LOVE IN TASBIH DETAILS
CHAPTERS. 69. VALUABLE LESSON

The customary law in that place is still very strict, they are charged customary fines and asked to marry properly because they have been sassy to have sex without ties.

Residents are still very thick with indigenous beliefs, if there are unmarried couples having intercourse can bring disaster to their village.

Ani shock was not a bitch, she was ashamed amazingly, all this time she was quite respected in the village now people were looking at her in disgust. If they are not married properly, Ani will be expelled from the village, and given customary law sanctions as well as reports to his institution to be considered so as to be dismissed from his profession as a midwife.

Ani is not a civil servant, she is only a local contract worker, so it will be so easy to get Ani fired.

And that morning, while on the loose coming home with an agreement to legalize their relationship, Ani attempted suicide. For two days Ani was treated at the sub-district hospital. In those two days, it was Faraz who took care of Ani.

That compassion, that sympathy grew between them.

Finally, Faraz is willing to take responsibility, he will marry Ani for Ani's good name. On condition, after six months they divorced again, considering he was married. And Ani was willing, just to rid herself of the scorn of the people. At least he was married to Faraz.

Because they differ in beliefs, Ani then decides to follow Faraz's beliefs, and gets married secretly without Atifa's knowledge.

The beginning of their marriage was only a charade to cover up their one-night mistake but over time Ani really fell in love with her husband because of Faraz's tenderness and kindness.

Faraz who is basically a good person, guiding and imitating Ani who is now a convert, teaching and showing affection that Ani never received from her abusive and light-handed ex-husband.

The fear of losing it makes Ani tempted to trap Faraz to really be his, at least he has a husband like Faraz, despite having to share with his first wife.

"I'm sincere in honey, Bang. As long as you don't divorce me."

"Sik, we've promised after six months we're getting a good divorce."

"Don't divorce me, Bang.I can't live without Bang Faraz anymore." Ani.

"Why? why are you making things difficult, Ani. I love my wife I love my son. Even the sin we've committed I don't know how to tell Atifa, I can't lie to Atifa for much longer."

"I love you too, Bang. Doesn't the Faraz bang have the same feelings for me?"

"I.I love you too, Ani.but..."

"I'm not asking for Faraz's divorce from Atifa's sister, just tell Atifa's sister, we're married to Siri, and I'm willing to be in honey."

"Atifa won't allow it easily, Ani...She's pregnant right now, next month's about to give birth, I have to go home."

"Bang..but I'm also pregnant with bang Faraz's son..."

"YESY...!" Faraz gasped, his eyes bought.

"You pregnant?"

"I'm 5 months pregnant."

Faraz knew full well, Ani was an unlikely midwife who didn't know if she was pregnant and she probably knew better how to prevent pregnancy than most people.

And now she's pregnant?

Well, Ani deliberately got pregnant for the sake of having Faraz.

Faraz enjoyed all that different.

The best of a person if he closes his eyes then nothing he sees is right with another. Especially if you start comparing.

She thought about asking Ani to drop her content.

"If I don't succeed in persuading Atifa to polygamy, can you abort the baby?" Faraz asked with teary eyes, what a dilemma for him to make that evil decision.

"I'm not gonna drop it, Bang! I swear I will still give birth to our baby, although maybe Faraz never came back after this. I swear after seeing our son's face, I will die with them, drinking poison from the same glass. And the Faraz bang will live happily on top of three lives." Ani persisted with a tearful cry that shattered Faraz's feelings.

Faraz's return, that day wanted to be honest with Atifa but the wife roared, crying could not accept if she had another woman besides herself, although she repeatedly persuaded Atifa to accept Ani.

That night, Faraz considered many things,

Atifa has a good and loving sister, Sharif, she will not lack affection while Ani only has Adka her son. He's a kid from an orphanage who's in midwife school because of a government scholarship.

If he leaves Atifa, is there anyone who can still look after him? But if Ani, she has no one and dying is certainly not a scary thing for her. The unfounded thought made Faraz finally decide to leave Atifa who was pregnant.

He who is possessed by his lust, possessed by the desire of his flesh betrays his marriage completely.

*When a person is possessed by lust, nothing can make him think clearly*

Upon his return, Faraz resigned from his company, along with Ani who was transferred to the next village which was 60 km from his old place because in the village was placed a doctor who was on duty bond service.

Faraz works as a fisherman on the outskirts of the Barito river while opening a small bicycle workshop, waiting for the birth of his son with Ani.

Just when Ani gave birth to her second son Aqsa, Faraz who was 'manyuar' (fishing night fish) using a boat on the banks of the Barito river in sambar by crocodiles. It was fortunate that Faraz was able to save himself being helped by another fisherman, although he had to lose four of his toes.

And, Faraz's suffering was no less, two years after giving birth to a baby that turned out to have a stain on his palate so that it was a little difficult to speak, his wife, he said, Ani died of an unknown disease. It's just that every morning before dawn, Ani will be in pain in her lower abdomen. If the pain came Ani even rolled around on her bed.

They've checked, but only diagnosed with chronic ulcers. For three weeks Ani suffered torment every dawn, pain in her stomach to almost shortness of breath even if Ani relapsed to beg to die because she could not stand the pain.

The doctor gave up, there was nothing in Ani's stomach except an indication of her stomach being affected by gastritis and the doctor had given her the appropriate treatment.

Before dying, Ani pleads with Faraz to return to Atifa, the wife he left behind.

"Bang, I want you to go back home to Atifa's sister.Send my apology to her." Said Ani with tears welling up in the corner of her eyes.

"I have sinned against him, perhaps the torment is upon me, has taken you from the brother of Atifa."

*Sometimes we refuse to listen to people's reprimands until we are slapped by our actions. Awareness is most painful when we are awakened to the lessons that come from ourselves.*

(Okaaaay, that is the origin of Faraz's flaw and Ani's disappearance from this story, ya😅 Faraz once said in his letter, say she has drowned drowned drifting in the Barito river if Aisyah asks where her father and God grant her prayers, at least part of her foot is lost in eating crocodiles like do'a para readers🤣🤣🤣)

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