When You Think Wrong
Trying to forgive

Yesa was still crying and I let her go until she let go of all the tightness in her chest. I just took a deep breath looking at him who kept crying. Until finally, Yesa rubbed her face rough then I gave her a cold drink that had not been touched since

“Maybe it's my karma because I've been mean to you” he said after he placed the glass he had taken from me

I shook my head

“Maybe it's not from me. Maybe long before you knew Adi, you also hurt other women. Perhaps the prayer of the woman who was in the same pot Lord”

Yesa smiled wryly, then took another deep breath.

“Maybe you're right Din. Understand that women like me is indeed his job to seduce men. No matter she wants a husband person or single, know us money. And there could also be a lot of women's hearts that hurt because of my actions, which resulted in them swearing at me. And maybe because of this, that's why I accepted the unfortunate fate of my own actions”

“It's nothing to discuss, it's your personal business. If you realize that your actions are a lot of mudoratnya, it's good you leave this job. There are still many halal jobs. Do not be prestige, you if nurutin prestige yes gini become. I'm just giving you advice, if one day you want to quit your job, take your son again. Foster him, pity if he has to stay with others”

Yesa took a deep breath, and her eyes looked back in tears

“Actually I have another child besides Karen, Din”

I immediately gawked at her words, and looked more and more at her curiously

“Laki-male. And just like Karen, she I love people. And I went back into the black world, until I finally met Adi” mas

I kept quiet, I couldn't say anything more. In my heart I pity his fate, but one side I am also upset because it is easy for him to give his son to others. Do not think how psychic son what?. Okay if the child is really nurtured with people, is it tortured?. I shuddered in horror at imagining it

“You want Din to convey my apology to your daughter?. Tell Din with him, I'm really sorry”

I nodded and took a deep breath

“Naya that to this day still hates her father. You know Yes how the child feels when he sees his parents separated, especially Adi also committed criminal acts with me. Naya is very dear to her father, but when she saw the video of the three of you, her anger was uncontrollable. And I hope you never show up in front of my two children. Because they are still vengeful as you”

“Your apology will be conveyed by me. And I hope you also understand the anger of Naya”

Yesa nodded with a bitter smile, then I turned to look at the other visitors who started to stand, and I saw that indeed the office break would be over. Then I sipped a cold drink to the toilet and then looked back at Yesa

“I first yes, office hours are up”

Yesa nodded while extending her hand towards me. And I welcomed his hand, and then I tried to stand up

“Let me help” said Yesa quickly when she saw I was a bit difficult to stand because my legs felt cramping

“You're okay Din?” ask Yesa when I'm standing, even though I'm not perfect

I nodded, then fixed my uniform. And Yesa kept looking worriedly at me

“I'll take you?” bargained for

“No need, if you want to go home, just go home. I can go to the office by myself. After all my office looks from here” I said

Yesa nodded with a smile at my repulsion

“You're pregnant again Din?” ask Yesa again when I put on my shoes

I looked up then nodded

“Yeah, congratulations yaaa...” he said reflexly by embracing my shoulder.

I smiled again and rubbed my stomach which was starting to look big because my uniform looks pressing on my body at this time

“Be careful Din....” Yesa said as I walked away from her. I raised my hand and waved at him

“Let me pay!” again, Yesa shouted as I stood in front of the warteg seller. I turned to Yesa by shaking my head

“Watch me I owe because I have eaten a lot of money You” replied Yesa who has now been standing next to me and is opening her wallet. Giving a red sheet of money to the salesman who received it by developing a smile

“Neither time Yes” answered me while patting his shoulder

“Shame on the same road prostitute?” he said as I continued to reject his offer

I immediately clicked, then immediately clasped his hand. Take him across the not-so-busy highway. Yesa smiled as we reached the front of the office gate, and I held her shoulder

“I hope you think about what I said earlier. Find halal work, even if not now. At least someday you're not a woman of the night anymore”

Yesa nodded, then grabbed me. For the first time in my life, I was hugged by someone I hated. The bad guys that ruined my life and happiness

“Thank you Din for your magnanimity” watered Yesa as she hugged me

I rubbed his back, then after Yesa took off her arms at me, I clasped her hand tightly.

“I hope you find your happiness Yes, without you seizing the happiness of others”

Yesa nodded, then I turned to the parking lot when I heard the alarm of one of the cars go off

“I went Din” said Yesa quickly while pulling her hand. Then he immediately half ran when crossing the highway. I know if the alarm came from Mr. Burlian's car trying to find where he is

Then I looked across the street again, where I could no longer see the whereabouts of Isa. With a pull of my shoulder I immediately turned around and walked towards the office

“Ngapain that woman met you?”

I immediately turned around and was shocked to hear the voice of Mr. Burlian coming out from behind the security post

“Bapak make my heart spot just deh...” I answered while rubbing my chest

“He's not a macem-macem right?” mr. Burlian asked again without concern for my surprise

“Neither sir. He's sorry about me. And regret his deeds”

Mr. Burlian raised his eyebrows

“Do not believe the same mouth of a woman as that Din. You are a woman, you know which ones are sincere and which ones are modus”

I took a deep breath and chuckled at Mr. Burlian's reply

“How are Diamonds?” ask him again as we walk in

Mr. Burlian was different himself calling our first child. If we call him Joseph, he will call him Diamond. Even his wife and four children called Joseph Diamond.

“Sehat sir. And now it looks like he wants to learn to sit” I replied

Mr. Burlian's face developed a smile upon hearing my reply

“Father know that there was Yesa?” manya curious. Because I just don't know if there was a Yesa, ehh why did he even know?

“That meal in the warteg was there brother's friend, and he directly chat brother. She knows if you are Tomi's wife, so she asks why are you outside and with a woman crying in front of you”

“Because of curiosity sister ask brother's friend to take your photo. And it turns out to be true, that woman is Yesa. That's why I've been waiting at this guard post. And ask your brother's friend to see your situation, do not leave until the deadline office hours disperse”

I chuckled back

“What if I am still there when the office hours have started sir?” ask me again

“Easy, just ask the owner of the newsg to ngusir yam” replied Mr. Burlian while laughing too

“So I hope you don't deal with that woman again Din. Repot brother if Tomi blames brother if there's anything with you in this office. You eat outside. Did Tomi not send lunch rations as usual?”

“Ngirim kok sir. But I suddenly wanted to eat out. Maybe there is a feeling if Yesa waits for me there”, I replied casually

Mr. Burlian shook his head at my reply. And when I walked into my room, my lunch rations were still intact and untouched. While the property of my other friends is gone, there is nothing left

“Where are you from with the Boss sir?” ask Mr. Kusno as soon as I sit in my chair