gets me excited. Especially with the support of the spirit of Mila and Tomi that makes me stronger

“Ngak strong, doctor...” I watered when I came back I felt unable.

“Ngak, ngak. You are strong, you are strong, baby. We know it” Tomi said

“Remember Naya equals Arik, bestie...” Mila said with a trembling voice

Back there were warm grains running down my face when I heard Mila say. It flashed how the wet face and hope of my two children when I was about to leave earlier

And back I made it, and this time the doctor said that my son's head was out

“Terus mbak Dinda, do not let the baby pinned..” Said the doctor who made me stronger

“Gunting.....” said the doctor to his nurse who was clearly heard by my ears.

Tomi immediately turned her face away when the doctor started to cut open her birth canal which made me feel a warm liquid coming out of my birth canal

“The water is already murky...” said the doctor.

I don't care what the doctor says because I've re-edged, and I feel like if the doctor starts reaching for my baby, and I can feel it if he pulls my son, pulls him out of the birth canal

I immediately breathed a sigh of relief when my son was out, especially when he heard the sound of his cry that was very loud. And Tomi, who had been holding my shoulder, sat on the floor and cried

Mila who saw Tomi crying, just let her. While I was so exhausted I could only take a breath with a frenzy and just glanced down, to the floor where I saw Tomi still crying sobbing

Mila rubbed my head, smelling my sweat-soaked forehead

“Congratulations bestie, your child is safe and healthy” he said with haru

I smiled and looked at the doctor still struggling with my birth canal. Take out the ari-ari and sew my torn birth canal

“My boy what doctor girl?” much

“Cowok...”

I looked towards Tomi who was now standing and hugging me. His face was still wet and he still sobbed as he held my head, many times he kissed my head and I tried to smile at him

“IMD yes buk...” said the nurse who brought my son.

“Maa Syaa Alloh....” my words amazed.

It turned out that Tomi and Mila were as shocked as I was when my son was placed on my chest

“Four kilos six ounces...” said the nurse.

I'm open, and so are Mila and Tomi

“Pantesan difficult to get out, the year of the baby is this big...” said Mila and the doctor together.

“But the USG time yesterday is still normal right doc?” I asked while rubbing my baby's thick hair

The head of my baby moves around looking for my chest, and when it can he directly devours it which makes me laugh. Tomi cried again when my son was placed on my chest, sobbing he could only wipe his son's head, without a word coming out of his lips other than sobs

“Already dong kak nangisnya, very cemen...” goda Mila.

Tomi did not care what Mila said she continued to sob while rubbing my head and alternately rubbing her son's head

While the nurse came out of the delivery room, immediately intercepted by my mother and mother-in-law. And both of my mothers immediately wiped their faces when they heard that I had given birth safely

“Finished yes IMD, we change clothes...” said the doctor by lifting my son's body from the top of my chest.

Mila followed the doctor to change my son's clothes, and after finishing changing my son's clothes, the doctor gave the child to Tomi to be proclaimed. While the nurse who had returned to the room was currently cleaning my body

“Thank you dear....” ogled Tomi when I finished cleaning and gave our son to the doctor to put in the baby box.

I nodded and looked at Tomi's wet face with haru

“As usual ya buk, can not sleep for two hours. And can't move. If you feel blood coming out abnormally from the birth canal, immediately tell us”

“I'm sorry doctor..” Lirih Mila

The doctor who helped with my labor nodded, I saw the two embrace

“I'm sorry Mila yes doctor, Mila that loves me very much, therefore that's why she was angry” I told the doctor who turned with a smile

“We have memorized the character of doctor Mila mbak, so I am not offended. And if I were Mila's doctor, I'd be angry” too

Mila gave a small laugh while hitting the arm of her colleague.

“Doctor, can I minjem no doctor suit? Doctor see how my clothes” said Mila who made me chuckle

The doctor nodded. And asked the nurse to take her coat in her room

“I didn't think of anything else just now as soon as news of you giving birth to Din. What I have in mind is that I have to accompany you...” Dinda said while wearing the suit given by the doctor to her.

