
"It's because of your vague dream that we become confused" continued Adi while exhaling cigarette smoke into the air
"That's what makes me always never want to tell you, we never agree, you want to win alone and I'm the same. Never mind, you don't care about my feelings either"
Adi yan has since refocused on his phone back glancing at his wife
"I don't like it because you're rude to me, you don't respect me"
I took a deep breath
"Not to be discussed anymore. Even if I say I'm tired, I'm tired, don't you know?"
"You know what I have problems, I'm tired or not, anyway all this time I've been doing my problems, never told you, I'm tired of work, I have problems, I have problems, I'm tired of housewarming, tired of babysitting, I need refreshing, help me, horrify me. Never have you??"
Adi sharpened his eyes looking at his wife
"Keep it what?, this is my phone check, you call me all that is in contact, you ask everything, or if necessary, let's go tonight to all my friends, ask them if I'm cheating, if I really have another daughter"
"Let's go to your little sister's house, you ask her if she's really my son"
I was silent, the dizziness in my head became.
I push the clothes, then I go into the room, sleep.
Irritated that I slept on the side, not next to my husband, my pillow rolled in the middle
"Huh, this is check my phone, don't sleep first!" Adi snapped at me
I opened my eyes, saw him standing on the edge of the bed
"Smart-smart squirrels jump, will definitely fall too. So will the carcass that is hidden one day will smell too" I replied slowly
"So you're challenging me?"
I tilted my body against my husband, then covered the pillow to my ear avoiding his long rant
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My wife and mother were forbidden to get sick. If they are sick, the whole house will be sick. So no matter what the situation, the pain he ignored.
That's my opinion, because that's what my life is like. Ever since I became a wife, I've been "forbidden" to be sick.
So whatever my head and body will hurt, I must wake up early, cook to prepare cooking for people all over the house.
Moreover, my husband at least wants to eat cooked vegetables sold in the market or restaurant, he wants my cooking. Therefore, even in a state of fever I still force myself to be in the kitchen
"Well, you have a fever, how come you're awake?" Naya, my eldest son who is now sitting in the sixth grade asked me
"No papa son, you want to go to school, you want breakfast, you want to work too" I replied as I continued to do the dishes
"Mother sit down, let my plate be holy" my son took over the plate in my hand.
Then I sat down, letting him do the dishes
"Mother sleeps there again, let's cook rice can I, just fill it in the rice cooker"
I smiled while shaking
"Naya take a shower, rice cooker is filling. Breakfast with cow's eye eggs, huh?"
Naya nodded and immediately she arranged the dishes that were already clean
"Yes Alloh buk, very hot mother's forehead" Naya was shocked when holding my forehead
"No papa, take a shower. Mom will be healthy too"
With a sad look Naya left me in the kitchen. After Naya's death I immediately made cow's eye eggs and made soy sauce sambal.
Because the hot water is ripe, then I make it milk and make my husband coffee. Then I went back to my room, lay down
"Mom, what kind of pocket money is the prophet?" tanya Naya who was standing on the edge of the bed
I opened my eyes again and got out of bed. Gave him money for savings and pocket money. After kissing the back of my hand Naya left for school.
I crawled back over her legs and lay back down
"Mother, Arik what school is off?"
I opened my eyes again, my four-year-old youngest child was standing on the edge of the bed
"Just have a good night, I have a fever, no one will pick me up later"
I saw Arik bow his head. That makes me unbearable
I crawled back up, got out of bed, then I bathed the youngest and put her in her school uniform
"Say ma'am my teacher, bring me some bontot"
"Yes" I answered briefly while putting powder on his face. Then I stood up and filled the lunchbox with rice and cow-eye eggs
"What kind of drinking house does school have?" much
"House" Arik replied as he approached towards me. Then I gave her a glass of milk.
"Just like Aldo's brother, son yes, then go home with Aldo's brother. I can't pick her up, I have a fever" I said as I put her on the bag
"Mom not working?"
I'm shaking. While kissing both cheeks, I drove Arik to the front door
Back I took a deep breath and lay in the front room, Naya's room.
Only then did I close my eyes, the door was knocked back, I knew it was my husband's men who would today deliver palm seedlings out of the city
I didn't answer her call, I wished my husband had opened the door this time because he knew I wasn't well
But there was no sign of the door being opened yet, with the annoyance I got up and opened the door again
"Get in oom" I said to my three husbands
"Well, don't you work?" ask one of them
"Fever" I replied briefly as I left them
Because they're used to being at home, so they're kind of free in our house. One of them I heard was walking towards the kitchen and turning on the stove
"Where's yuk's coffee?" yells
I breathed in deep breath
"Yes Rabbi it seems like I can't really rest this" I complained
"Oh yuk?" yell again
"Look in the fridge" I shouted as well
I heard my husband's voice, it means he's awake. I closed my eyes again.
I don't know how long I've been asleep, when awake the heat from the outside has entered through the room ventilation
I sat down and I felt the dizziness in my head gone. With a certain step I walked out of the room.
In the living room I saw my husband playing. I don't seem to see him, because I'm still upset with him. It seems my husband is the same, he doesn't greet me at all
I walked into the kitchen, opened the hood and ate. Not offering or offering it at all.
After eating, I went back to the front room. Then I heard my youngest son's greeting, and I called him.
I soon saw him coming towards me and I hugged him
I heard my husband laugh, I'm sure he must have laughed because he saw the content on youtube, or if it was impossible to send funny videos from his friends, because that's his habit
All day I missed just staying at home. My husband and I did not say hello at all. And apparently it happens until tomorrow and tomorrow again