
I could only take a deep breath by holding the tightness inside the chest when I finished watching the video that was likely taken secretly by Arik. Then I threw my gaze at my employees who were still busy working. Then I looked into the house, the house I had left for a long time.
The voices of my children and the voices of her children mbak Sri who was inside the house forced me to come in and see their situation. It rippled my heart when I entered my home. Though this is my own home, but there is a sense of longing buried when my feet step on the floor of his living room
The sound of laughter of my children who were in the living room made me who was originally stunned immediately continued my steps. I saw my two children and two children, and Sri seemed to be laughing and encouraging to Joseph who was learning to walk
I developed a smile as Joseph's steps came to a halt and he almost fell down. But with sprightly girls mbak Sri caught him
I joined them and encouraged Joseph who laughed at me. Inadvertently my gaze circulated to the wall where my photo and also the photo of my two children still seemed to hang in place did not shift in the slightest. Of course it sparked my curiosity so I met Sri who was busy cooking
“Do not take photos, your private room alone does not dare us to occupy” his answer that makes me wonder
“Why?” ask me fast
Madam Sri smiled, turned her head towards me then took a deep breath
“No courtesy mom. We were given a very good place like this alone we are very grateful, how could we want to cross the line?”
I shook my head to hear the answer
“If you want, you can enter your room. Take it easy buk, the room every day mbak broom, so the room is clean, as well as the window, every day aunt open”
Encouraged by curiosity and also indeed I miss the room, I immediately got up from my seat and immediately went up to my room first. I could only open my eyes when I saw that my room had not changed.
On the wall there are still pictures of my wedding with Tomi. In the closet there are also still items as our wedding ceremony used to be neatly arranged. I open my wardrobe, there is still a collection of clothes that some of me left when I moved house
I took a deep breath when I saw everything. Sister Sri did not touch my personal belongings at all, even though I told her, if she could take the clothes I left behind. When going out of the room, I turned back to the big frame of our wedding photo. I smiled bitterly at the happy smiles of me and Tomi in the photo
“Nobody can know the secret of Your future Rabb. In the photo I was very happy and felt that Tomi really loved me. But over time, everything changed” lirihku while smiling bitterly
Not wanting to get late with the feeling, I immediately went down and helped mbak Sri. Until we reached noon in our house. Together with me and Sri's family and the nursery workers ate together. Eating together that we haven't done for a long time
At one o'clock in the afternoon, the heat was hot I finally said goodbye. It was with great pleasure that two of my workers drove us on their bikes. When I got home, I swallowed my saliva when I saw Tomi in the house chatting with my parents
Joseph immediately moved to come down when he saw his father standing up to welcome us. Naya and Arik choose to enter without looking at Tomi. And I let Tom take Joseph from my sling
“Bapak sama mom stay behind me first” said my father when Yusuf was already in Tomi's sling. Tomi nodded, while I turned to her for a moment
“I go in first, have not taken a shower all day this” replied me who immediately ngeloyor enter without waiting for the answer
I took a deep breath as I sat on the bed in my room. The video I saw on Hp Arik again disturbed my mind. Immediately I got up and took the phone that I had left at home. Opened the video message I sent to my phone from Arik's phone
After the video was stored in my memory, I immediately came out of the room and went straight to the bathroom. During the shower my mind was still confused by the various thoughts about the video earlier. And so on until I sat opposite Tomi who took Joseph
“I've spoken to my father and mother. And both of them handed over the same decision you Din. You want Din to forgive me?”
I grumbled, I was tired of hearing that phrase. It felt like those words were coming out of Tomi's mouth every time I met her
“We meet at the Princess' office tomorrow. Office break hours” my answer is cold
I saw Tomi's face look shocked at my answer
“Means?” I asked with a confused face
“Tomorrow you will also know” my answer again is still not friendly
Tomi was silent, Joseph in his lap whining so I asked Tomi to take Joseph down. As soon as his body stood on the floor, Joseph immediately walked towards me with the help of circling the Table
There was an enthusiastic look when Tomi saw Yusuf starting to walk, a smile on his face. And as soon as Joseph got near me I immediately caught him and carried him on my lap. Joseph began to whine and fidget
“Yusuf sleepy, sorry we have to enter”, said I who immediately stood up
Tomi raised her face as soon as I stood up, then I immediately stepped out of her
“Don't forget, tomorrow break time met at Putri” office said I who resumed my steps and did not look back at Tomi who can only stare at my departure with a hollow heart
I heard Tomi say goodbye to my parents, and then I heard her car engine too. Then the engine of the car moved away. I who was menggelonin Yusuf continued to pat his ass so that my youngest child really sleep
After confirming that Joseph was completely slumbering, I immediately got up and immediately sought out my brother's contact, sending him a message
Sis, please get me the car at Tomi's. I want to go to my own office without being escorted by my sister again
Check two, and it's not read yet. It doesn't matter to me, but eventually it will be when my brother opens hp he will definitely read the message I sent. Then I looked for Putrid's contact and sent her a message too
Bestie, tomorrow is at the office, right?
