When You Think Wrong
Must Be Self-Aware

Adi stood in front of the door of the room without being able to do anything more. He knew that his wife was very angry and disappointed in him.

Once again he tried to knock, but again there was no reply.

"Your..?"

But I did not say anything, I immediately threw my body into bed, playing mobile phone again

Crazy, my husband's coming home

Tuing tuing

The group directly crowded

Lisa: *Don't ask to enter Din

Mila: If he's messing around, you tell us

Daughter: What is he going to do?, would you apologize, cihh

Rohaya: Do not eat me with his appeal

Vita: Gebukin aja Din, we are ready to help you😀😀

Nanda: Ish, I don't feel good*...

Nanda sentences actually make the group more crowded. For a moment with them I forgot my sadness and annoyance, I could even laugh when I read their comments

While Adi who was still standing in front of the room could only hear the sound of Dinda laughing loosely

"Jesa said, Dinda was much happier with her friends"

But then he realized, if his wife's best friend was very caring for each other.

"Oh, I slept in Arik's room?"

I who was busy chatting with my friends just pecked annoyed at hearing his voice

"Yes buk?" reset Adi

She hoped that Dinda would open the door and let her in

"Whatever!!!" yell at

Adi gulped with a disappointed feeling. After hearing Dinda's answer inevitably Adi must be willing to go down, enter Arik's room that is already sound

With affection kissed Arik's forehead

"I'm sorry dad, son.." she said.

Then Adi tilted his body, holding Arik who slightly squirmed

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In the morning I finished praying immediately in the kitchen, although upset no matter what my mood, but my obligation as a mother should I still carry out.

I don't want my two children abandoned because of this problem. Since they only have me, while their father is no longer theirs, they must be willing to share it with others

Adi who could not sleep all night heard that his wife had woke up immediately got out of bed and immediately came out of Arik's room

"Your mother?"

I breathed in hearing Adi call me back. But I pretended not to hear, I just kept chopping chicken

Adi pulled out a chair, sat down while continuing to look at his wife who was behind him

"I'm sorry I'm sorry, I swear I'm sorry"

I remained silent, and beat the knife to the cutting board violently

"I swear by whatever buk I will do as long as my mother will forgive me"

I put down the knife violently, washed my hands and sat down opposite Adi

"For the sake of Allah I am very hurt by your behavior this Adi. I've always believed that our relationship was okay"

"I've trusted you so much, that I ignored my own filling"

"Well, do you remind me how my dream is that you're cheating?"

Adi's face gasped

"What's your answer?, let's find the woman in your dream, you check me, you ask all my friends"

I covered my face

"I am not a perfect woman and a sholehah Adi woman who is willing to accept my husband's polygamy"

"I cannot share my husband with another woman"

Adi just kept silent to see Dinda who had sobbed

"The days I've been thinking, blaming myself, is it my fault Adi until you cheated on me behind my back?, am I not beautiful anymore?, am I not able to satisfy you?, don't I take care of you?"

"I feel like I've been a good wife to you, you I've modelled, you don't like outdoor cooking, every day I cook, your clothes I wash, even when I have a fever, I still cook food for you"

"Now tell me, where's my fault?"

"Jawab, because you don't have much time"

Adi breathed deeply

"I'm khilaf buk"

I threw away the face hearing his answer

"You're not Adi's khilaf, but you do have opportunities and intentions"

"You feel like you're a bear now, so you're playing girl"

"You forget who accompanied you from zero, you don't remember who made you this way"

"I cannot accept your betrayal Adi, I cannot"

After saying that, I got up. Wake up my two children and get their school clothes ready

Naya who first woke up immediately darted in the bathroom, while Arik I had to take time because she was a bit difficult to wake up

Seeing Adi enter Arik's room, I immediately went out, dodging. And Adi takes over by persuading Arik to wake up

I let Adi in Arik's room, let him know how troublesome I am if morning

I kept a sullen face when Adi finished bathing Arik and I saw that he was also wearing Arik school uniform, a lifelong job with me that he never did

"Father's fault." protested Arik when his father mistakenly put a vest on his body.

I just took a quick glance, then I returned to tidying up Naya's hijab

Finished wearing the uniform, my two children took me back for breakfast

I did not offer Adi at all as usual, even we had three breakfasts

"Let's quickly spend the milk, after that I wait in front ya.." said I who immediately walked towards the front.

In front of me when I took out the motorbike I saw Mas Toro and his two friends who I fired yesterday standing in front of the fence

I glared with a jutek face when I saw them.

Naya and Arik showed up while I was heating the engine.

"Open the fence, son" I said to Naya who immediately ran

Arik immediately got on, and I immediately pushed the motor to a stop next to Naya

"Mbak.." greet them.

I kept quiet not answering their greetings, I kept pouting as I passed them

I saw from the third spy coming in and my face was getting bent

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I immediately set the standard of the motor and stared intently at the four people who were currently sitting looking at me

"What else are you guys doing here?"

Mas Toro and his two friends stared straight at my husband

"The four of us want to apologize buk"

I melengos.

"Sorry Toro, the business between us is no more, everything was clear yesterday" I replied as I walked in.

Adi chased after his wife and immediately pulled her hand

"Please price me as a husband, mother never appreciates me, always humbles me"

"Ohhhh so huh??, so I always demeaned you and didn't appreciate you, did I?"

Adi is silent

"Where do I not appreciate you?, which part do I always demean you?, say!"

"Your stubborn nature and wanting to win by yourself is what makes me finally turn away from you!!" answer Adi

My emotions went up

"Then get out of this house. Remember Adi, you married me it carries a debt, your debt when you were still a bachelor we paid after we got married"

"And you need to keep in mind, you can wear nice clothes like this because of my money!!"

Red goes out Adi's face insulted his wife like that

"Why angry?, didn't I say?"

"You're just a coolie, and you've become a rich man after you've married me"

Toro and his two friends who heard his boss's quarrel looked at each other

"So...?" they muttered while shaking their heads in disbelief