When You Think Wrong
Disappointment Is Level Above Anger

The two daughters of Mr. Burlian got into each other and then both of them cried to see me who was crying when holding Joseph. Joseph who is now in my arms only moves his body because of my close embrace in his body

Satisfied with my longing for Joseph, I turned to his wife, Mr. Burlian, whose eyes looked red. It's real if she's crying too seeing my novelty. He forced a smile on his face while gently rubbing my arms

“Diamonds now same mother yes. Don't misbehave. Mama same sisters will surely miss you very much” her tears that re-wrote tears

I glanced at the two girls of Mr. Burlian who cried as much as they embraced Mr. Burlian

“We will miss Diamond pa....” weave one of them.

Mr. Burlian took a deep breath at the words of his daughter. And I who hear can only be silent without knowing what to do. There's no way I gave Joseph the same to them when I was conscious and remembered everything

“You can still meet and bring Joseph whenever you want”

Quickly the two beautiful girls pulled their heads then stared at me with wet faces

“Tante seriously?”

I'm nodding. Then quickly they both walked towards me and took Joseph and still with tears they both hugged Joseph who made an indistinct voice while moving his hands towards the faces of his two new brothers

The six of my best friends took a deep breath, then they rubbed my shoulders

“Your heart is big Din...” praise the Princess while clutching my shoulder.

I smiled bitterly at her words. While Mr. Burlian and his wife looked at me with a difficult look I explained

“Thank you ma'am for taking care of Joseph during my coma yesterday”

Mr. Burlian's wife nodded, as did Mr. Burlian. Then Mr. Burlian turned to look at Tomi who was standing near the entrance who could only look softly at us

“Now I have calmed down to return the Diamond to the right person” said he who I caught as a satire

“Good by Din. Take care of your health”

I nodded my head when Mr. Burlian said so when he said goodbye. Likewise with all my friends, they all went home so that what remains today is Tomi.

“Darling we need to talk” said Tomi chasing me who entered with Joseph

I caught a beam of anger in Naya's eyes, but I didn't care about either of them, I just kept going in and closing the door. But the door I just closed was immediately pushed by Tomi

“Please Din horrified me”

I kept flinching, I would rather take Joseph to sit on my lap and not be content to kiss my whole face, even his hands and feet did not escape my kiss

“You who I saw when my mother was in a coma yesterday” I said when I kissed her

“Din?”

I took a deep breath and turned towards Tomi who seemed frustrated because I had not cared about her since

“What do you want Tom?. Yes enough. I just had a long day as a half-dead person. So I beg you not to make my life die again. You hurt me enough by slandering me. I won't let you hurt me again. I know Tom you loved your mother very much, but you shouldn't have defended her when she slandered me. I remember Tom, the other night I said that it was me for giving you a second chance to be my husband. And I must admit it turns out my greatest folly to trust a traitor like you”

Tomi fell silent, her eyes just blinking at my words

“If there is a selection of the dumbest women, then the predicate of the champion is me. I was too stupid to trust a man who once dumped me to be my husband. I was too stupid to learn from experience. And now I reiterate again with you Tom. I'm not the kind of girl who's easy to leave someone. Either because of lack or advantages, but if I am tired, I prefer to retreat”

Tomi shook her head, immediately she sat down next to me. Pull my shoulder to face. And back he shook quickly

“Ngak. You can't back off. You just back off, and now you can't back down even if you're just a step”

I took Tomi's hand off my shoulder

“Give me Tom time. It's too hard for me. If you think this is normal, you are wrong. It's very heavy for me”

Shut up, we both shut up. Only Joseph's voice could be heard as a marker if anyone was in this room

“You go home. I'm never going home again. That's not my house, my house now, my first home. Home where I get the affection I never get in my own home”

Tomi took a deep breath, turned to me at a glance, then slowly got up and walked towards the door. Before closing the door, Tomi turned to us again, but I, who was busy with Joseph, did not care

Three days after I was at my parents' house, Sri came and said she was ready to go back to her house if I was going to go back to my old house. It was hard for me to make a decision, one side I did not feel good to ask him to come out of my house, one side I could not forever stay in my parents' house anymore

“Let's go mbak, maybe I'll just stay at the shop. After all, the top shophouse no one occupies”, I said