It didn't take long for me to get a reply from the Princess, because as soon as the message I sent blue ticked, the Princess seemed to be typing a message
Yes, I was there, that's my place of service. Wh why?
No, I just want to maen. Kangen is with you
My break time is there.
Yeah, that means just a minute dong?
No problem, at least I met you
Are you all right, Din?. Sorry we haven't looked at you again
I'm healthy. Doain keep on, I hope I'm healthy
Must be bestie, we've all always been the best doain for you
Thank you my besties. Love you all. Sorry Put, I interrupted your quality time. I'm sure, now you're the same as your family, right?
No what. The kelesss…. I'll wait for tomorrow, okay?
Then our conversation ended and I immediately put down my phone and closed my eyes
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As usual Naya will ride a motorcycle with Arik when leaving school, and I because my car is already at home because yesterday was taken by my brother at Tomi's house, so from today I'm using my own car
And in accordance with the promise, once the clock shows the break I immediately say goodbye to all my roommates. As soon as I got to the parking lot, I got in the car, and I didn't know that from inside the room, Mr. Burlian peeked at me through the window
I drove the car with enough speed because it was racing against time. Just an hour of rest, so you must rush to the Princess' place. From the front of the highway opposite the Princess' office, when I was about to turn, I saw Tomi's car when it turned there.
“Accurate time also the person” muttered me while turning too
As soon as my car reached the front of the Princess' office, I immediately got down and entered. I developed a smile towards the two Princess employees when I entered
“Bu Putri is inside right?” ask me to make small talk
Both of them nodded and also returned my smile. I immediately knocked on the door of the Princess' room, then pushed the door
I saw the Princess walking towards me as soon as I came in and we immediately embraced warmly and cheeked each other
“Healthy right?” asked the Princess while holding my hand and looking at myself from top to bottom. I nodded incessantly showing off the smile on my lips. Then the Princess took me to the sofa where Tomi had been sitting with a smile that also expands on her face
“Car yesterday taken same sister. Said you asked for Din”
I nodded at Tomi's question, then I stared at the Princess to avoid further questioning from her.
“Well, can I help you?” asked the Princess staring fixedly at me
Quiescent. Tomi and I are both silent, I have to put my heart in order before I say what I mean and purpose to bring Tomi here. Tomi and the Princess looked seriously at me, until I finally took out my phone and gave it to the Princess
The princess received the phone that I extended to her, then without comment she immediately stared at my screen. I watched how serious the Princess's face was when she saw my phone, but it was different with Tomi. There was tension on his face, especially when my voice began to sound
“So that means?” ask the Princess while returning the phone to me
“According to you, what should I do?” ask me back
“Dinda, I really wasn't serious about what I said back then. I just didn't want my mom to feel neglected. That'sthat's all. Not more. Please do not exaggerate this matter too much. If you continue to exaggerate this problem. Until whenever our problem will not finish”
I quickly looked at Tomi
“Exaggerate you say?. I just found out about this video yesterday Tomi. All this time my two children no one has told me the reality of how you think of them and also think of me. So I understand how the attitude of my two children is the same as you now, especially I became aware of why Naya called you om now”
Tomi took a deep breath and shook her head in frustration as Dinda came back stubborn.
“Din, brother Tomi is right. Please understand what Tomi said in the video. Maybe it was true at that time brother Tomi was in a difficult position”
I shook my head
“You know how I am Put. I'm not an easy person to turn to just because my partner sucks. And I'm not someone's easy woman to leave behind. Either because of lack or advantages, but if I am tired, I prefer to retreat”
Tomi shook her head to hear my words
“I ask you, please take care of my store's debt payment procedure that was paid by Tomi. I'm sure my money now is enough to pay my debt to Tomi. You just ask me how much nominal he bought my store the same Mr. Endro. And later I will send the same Endro sir number you let you coordinate also with him”
The princess was silent at my words, and so was Tomi.
“I'm asking asap ya Put. So that this problem is quickly resolved. I don't want to have debt with people, let alone debt budi”
The princess still did not answer me, until I finally saw the clock on the wall in her room, so I decided to return to the office immediately because the office hours would end
“I came home Put. Immediately tell ya if you need anything”
The princess just nodded her head, and soon we approached each other and I went straight out of her room. And once again I did not turn my head or say goodbye to Tomi