
As they fell silent, Bram grabbed his teacup and then his eyes fell on the handsome boy who looked as if he was seriously teaching Bella something on paper.
"And...how could Tito's father leave a woman as good as you, Aisyah?"
The question was almost taken out by Bram from his mouth, but then he realized it was too presumptuous to ask him. Bram locked his intention to ask the thing that tickled his mind the most when he saw the figure of Aisyah.
Aisyah could probably comment on all the things about Bram's life because Bram did not put everything as a secret, he had been honest with Abah and a little bit as a child, Aisyah knew about how she was from abah.
But Aisyah's life, she had no right to ask if she didn't say it first.
They are nobody. There is no relationship that underlies them can ask each other for things that are too privacy. At least it happened to Bram, who here only came to find peace of heart with Abah, someone who has been meritorious to pull him from the mud of his own sin.
When he saw it, Aisyah was a good figure, mature, sholehah? Why would anyone hurt him?
But when he thought about it, then he realized himself, many brengs3k men out there who might have trouble appreciating his own. The real example is him himself!
Bram remembers Diah, his ex-wife was the perfect woman in the eyes of others but Bram has been ruthless. He is the Man of a handful of brengs3k, who is unaware of having diamonds in his grasp but glare by gilt.
If he asked Aisyah, how could Tito hurt Aisyah, then it was like slapping her own face.
"When I faced the separation of my parents at a very young age and then turned into a teenager and became an adult, the thing I felt the most was to feel pessimistic about love." Aisyah now turned her eyes to Bram who immediately threw a glance in the other direction, pretending to look towards Bella. He was almost cuddled looking at the face of the hijab-wearing woman who looked so young when looked at more closely.
"That is embedded in my mind, my parents who used to love each other why can they separate? Will I end up like that one day too? Is there anything I can trust and find true love? Memories of separation, sad, disappointed feelings that I experienced as a child unfolded and made me so pessimistic about male and female relationships. I'm afraid something similar will happen to Bella."
The continuation of the sentence made Bram instantly stunned, unthinkable for him if a child as small as Bella could record such a thing in his memories and fears after their divorce.
"Will it be that bad?" Bram asked involuntarily, as if he was unsure of what he heard.
"What I know, once, the actual impact of divorced parents on children can come to destructive aggressive attitudes such as unnatural anger at those around them for reasons so that others also feel unhappy as well endured it. These unnatural outrages are often shown to deliberately upset, make noise at school, rebel against rules made at home and school and deliberately make people around angry. But it doesn't seem to apply to Bella, but Diah knows how to educate Bella. Should have been, Bram was grateful for that."
Now Bram could not deny how much he was amazed by Aisyah's maturity, in her simplicity she had a lot of knowledge and thoughts and was able to judge things with a wise point of view.
"I'm grateful to have Diah in my life." Bram, with all his heart.
"Bram should try to fix everything. No one's late."
"You mean?"
Aisyah's unexpected question made Bram stunned somehow for how many times.
"That's...That's not possible. We're divorced. Diah and I are divorced." Reply Bram half stuttered.
"Did Bram still think of the woman who betrayed him?"
Bram was completely at a loss for words, Aisyah's voice was not loud, maybe even almost only the two of them heard it but it stunned Bram.
Bram's head shook his head strongly, he now could not lie, began to feel cornered in the chatter of the two of them.
"I'm no longer thinking of anyone who could make me fall again."
Aisyah smiled warmly, looking mysterious. Even Bram could not dive into the depths of the heart of the woman sitting courteously on the wooden chair in front of him.
"Did Bram really not love Diah?" Aisyah asked as soon as possible, like whipping off Bram's ears,
Bram and Aisyah looked back. Silence enveloped between them, unless the sound of laughter Bella was heard, in welcome Tito's voice chimed in with the word,
"Bella's really smart..."
Bram's eyes were pounded on the wall clock showing the clock at 20.15 WIB.
"It was so late, we both Bella had to go home. Her grandmother may have been worried about us, I said goodbye to mom just taking Bella out for a while." Said Bram later, he had to end their conversation that felt deeper. Aisyah may not understand, everything that happens in her household is not as simple as Aisyah thought. It's not simple, because everything's so complicated since he found out, Doddy loves Diah.
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