LOVE IN TASBIH DETAILS
CHAPTER 38. VIRGIN MOTHER

"Whatever happens to him, I just want to listen to him, why is it so heartless to leave Atifa and the biological child he never saw? I just want to hear why she abandoned Atifa so miserable?" The old eye seemed to be glazed, holding back the tears that he had somehow tried to keep for himself.

"Atifa is my only sister, who doesn't know what it's like to be raised with complete parents. I loved Atifa more than myself, even when I found out she was in love with Faraz I married her without a second thought. I just want to make her happy." Abah rubbed his own fingers on his stomach, he could not hide his sadness in front of Bram.

"But what can I do, when I alone have led him to a miserable fate. Isah told me once, you drove her to a mental rehab home where her mother was, that's how she was. I could only pray a thousand prayers for her recovery, but her husband's shadow was greater than God in her eyes. What could this old man do who received many trials but could never perfect himself. God may see, my limits of patience and sincerity are far from what they should be, so he loves me with many trials." Abah lowered his face, all this time abah always be a place Bram complained, with his life problems that he considered so heavy.

But when he saw for himself what life was like, he felt ashamed that he was receiving a severe test from God.

"How...how am I going to look for it?" Ask Bram doubtfully.

Abah took a brown box that was not much from the side of his pillow.

Inside were some old papers and photographs. And the hand that started to snail held out a blurry photograph.

Bram received the photo and looked at the figure of the man in the photo, a handsome man with a black peci was smiling widely.

"This is Ayesha's father, when she married Atifa." He said with a glare. This photo was taken when he came to me asking Atifa 21 years ago. A pious man, whom I consider my sister in the pesantren." The eyes are glaring.

"He is a polite child and his voice is very melodious when chanting shalawat tarhim every before dawn. I always thought Faraz would replace me with Atifa, but I don't know if his love made my sister suffer." The old breath sounds heavy.

Bram looked at the photo, he finally knew where the sweet Aisyah dimple came from. His father lowered Aisyah's perfect level from her captivity.

"He left Aisyah and her mother when Aisyah was eleven. He said, for the sake of a woman in a foreign land. But, I was always unsure how there could be a woman who could take Faraz and Atifaku's pretty face off. I just wanted to meet Faraz once more, so that nothing would make me unwilling to accept Atifa's fate again. I. I am very afraid of carrying a grudge even if it is as small as when I have to go back to the owner of the dzat." The corner of my old eye looks wet.

"Here's the address where he worked first, these are his mail receipts first, and all the last things about where he was, before he disappeared somewhere." Abah took a box the size of a shoebox and handed it to Bram.

"Change, I will definitely help you as hard and hard as I can, you don't have to say anything about my debt to me." Bram said, although he was not really sure if he could fulfill his promise.

"Son Bram, it's okay if Bram won't be able to find him. Don't make it a burden." Abah took a breath as if trying to expel the heavy weight on his chest.

"But, I wish Aisyah's father back before I die, so I calm down, knowing that there is someone who can marry Aisyah to the right person someday, she said, if I don't exist anymore."

Bram was stunned, trying to digest the sentence spoken by Abah.

"Didn't Aisha ever marry and have children? Didn't it be without her father that Aisha would marry him?" The sentence just slid out of Bram's mouth without him being able to hold it.

Abah raised his head, looking straight at Bram.

"My son Aisha never married anyone." The voice sounded sharp. Bram was stunned until his eyes did not blink looking at him.

"Can a virgin never marry not be called a mother by an orphan?"

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