When You Think Wrong
Lega

"You don't know Tom how hurt I was when I had to let you belong to another woman".

"I dated you for many years, but eventually you married another woman. At that time I was thinking why wasn't it just me that you broke, why should that woman that you broke?".

Tommy took my shoulder and faced him, and he shook his head quickly.

"I love you so much Din, it just came to my mind never to ruin you. That's why we dated for so many years but I rarely kiss your lips, just kiss your forehead, because I love you so much, I take care of you so much" .

"But I don't know why that night I was able to take a trip and it ended up in an incident that forced me to marry that woman".

I let go of Tomi's hand on my shoulder and smiled at her.

"There's no way a year's drought will be lost by last night's rain, I'm sure you're playing with fire behind my back".

Tom took a deep breath and looked me in the eye.

"Yes Din I admit, I cheated on you behind your back, but I'm not serious about that woman".

"Aren't you seriously saying?, you're lying Tom. If you're not serious about her, you can't fuck her".

Tomi shook her head then grabbed my hand and held it tightly

"Din's oath I'm not serious about the woman, if I'm serious about the woman, I won't divorce her. That's why our marriage only lasted 2 months especially when I knew that our marriage had only been running for 2 months but it turns out she was 5 months pregnant".

I took a deep breath.

"Either I should believe, or I should feel sorry for hearing this fact from you, Tom, but I'm definitely really sick when I know you're impregnating that woman".

Tomi lowered her head, but before long she raised her face. I saw her eyes were very red and teary

"That's not my son Din, especially after she gave birth I forced her to do a DNA test because her extended family held me accountable for her living".

"But why didn't you see me after you divorced Tom?" lirihku held back sobs.

"From where I had the courage to meet Dinda, whereas I myself knew from my extended family if you were so devastated and sad".

I smiled bitterly and rubbed my face rough.

"Moon-months I've been crying over you Tom. Day and night, always thinking why it wasn't me that you broke, Why should that woman?, Why not just me. We dated for years. Sometimes I blame myself, why am I too jaim if it is close to you, why not just scratch it?, why not me who is pregnant?, right if I am pregnant of course you marry me, you marry me, not with that woman".

"I'm almost crazy Tom. If none of my friends and family had strengthened me, I'm sure I'd be stressed thinking about that. But at that time I still had faith so I didn't kill myself".

Tomi quickly pulled me in her arms and she cried sobbing.

"I'm sorry Dinda, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry for all the wrongs I've done with you".

"Why is it that Tom you've come now, why didn't you?" my sobs.

Tom just nodded and rubbed my head

"There is no late word in Dinda's love, perhaps this is God's way of governing our destiny. We are both met with the wrong person first, before God finally reunites us".

I then pulled my body from Tomi's embrace, rubbed my face rough and took a deep breath.

"Let's Tom, with so many problems coming my way, I'm not sure if I still believe in loyalty".

Tomi silently heard my words. I heard he took a deep breath, then turned his car back on.

"We go home yes, the chatter we continue again at home" he persuaded as he rubbed my head.

Then Tomi drove the car slowly and along the way not a word came out of our mouths until the car stopped in front of my house.

The house was deserted, because my two children were at my parents' house and had not yet returned home. While Sri Ma'am who knows if I go to court today, did not come home.

So as soon as the car stopped I got down and walked slowly towards the door and opened the door which soon followed Tomi who then led me in.

Arriving at the sofa I immediately shook my body to the sofa backrest and then looked up at the ceiling of the house.

Tomi was silent and just stared at me who had not made a sound since.

"Din......?" call Tomi slowly

Then I looked at him and raised my head

"Why? what else to say?"

Tomi shook her head and tried to smile.

"Does our conversation on the road still want you to continue?"

I'm shaking.

"There's nothing we need to go back to Tom, everything is clear and you already know how I used to be when you left, and I also know how you used to be when you left me. I don't think there's anything we need to talk about anymore it's all done".

"Surely everything is done, Is your heart now plong?" ask Tom doubt.

I took a deep breath and lay my head back on the couch.

"No need to talk about it again Tom, I don't want to remember the pain you once inflicted. Now all I want to get through is my happy time, forget my sadness, that's all".

"Does that mean you've forgiven all my mistakes?" ask Tomi back.

I again took a deep breath and confirmed my sitting position then I reached out to him, Then Tomi approached and sat down next to me.

"Thank you for your kindness all along the same I might not be able to reply" I looked into her eyes deeply.

Tomi tried to smile and nodded slowly.

"Thank you that you were also beside me to support me when I was hurt by Adi, and thank you also because Until this moment you continue to be with me" I continued.

"I've told Din, whatever I'm willing to do as long as you're happy, whatever it is. Even if you ask for my life I'll give it to you".

I tried to laugh at Tomi's last words. And shake my head.

"If I ask for your life, it means you're dead Tom. It is thanks to you that my life can be helped".

Tomi smiled at my words, and again she ruffled my hair which made me feel calm. I don't know every time he rubbed my head I felt so happy, it felt like Tomi loved me so much.

"True what Mila said we are now even, in your body there is my blood and in my body there is your blood" said Tomi as she continued to smile.

"By you I'm a lick every month, Tom?" my words are holding back laughter.

"meaning?" tomi asked bengong while frowning her forehead.

I nodded quickly and then chuckled

"No, I don't mean anything. Thankfully you are not connected" I replied.

Tomi then glared her eyes flirting at me, then her reflex tickled my stomach which made me avoid her hand.

"Aww....!!!" my screams were stifled which made Tomi reflexively stop her hand.

"Sorry Din, sorry. I forgot that your stomach still hurts. It hurts so much?, where does it hurt?" ask Tomi in a panic.

I closed my eyes and grimaced in pain withstanding the pain in my wounds that had not fully healed.

"Sorry.." - Tomi with a sad face.

I tried to nod, then while enduring the pain I leaned back on my body.

"Do I need to call Mila?" ask Tomi with a face that still implies panic.

I shook my head, then I immediately pulled Tomi's shoulder and stuck my head on her chest.

"There's enough of you here, because the real cure of my pain is you" I said.