“Aahhhhh…. You are so good....” I replied in a spoiled tone.

Mila clicked at my answer, then she immediately pulled out her phone and directly pointed it towards my son who looked slumbering

“Doctors don't go home?” the doctor asked Mila, which Mila answered by shaking her head.

“In the meantime also six doctor's hour, perib”

I took a deep breath hearing Mila's reply. Either have to be grateful especially that I can express having a friend as good and as caring as him

“Honey, I came out for a while yes, telling ibuk” said Tomi while rubbing my head

I nodded, then Tomi stood up and walked towards the baby box, looking long at her son's face

“May be kissed kok mas..” said the doctor who seemed to understand Tomi's wishes.

“Serious doctor?” ask Tomi with enthusiasm

The rocket nodded. And Tomi instantly bent her body, and kissed her son's long puffed cheeks

“Thank you for being present in papa's life, son...” ogled Tomi by returning to shed tears.

Mila patted Tomi on the shoulder, which made Tomi immediately rub rough on her face. Then Tomi turned towards me and looked bitterly smiling

“Already dong kak....” said Mila again because it looks Tomi shed tears.

“I'm very moved and happy Mil..” Tomi replied with a clenched voice

I smiled at Tomi's reply and began to shed tears. After rubbing his face rough, Tomi came out from inside the room. And when he got out of the room, Tomi immediately prostrated at his mother's feet with a sobbing cry

Tomi's actions make her mother and mother cry.

“Thank you buk...., thank you for the sacrifice for me” shrieked Tomi while clutching tightly to her mother.

Tomi's mother did not answer, but joined sobbing and clutching tightly his eldest son who still continued to sob

Then Tomi turned to hold my mother, saying the same sentence he had said to his mother. But with the addition

“Thank you buk for giving birth to a great and strong child like Dinda” her unyielding sobbing made my mother come along

“We can enter right?” ask my mom after Tomi took off her arms

Tomi nodded and immediately both of my mothers entered. I who was being talked to by Mila turned towards the door when the door opened

My tears immediately flowed when I saw my mother crying as she walked towards me. My mother quickly hugged me and kissed me deeply. Then take turns with my mother-in-law hugging and kissing my forehead

Then both of them walked quickly towards the baby box, and seemed scrambling to lift their grandchildren. But I see my mother more than welcome Tomi's mother to take and hold our child first. Both of them seemed to smile happily

“How much does it weigh?” ask my mother

“4.6 buk...” Mila replied laughing chuckling from the two

“Tuh actually Din what I said, your child is similar to Tomi”

Tom and I just smiled. The morning outside began to change with light. And I, who had been more than two hours literate, finally got permission to sleep. No need to wait long, I'm asleep. While Mila who saw me was asleep, chose to say goodbye to my whole family and rubbed my face when she was going home

“I want to go home, sleepy. If you want to come here, please. At Nine I will return to this hospital” reply Mila in the group chat when her other best friend began to fuss when reading group messages

After that Mila immediately put the phone into her wallet and walked quickly towards the parking lot. Because he does not want people to see his condition in a state of just wearing a thin nightgown

While Tomi, for a second without sleeping, continued to sit near his wife, clutching her fingers and kissing her occasionally. He saw the face of Dinda who looked slumbering and turned to the baby box of her child, where both mothers were waiting for the baby

And the news that Dinda has given birth to the ears of Tomi's siblings. Tomi told her family when she was outside the room when her mother walked in. Tomi's sisters immediately excited and busy want to go to the hospital right then

Congratulations also flowed in Tomi's private working group as a contractor. And of course this happy news was also told by Tomi to Mr. Burlian who immediately congratulated him with haru

“You know Tom, the highest caste in the family is the first grandson of” he said with a big laugh

Tomi immediately sneered, because she knew where her cousin's sister was talking to. He would definitely want to boast if he was the first grandson in his extended family and the most powerful of the others