When You Think Wrong

When You Think Wrong
Baper


"You and my love are worth more than the money I spent to take back the store" Tomi reassured me


I took a deep breath


"That's Tom, I still have a hard time believing what you're saying" I said, which made Tomi's face gasp


Tomi finally smiled wryly and rubbed my head


"I don't know, the betrayal you committed first must have traumatized your heart"


I shut up and went back to my head, while Tomi was still rubbing my head


Tomi's hand switches when her phone rings


"Yes, it's me at Dinda's house. Yes, Dinda is fine, just wait for her Dinda relaxed, her rich Dinda tired buk, pity"


I overheard Tomi's conversation and what I believed was her mother, just looked at Tomi who rubbed my head back


Tomi shifts her seat when I want to fall. And without awkwardness I lay my head on her thigh


"Yes Tomi will continue to take care of Dinda, yes promise buk, Tomi promises will not hurt Dinda again"


I was still silent and just stared at his face which was still continuing to chat with his mother.


"Makanya ibuk doain I let Dinda trust me again, and want me to marry"


My reflexes pinched her stomach which left her startled and screaming stifled


"It's buk, this Dinda's starting to rese.….."


I was singing my lips while Tomi who had finished talking to her mother seemed to be smiling at me


"Hummer salam said he....."


I nodded while answering his greetings


"Kok sleep on the thigh sister?, he said earlier did not believe the same brother....."


I again pinched her stomach and tilted my body until my face I hid in her stomach, which made Tomi chuckle


"I'm sleepy." I said as I took his hand and placed it on my head.


And Tomi understood my point, she rubbed my hair back slowly until I finally fell asleep


Tomi stared into Dinda's face which looked slumbering on her thighs. Sometimes he smiles while not stopping the movement of his hand rubbing the head of the woman he loves


"Y....?"


Tomi reflexively clings her index finger as Arik runs into the house.


"Sleeping, Arik, what do you want?"


Arik approached and looked at his mother


"Why don't you take my mom to her room?"


Tomi gulped her saliva hearing Arik's question


"I'm sorry my mother slept so rich..."


Tomi looked back at Dinda's face


"Arik can help you, right?"


Arik nodded, then hesitantly Tomi began to lift a little Dinda's head, put it on his left hand, then his right hand used it to lift Dinda's leg


"Come on.." said Arik showed the direction.


Tomi was a bit troubled when climbing the stairs, it took extra energy for him to keep Dinda's body comfortable and not fall


Tomi stopped her steps as Dinda's body moved and resumed her steps when Dinda's body calmed down


Arik who walked first has now opened the door wide of his mother's room making it easier for Tomi to enter into Dinda's private room and put Dinda on the bed


"Arik wants to take a bath, Om.., then close the door of the mother's room.." said Arik who immediately shot out of the room when he saw his mother had been on the bed.


Tomi did not answer because at that time she was tidying Dinda's hair


"Have a good night, dear.." - Tomi shrieked while peeping Dinda's forehead deeply.


After that he stood up intending to get out of the room. But Tomi's eyes were fixed on a large photo hanging in Dinda's room, which forced her steps to a halt. Wedding photos of Adi and Dinda.


Tomi smiled wryly and turned to look at Dinda. With a long breath Tomi came out from inside the room and walked down the stairs


"Why son.....?" he asked while knocking on the bathroom door


"Om, I left my towel in the room, can you get it?"


"Yes, wait a minute....."


Then Tomi immediately darted into Arik's room and took a towel and knocked on the bathroom door that shortly after the bathroom door opened and Arik's head appeared


Without awkward Tomi went into the bathroom and dried Arik's head and body, then deliberately lifted the child's body after previously worn a towel


Arik laughs with excitement when held by Tomi and returns without awkward Tomi brings Arik into his room and changes all his clothes


Arik who had perfumed out of his house along with Tomi who called Naya to take a bath immediately


Naya entered while Sri bailed home


Tomi again invites Arik in and turn on the television, looking for a special channel for children. And watch with Arik who soon followed Naya who also had a neat


"Can you warm up Sri's bik cuisine?"


Naya immediately nodded quickly, and Tomi smiled at the little girl's answer


Back Tomi without awkwardly warming up the cuisine mbak Sri even specifically Tomi also made soup for Dinda


Many times Tomi turned to look at the house hoping that Dinda would wake up, but it would be dark that Dinda had not yet woken up


Tomi, who is now joined by Dinda's two children, looks agitated and turns to continue towards the stairs


"It's difficult to feel at home if you take a nap, especially if you are tired" said Naya who like understanding who saw Tomi continues to look towards the stairs


Tomi smiled at a glance and refocused on the screen tivi, until the adzan maghrib reverberated and he invited the two children Dinda to pray together


I squirmed and blinked my eyes many times, yawned wide and sat down


"When did I move here?" I muttered when I realized


Then I went down and in the middle of the stairs I heard a voice like a congregational prayer person


Slowly I walked towards the middle room where usually I and my two children pray


I was stunned when I saw Tomi and my two children praying together


"Yes Alloh Tomi.." My mind was moved.


I remained standing in my place until they greeted me, even when they prayed I listened to all the prayers Tomi said in Arabic


And Tomi looked straight at me as my two children kissed the back of her hand


"Well, mom is up?" said Naya while removing her face


I smiled at Naya and looked back at Tomi


"Hand, it's already praying." he said, who again rattled my hair.


I did not answer but continued to look into his eyes


"Om Tomi is right buk, already we have dinner together, om Tomi has cooked soup for mother" continued Naya who hugged my stomach


"Honey don't be tight-knit swerving your stomach yes, the wound on your stomach has not healed completely" said Tomi who made Naya reflex to release her arms and looked up at me


"It's not okay...."


Naya smiled and left us both


"I'm sorry you haven't come home, end pity the children if left behind"


I again did not answer, and could only look Tomi in the eyes with a very difficult feeling to express


At seven o'clock we had dinner together, and again Tomi did a simple thing that touched my heart


I just sit there sweet, all he provides even to the drinking water Arik and Naya also Tomi who take


After dinner, Tomi taught my two children to learn and I again could only see how painstaking and patient she was in teaching my two children


Especially Arik who just learned to spell


At nine in the night when my two children entered their room, Tomi sat next to me


"Silver come home yes." he said while re-shrinking my hair.


I nodded and looked back at him with mixed feelings