Sri's mother shook her head, insisting she would return to their home. And give me the keys to the house. He said the house had been tidied up, and all his belongings were ready to be brought back to their house

“Not now mbak. Maybe later, I'll think first. Either I'm going to be here, or I'm going back to the old house, maybe I'm going to stay at the shophouse or maybe I'm going to go back to my house with Tomi”

Because there was no decision, I finally asked Sri to stay in the house. Tomorrow I will return to the office. And I can guess how all my office friends were so enthusiastic when they welcomed me. Mr. Kusno who became my second father when in the office, seemed moved until he embraced me with tears

“Bapak is very happy because you are healthy again Din” shrieked him while shrinking his eyes

I am deeply moved by his concern. In turn, all the friends of the room took turns to hug me

“You two right the handle mbak job so far?” my question to Redho and Nadia was answered both with a nod of the head

“Send your account number” I said during break time

We were gathering for lunch. And back to the way a courier had brought us lunch, and I knew it was from Tomi. But I don't want to show in front of my office friends if my relationship is not okay with Tomi. So even though I was disappointed with what Tomi did to me, I still received her lunch

“For what mbak?” ask the two in surprise

“Friends may be a bank employee, well he said there is a lottery in his office. And soon there will be a winner announcement. Once again the winner will be your account number” my elak

Redho and Nadia chuckled

“Mbak it is. We never participated in the draw” answered both

But I don't despair, I keep convincing them both that there is a lottery and I want to send them both their account numbers to Lisa to enter both in the draw

Since I kept insisting, the two finally complied. And when the account number they had given me, I quickly opened e banking in my mobile application, then I transferred my nominal salary two months to them one month each

Those who are busy eating, compactly take their mobile phone when they hear there is a notification from their e banking. And the two of them immediately looked at me dumbly. I returned to feed my mouth with a smile

“Kan who work you guys, so who should get a salary also y'all”, I replied casually

Miss Halimah smiled and stroked my hand

“Alhamdulillah long comma does not change your good nature Din”

I looked at him with a smile

After lunch, we did not continue our work. In addition to not having hours, we also want to relax first, lower the food to the stomach first

Din, let's go in the room for a second

I was stunned when I read the message Mr. Burlian sent. But because this is an order, I immediately stood up and said goodbye to Halimah and Nadia, saying that I was going to the boss's room, because he asked

After knocking on Mr. Burlian's door, I entered. But my steps immediately stopped when I saw that in the room there was Tomi and her mother

“Please Din....” Tomi said as I shook my eyes at him

With a deep breath I finally entered and chose to sit face to face with Tomi and her mother. Mr. Burlian who was sitting on one other chair stared at the three of us after I sat down

“I'm sorry for calling you” said Mr. Burlian who I didn't answer

“Bapak is only a mediator. Not defending you, not also defending Tomi let alone defending Aunt father” continued Mr. Burlian

I'm still flinching, I just************* my hand to get rid of the nervousness in my chest

“Please forgive mother Din...”.

I gulped when I heard Tomi's mother's apology

“Tomi loves you very much Din. His life is fucked up because you ignored him. Don't you see how skinny and unkempt she is now”

I kept quiet and just looked at Tomi. What he said was true, Tomi did look thin, that I have known since I saw her in the hospital when I realized yesterday. But it's none of my business, it's his personal business

“Please forgive mom Din. Tomi defends mother for her love and affection for her mother. Tom doesn't want to disappoint mom. And mom is selfish too, why that day mom was so angry when your ex-husband called. I'm sorry because your mother miscarried”

I shook my head

“Mother stop. Please do not bring this matter with regards to my miscarriage. I'm trying to accept the sincerity of my miscarriage. So I beg you not to mention that again. And as for the sorry matter, I have forgiven mother. Mom is Tomi's paradise. Because mother is Tomi's mother, even to death mother will not be replaced. But I also apologize to mom, because I still can't forgive Tomi. I'm really disappointed in Tomi. And sorry Mr. Burlian, I hope you respect my decision”

After saying that I got up from the sofa and nodded my head towards Mr. Burlian

“Dinda wait!” my hand was immediately pulled by Tomi

I turned to look into his eyes

“I'm sorry Tom. I can't for now. But do you assure me that there is a God who turns back the heart of man?” I let go of my hand from his grasp

Then I immediately walked to the door and immediately came out of the room