LOVE IN TASBIH DETAILS
CHAPTERS 30. I'M RIDHA

'Suppose God asked me, as your ex-wife, I would love you to marry any woman if it makes your life closer to God. Through any door you pick up your paradise, I'm lilahitaalla, ridho, mas' It's a line of writing neatly written on the WA message sent by Diah, his ex-wife. 

Bram was stunned, for a moment he fell silent. She simply sent a message that she had delivered Bella, their son this afternoon to her former in-laws' home after five days of living with him. When Diah reports that she is at the airport, Bram rushes to deliver Bella.

Not because he was reluctant to meet Diah but his heart was really not okay, ever since her innocent chat with Aisyah a few hearts ago when she invited Bella to dinner at Abah's birthday house.

But he got this message. 

She guessed, maybe Bella told her mother that if she had met Aisyah and Tito, maybe she thought they had a special relationship. 

'Thank you, I hope I meet someone as good as the one I wasted. For the time being I can only make an effort, Bram wrote in reply. 

While there was no answer, Bram turned to the wall of the room, the wall clock was 10 p.m. He sighed, maybe Diah had slept. Or.or he may be too presumptuous to write that sentence in his WA message. Somewhat melancholic and possibly sensitive.

She thinks Diah is really close to Doddy, the guy Bram knows has loved Doddy since they were in high school after they divorced but turns out he was wrong, Doddy is one of a thousand bregs3k men in the world. Just giving Diah hope then just disappeared as soon as he completely abandoned his wife. 

Actually, the guy was really nice, he was perfect physically, financially, ahlak. He really is the complete package of a man who deserves to be called a man.

Of jealousy? Of course he harbors that feeling, considering that he is the one who once looked at and went to bed with Diah even though he only realized now that Diah's presence meant so much to him.

8 Years of marriage is not a short time although in fact almost half of their household trip only contained his affair with Sally, almost from the first two years of their marriage, they said, he has betrayed Diah blatantly.

And when he thought Doddy would make Diah happy, he was wrong, Doddy disappeared somewhere even to meet Diah never once. Too high he judged the man, because only a big hearted man could accept the present state of Diah, a widow with one child from a previous marriage.

Finally, Diah remains a victim.

The phone reads, a message from Diah,

'Seriously, 'take seriously. Let us both learn from our Failure.Barrowns and shortcomings are ours but it is God who will perfect. I am happy to see the changes that have happened to Bram, hopefully actually Bram has met hidayah. I believe Aisyah is the best woman who can be a companion to Bram. It's okay if I fail, because there are others who might be able to bring Bram's mas to God's tabernacle."

Bram read it almost unblinkingly, he did not expect that Diaj was so misunderstood by his relationship with Aisyah. He didn't even know Aisyah any deeper. They are just friends, Aisyah has made a deep distance with her circumstances and appearance.

'Aisha is a good friend'

Bram wrote, he doesn't know what to write.

'We will never find true love until we learn to love God.

Be patient because people who are patient will not be anxious and moaning or despair. Bring your sincere intention to Allah and follow His commandments accompanied by sincere prayer. I don't regret that we divorced, because in this way Bram finally met someone who can raise the faith of Bram and help Bram in this world.'

That was the last thing Diah wrote to her.

Bram sighed, though,

'Yes, Allah.Why did you give Diah to me when I didn't understand how to repay her love? Is there a chance to fix everything? Give me a way back to him, if he's my soul mate to the end of the world." Bram never felt his heart hurt so much.

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Months later Bram tries to keep himself busy, working to manage his mother's two bakery shops and with the financial help of the papa, he is not ashamed every morning to come there, learn to help make cakes all day. Rent a shop next to the bakery shop where it becomes a small cafe. Something he never did.

He wanted to start his life from scratch again, without recalling himself in the past. He just wanted to prove himself to Diah, that He really had changed.

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