When You Think Wrong

When You Think Wrong
Adi Go


I took my two children to the store, they were immediately enthusiastic and busy going up and down the stairs. Even Naya occasionally helps employees take buyer orders


At nine o'clock I went to the pool, my two children I left at the store. The fishmonger has called, if he has reached the pond


Indeed I made an agreement with him, I want to ask for a copy of the record of the sale of fish during this time


When I got to the pool, all the workers were struggling to collect fish and started packing fish and some others carried it up on motorcycles and there was a contractor who had been waiting on a pick up car and they immediately composed fishpacks


The fishmonger waved at me when he saw me walking over the rover towards the cottage


"Tumben mbak down on its own, usually mas Adi"


I smiled and extended a hand to greet him


"Mas Adi is busy sir, so I go down directly" my elak


Soon he took out a copy of the note and gave it to me


Back I had to take a deep breath when I saw the nominal listed with the nominal money I received first


"It's just the last three years, sir?, which was previously nothing, sir?"


"Well, I've burned mbak, that's all good to see you"


I smiled stiffly hearing the answer


Back I saw a note that there are several sheets.


"O Lord Adi, how much money have you corrupted?" my mind is sad


After saying if from now on all I handle I immediately parted, and returned again to the store


In the afternoon, we went home. Arriving at home I was immediately intercepted with Adi who had been waiting for my return


"Request money!"


I immediately told Naya to bring her sister in


"I'm going to my wife's house" Adi continued


I sat down on the chair and looked at him


"What money have you asked Adi for?, not enough so far you've been misappropriating money?"


Adi's face was back in rage. He pulled out a chair and immediately sat in front of me


"You hear me from yesterday to my wife's house?, why haven't I left yet, because all my finances are at a standstill!"


"Because it should have been your finances I stopped, too much money you spent and you scatter Adi"


"Give me money or I'll kill you!"


I took a deep breath


"You threatened me once again, but it's okay, after all Julistiar already knows if you threatened me, so if anything happens to me, there's no accusation against anyone other than you"


"Don't provoke my emotions Dinda, I don't feel at home anymore, I want to go to my young wife's house, where I can find peace there"


I smiled with a sneer


"Well if you think you're calmer and happier there, I'll let you go"


"But I need money!"


I shook my head


"You're the head of the household you should have money, not by asking me"


"You realize if you have two wives, it means you have to be ready for two"


"Dinda.." Angrily Adi was restrained when he saw Naya had been standing in front of the door.


"Give him the money buk, let him go of our lives. Naya is ashamed to have a father like him


"Even your son doesn't expect you anymore, Adi" I said


Adi snorted angrily, then I opened my wallet and gave him two pieces of red money


"Well, I'm sure this is more than enough for your fare to your young wife's house"


Adi's eyes widened when he saw it on the table Dinda only gave him money two hundred thousand


"I'm there with my wife's children, there's no way they won't give me money"


Adi again snorted in annoyance and took the money that was on the table


And soon he went into the house and soon came out with a suitcase


I could only take a deep breath looking at it


"I don't know how long I've been there, because...."


"You should be there forever" cut me quick


"This house is closed to you Adi, once you let me down, your whole life I won't believe it anymore"


"Well if that's what you want, I'll be there forever, and as long as you know, I still have the right to everything that's here"


I sneered


"Your debt to Mr. Bara do not forget Andi, remember this has gone ten days, you only have twenty more days, after which you are ready to be sued him"


Adi's face turned upset again


"That's let me think about it later, now I want to go"


After saying so Adi immediately called Mas Toro who shortly after came to deliver it to the travel agent


I sat in silence when Adi was gone. There was a wound and pain I felt in my chest


The house we built almost twelve years seemed insignificant again


Naya who saw her mother sitting pensively immediately approached and hugged her mother from the side


"Daddy's welcome is not just ours anymore, we have to be willing to share the love of father with others"


Tesss...


My tears fell upon hearing his words


I rubbed his head while forcing a smile


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Adi who brought mas Toro to the travel agency only waited about an hour, after which the travel car that will take him to the cool city departed


He had called Yesa and said he would stay with her


Of course it was welcomed Yesa with pleasure, since the morning she had tidied up the house and had cooked her husband's favorite food


Because she knew, her husband would stay with her


It was only at night that a trip stopped in front of her house and soon Yesa opened the door


Hugs and warm kisses from Yesa can eliminate all the irritation and anger in Adi's chest


The face of the sumringah Yesa who greeted him with happiness was able to make Adi feel more appreciated and loved


"Karen's asleep?"


Yesa nodded and immediately pulled Adi's suitcase into their room


Then after that warm the vegetables and prepare a meal for her husband


Adi who has been eating warteg rice since the cold war with Dinda so greedy to enjoy the food served Yesa


Finished eating the two went into the room, and let go of their grudges after a few months of not seeing each other


Again Adi can feel the sweetness of living in a household, the service given Yesa is indeed very intoxicating for him


Elsewhere, I could only turn my body back without being able to squint my eyes


The whole thought floated in my head, I'm sure Adi is having fun with his new wife right now


Heavy breathing has been countless times coming out of my mouth, I really feel my chest tight and very sad


Until the tears that have come out have not been able to reduce my disappointment


"Why should I feel this pain again God?" lirihku while biting my lips held back the cry


Households that I hope to be intact until old turns out to have to be poranda poranda at this time


Everything we have built together now I have to bet


I don't know if I'm going to survive with my polygamous husband or if I'm going to give up one day