When You Think Wrong
Definition of Bloodless Wound

I was just silent to see them grab me. Even their slow strokes on my back only I responded by gulping in confusion

“You remember everything, right Din?” asked Mila who made me look at her, and looked at her confusedly

Then I closed my eyes with a deep breath

“What happened to me?. I'm pregnant and Mr. Burlian's son is my son. And Naya, yes I remember, Naya is now much taller. I remember when he was a kid when Adi left home and chose to stay with his affair”

“Mas Adi cheated?” I said then in a confused tone, then I looked back in wonder at my friends who kept staring at me

“Truly Adi cheated? Who am I pregnant with?”

Shut up, everyone was still silent and just looked at me with a sad look.

“Please, will anyone here answer my question?” please wipe my face in confusion

“Mbak Dinda remember who my husband is?” ask the doctor

I shut up, a second later I closed my eyes

“Mas Adi”

Outside the room, Tomi who had been eager to enter when she saw his wife began to remember the present again had to shed tears when she heard that Dinda still remembered if Adi was her husband

“But then we got divorced. Yes doctor, we divorced shortly after he was caught cheating. You're the Put who's my lawyer?” I said while pulling the Princess' hand

Mila was sitting limp while staring sadly at her best friend who is now demanding answers and explanations from the Princess

The princess nodded slowly when I asked her

“After that..., after that.... no, no, no way”.

“Exit all Mbak Dinda. Everything”

I shook my head to hear the words of the doctor who had been staring seriously at me

“I want to meet with both children I” lirihku. Then I cried which immediately made my friends come back to hold me

Mila directly put the hp in her ear

“Naya, come here now son. Ibuk you want you to come here”

Naya, who was in this hospital with her sister, immediately went up to the therapy room as told by Mila. And the two stopped their steps when they saw Tomi standing outside the room, looking sobbing

Naya and Arik looked at each other, then Tomi who realized if there was someone else immediately rubbed his face rough, and when he turned to find the two children, he tried to smile bitterly. Naya just stared flatly at Tomi's face as well as Arik's. Then the two passed from before Tomi and immediately pushed the door of the therapy room which made the one in the room turn quickly towards the door that was pushed

“Tomi.....?” I looked when I saw Tomi standing outside the door

Naya and Arik walked quickly towards me and directly hugged me tightly. I clenched both of them, but my gaze kept on Tomi who was standing outside who was currently staring at me

“Business is better?” ask Naya

I forced to smile to answer her question, then I held her hands together and looked at her from top to bottom

“It's busy just realized yes son if now you are getting higher and bigger”

Naya smiled bitterly then glanced at Mila who just nodded her head. Then I moved towards Arik, and hugged him

“Busy must have missed a long time. Until my mother did not realize if you also have a big nak” when I close it when I hold it

“Neither buk. My mom was always the same with me and my sister. Ibuk Just a coma for over a month. Comatose time alone mother is not the same we” replied he who made me swallow my saliva with difficulty

“True I was in a coma a month more?”

Mila took a deep breath when I turned her head, then she nodded slowly

“Nay, Joseph, Mr. Burlian's son is your brother, right? I mean he's mom's son too isn't it?”

I saw Naya turn to Mila and the therapist. And both nodded their heads. All the faces of my friends were tense and none of them spoke

“Iya buk's. Joseph the son of ibuk. My mom's son is Tomi..”.

I smothered my mouth then I pushed Naya's hand that was about to touch mine. I kept shaking my head, trying to remember everything.

“Din, don't be forced if you can't” isak Lisa

I went back to breathing heavily and then looked back out of the room where I still saw Tomi standing at her place

Then I felt my stomach, many times I felt my stomach which was flat

Naya grabbed me. And he seemed to sob when he grabbed me

“Ikhlasin sister yes buk. Sister does not want to be together we”

Which made me pull his body and look at him sharply

“Mil? You're doctors. Everything is the same as me!”

Quiescent. No one's making a sound. And it made me feel even more intense pain whack my chest

“I'm pregnant. And now my stomach is flat. Joseph's my son, but why is he with Mr Burlian?” I returned to feel my stomach. And the part I've seen there was a wound, my hand stopped

“You're doctor Mila. Why didn't you save my son?. I know you're a great doctor, why by just saving my son's life you can't?” sobs

“Where's my son? My son where's Mil? The put? Lisa's? You all don't shut up. You guys know where my son is?. Come answer me!!” back I asked desperately while sobbing

Arik and Naya held me. Both are back crying

“My son is innocent Mil. Why don't you save him?. It should be my son that you save, not me”

Sobbed. All my friends were sobbing at my words. No exception Mila and the doctor who had not left us since

“Honey....” a hoarse voice that made me lift my face.

Tomi approached, then she immediately hugged me tightly

“We have to be sincere dear yes…. This is all God's destiny. And we should be ready to accept it”

I pushed Tomi's body, then looked sharply at her

“I don't fully remember how our relationship was. But as I remember, you once left me. And now you are my husband, but as I recall...” I shook my head

“Mil, I'm going home. I want to see where my son's grave is”

Mila rubbed her face rough, then looked at the doctor who was also staring at her

“I am in charge with his health doctor” said Mila assured

The doctor had no choice but to nod his head. Then my friends helped me get up and took me out of the therapist's room, which, since eight days, has always been my place during the day

I was in the fifth car with Princess driving and Rohaya sitting next to me with Naya

Tomi's car in front, then Princess's. Only then escorted Mila's car and Lisa's car. Along the way I was more silent, and only allowed when Rohaya and Naya clasped my hand tightly

The car went into the cemetery, and when it stopped, I was guided back by my friends. In a red mound of earth that was very small Tomi stopped, then she turned to look at me

“Here is our Balqis...” its weaning that makes my eyes hot.

I immediately sat down on the mound of soil that began to dry up. My chest throbbed violently and my reflexes hugged the mound of earth

“Sorry mother son who did not give birth to you perfectly. Who can't see your form. Forgive ibuk” isakku

All my friends bowed down and rubbed their wet-looking faces. Tomi crouched down and grabbed my shoulder, and she cried

“This is all because of you. If only you and your mother did not accuse me that was not, of course the child in my womb would not miscarry” I said with an angry look at Tomi

“You and your mother have been very evil with me. You know I'm pregnant, but you let me go to the doctor by myself. And when you want to go home the fence you lock. Not that you stood up for me, but you cornered me like your mother slandered me. I hate you Tomi. You are the one who should be responsible for the loss of the child I bear. You don't deserve to be the father of my children. You cowardly man!!!” I scream hysterically

Tomi was not angry but came back to hold me tightly. I kept hitting his chest so he could let go of his hook on me, but I didn't make it. Tom kept holding me tight.

“You snatched away the child Tomi was supposed to have born. You forced him to come out before his time. You evil Tomi, you evil!!!!” I screamed back

Because Tomi was still clutching me tightly, I desperately bit her chest tight which made her scream stifled so that she let go of her arms to me

“Go from here. Go back to your mother's lap. Defend your mother, and blame me continue”

After saying so, I again rested on the mound of my fetal land that had been buried for some time

“Im sorry mom son. Mom's bad for not being able to take care of you. Mother is evil for not giving you a chance to live. Mother should be here, not you..”.

Naya who had been sobbing since then, bowed and hugged me

“But don't say that. It's all God's destiny, we can't resist it. Mother is stoic. We are there for mom, we will always support ibuk”

I turned. Then I approached Naya and went back to crying