When You Think Wrong
Trying to Calm Yourself

I glazed twice before I finally got the car straight

Adi who realized if Dinda left him immediately ran after

"Oh, wait for the buk!" yells

I looked up at him running through the rearview mirror

My two children laughed too, they did not know that I was not joking, but seriously leaving their father

I immediately gasped, and completely left Adi far behind

"Know your taste!" infuriated me

I continued to drive the car quickly and got into a special area that provides various games for children

I saw the visitor was quite crowded, immediately I parked the car and took my two children down

My phone that has been ringing since I just ignored it. I'm sure it was a call from Adi

Sure enough, when I opened the phone there were over twenty calls from him

I only smiled cynically as I read her angry messages and cursed at me

Even if I didn't return the message, I put my phone back in my wallet, then took my two children to the center of the game

I let my two children choose the type of game they want, from fishing, painting, chariot to reanglala

Likewise, when they want to buy snacks, again they are free to choose snacks as they please

Back my phone rang and I opened my wallet to see whose call

It turned out that Adi was the one who called me

"Why?" I'm lazy

"You're rude huh, what do you mean you left me, huh?"

I laugh. And Adi was getting emotional hearing Dinda's laughter

"Where are you now?" the tananya is still on a high note

"It's up to me where I am, I like it"

Adi clenched his hands furiously as again Dinda simply responded casually to his anger

"Review you!!!!" adi Bentak

"Why, hemm?, angry, yes?, cihh you should have thought why I didn't talk to you"

"Milma..."

"Huh, don't scream. How's it? annoyed ya feel I stay, he em?, it's not worth the upset I you just stay married again Adi!!!" I said in a voice full of emphasis

Adi's face froze at Dinda's stern answer

When he wanted to speak again, the call had been cut off unilaterally by Dinda. Adi just stared dumbly at his phone that had darkened.

Frustrated he rubbed his face rough. Sitting on the side of the road like a missing person, confused about where to go, dumbstruck and can only stare at vehicles that pass by

He jumped when his phone rang, he quickly picked up his pocket phone, hoping that Dinda would call him

But back he had to take a deep breath when the one who called was Yesa

With a lack of response to the call of Yesa

"Pa, Karen's body is hot" Yesa's voice panicked

"Can't you?" adi's voice also turned frantic

"Well even how can it be, yes can be, his name is also a toddler" replied Yesa with a sewot tone

"Yes, you take it to the doctor first or where the cake is, I'm dizzy again"

Yesa's forehead wrinkled, she was sure that her husband was in a lot of trouble

"Why, make a fuss with Dinda?"

"How do you think?" Adi asked back

Yesa was silent

"Here I am again sitting by the side of the road, left alone by Dinda"

"Why can it?"

Adi sniffed annoyed

"Yes can. Dinda was angry with me. All the words and reasons I didn't hear"

"It's easy, leave Dinda alone, it's the right time for you to leave her"

Adi took a deep breath

"What part do you keep with Dinda?, if she takes care of and treats you well, you can't turn away from her"

Adi still listened to Yesa's words

"Udah pa, don't think much, tomorrow go home to our house. We live happily three"

"Pa?"

"Ehm, yes. Tomorrow I think again, huh?, now papa wants to call Dinda again, want to tell her to pick up papa"

"It's hard, pa. Just go home"

"Wear what?, you think I'm on this side of the road in a car, huh?, I'm left behind by Dinda's exactly rich madman, I left him alone, I left him alone, I chased him but he didn't want to stop at all, just kept pushing the car"

Yesa was agitated at the outpouring of vexation from her husband

"Oh my goodness, it's tragic for you" he said sadly

Adi again breathed an annoyed breath

"Yes, you take care of Karen, I'll call Dinda again"

Adi quickly turned off the phone, and switched to calling Dinda.

And again, Dinda didn't pick it up

"Damn...!!!" rutuk Adi is upset

Soon he called Toro

"Mas, pick me up in front of the traditional restaurant now!"

After getting an answer from Mas Toro, Adi turned off his phone. And back to sitting

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I continued to snack on siomay without caring around me, sitting on the floor made of ceramics, with cold drinks beside me.

The sloped legs and headphones in the ears that play Indian songs make me more fun to move my head left to right, while a little far in front of me my two children still continue to play

While eating and listening to music occasionally I take photos of the bustling night atmosphere, and even capture the moments of my two children who are still constantly playing

"Hi.." greet a voice. Tom

Seeing that Dinda did not react, Tomi only realized when she saw the headphone cord between Dinda's hair that decomposed

I immediately regressed my legs as Tomi sat at the end of my foot while displaying a sweet smile to me

Immediately I took off the headphones in my ear, and put mika siomay on the floor, then sipped some corn ice

Tomi held out a tissue she had somehow gotten from which I immediately grabbed and wiped my mouth and fingers

"Cock you here?" ask me for wonder

"Well, big brother here on deck, love to hang out here" he replied casually, who immediately moved to sit next to me

"Sometimes it's a fantasy to one day sit here with a wife and watch our son running around laughing" Tomi said

I gulped my saliva with a bad feeling hearing his words.

Tomi then turned to Dinda with a wry smile that I replied with a stiff smile

While Adi who bengong waiting for Toro mas who never came can only grumble annoyed

When Mas Toro arrived, he immediately climbed on the bike without answering the question posed by Toro mas who was confused to see him alone on the side of the road

When the motorbike driven by Mas Toro reached home, Adi rushed down and once again had to curse upset because the house was locked and the key was brought by Dinda

"Aaaarrggghhhh.." he grumbled as he kicked the leg of the chair, causing him pain.

Mas Toro who saw it just smiled inwardly

"Kapok, um yang yang yang" Inner mas Toro

"Keep, what now?"

Adi turned his head annoyed at the Toro mas who was still sitting on the bike

"Yes, you go home. Let me wait for my wife on the porch"

Mas Toro raised his eyebrows, then turned the motor leaving Adi who sat down annoyed

Along the way to his house mas Toro did not stop laughing himself, until he still laughed at his house that made his wife wonder

"What satanic sash, sir?" ask his wife wonder

Mas Toro then recounted the incident tonight to his wife who was greeted with laughter by his wife

"Thankful, kapok. So lanang really do not know themselves" replied Mas Toro's wife was upset

Many times Adi called Dinda and Dinda did not answer her husband

Tomi who knows that since then Dinda just ignored her phone that rang, understand if the one who contacted Dinda was Adi

"Looks like visitors are starting to wane, not yet going back to the deck?" ask Tomi while looking around and at the clock on her phone

I did the same thing, looked at the clock on my phone, then took a deep breath

"Actually I'm lazy to go home, my house feels uncomfortable again" I murmured

Tomi looked directly into Dinda's eyes which turned cloudy, she knew there was a deep wound in those eyes. He could tell how fragile Dinda was right now