Mathelina
Chapter 14's

Sensional

Elina glanced at Matthew who was putting Justin's toy into a green crib. Aih, the man remained handsome despite wearing only a gray long-sleeved shirt, blue jeans, and unkempt hair. In his ear was attached earphones, playing a song from his phone.

Elina shakes. What the hell is on his mind? Why is his gaze so adoring? I think ABG labil.

Come to think of it, with Matthew here, it was a danger sign for Elina. Sooner or later the pregnancy will be broken. Preferably, abortion is immediately done.

“Here, let me put it down,” said Matthew, breaking Elina's daydream.

Elina gasped and realized that the blue box was already filled with her. Elina shuffled slightly, letting the man lift and carry the box to Justin's room.

The couple remained silent while cleaning the toys. No one wants to start a conversation. Matthew was a little quiet, but he was too awkward to talk to Elina, even though there was so much to ask. Unlike Elina, who did not want to mince words with Matthew. Besides, there's nothing to talk about. He was also aware of his position as just a nanny in this house. So you have to keep attitude.

But Matthew couldn't stand it if the question kept up. Finally, a pleasantry question was raised, which made his heart quite relieved. “How are you?”

Elina was stunned, but her mind was whipping over how to get rid of this child as soon as possible. “Hmm .. good.”

Matthew swallowed his saliva. Silence again, hoping Elina would turn around to question him. However, the girl remained unmoved and continued to finish her work.

“Is your mother healed?” Finally, Matthew was fishing again.

Although very wanted, but Elina remained in principle not to look at the man. “Already.”

Matthew's going crazy because of this girl. Why is his attitude so cold? Is he keeping his distance? And geez, he couldn't help but look at Elina. After a month passed, why did the woman's face look radiant and more beautiful?

End that? There's nothing more. Elina's final answer silences Matthew until all the toys have been finished. At that time, Monika was heading upstairs and saw her sister helping Elina to bring her the last toy box.

“Unlike Matthew?” he murmured in the heart. Monika suspects that they not only know each other's names, they may already know each other.

Curious, he intercepted Matthew when he was about to get out of Justin's room.

“Kak Monik?”

“Matthew, you have to answer honestly! You and Elina know each other, right?”

Matthew was surprised, Monika immediately shot him with the question. What to answer? Should he be honest?

As she was thinking, Elina appeared a few meters behind Monika. He glanced, looked at the expressionless Elina then descended downstairs.

Monika heard the clattering of steps, and turned her head towards the stairs. Look Elina.

“Matthew! Answer!” he surprised the man.

“Although why?” matthew replied as he walked out of the room, “Suspecting sister because I helped her clean up the toy?”

More than suspicious, actually. “Yes, it's weird. You don't usually.”

“I just pity. That's it,” Matthew quibbled.

In fact Monika was not completely satisfied with that answer. Seeing that Matthew had no intention of saying everything, he did not continue.

“Ya, already. Break there! Oh yeah, papa called. Nanyain you have arrived or not," said Monika, turning back.

Matthew smiled briefly. Papa, who often argues with him, worries about him? It's a little weird, but he doesn't care. He did not want his best day ruined because he thought of the person he hated

Then, he went to the room. True said Monika, he had to rest to run his first day of work tomorrow. He smiled, remembering the meeting and the events of today together with Elina. His heart was calm when he saw it. Finally, you can sleep well too.

-;-;-;-

The habit during pregnancy is to wake up around 2 am. Moreover, his mind was struggling on the incident last afternoon, which was enough to make him worry.

He decided to get out of bed, slowly out of the room so that bi Jumi did not wake up. He entered the backyard yard vigilantly, then his fingers quickly searched for Raima's number, and contacted her.

He whispered, the first call was not raised, so were the second and third calls. He pressed the dial button in annoyance on the fourth call.

Thank goodness connected. But when Raina picked her up, Elina immediately sewot, "Totally long anyway, did she lift it?"

Raima was shocked for a moment. You're pregnant, the innate sensi continues. "Patience, Mom. Sori, I just got home" she replied.

Elina became unpleasantly annoyed by her bad prejudices. "Sori. Ima, I need your help."

There was the sound of the door opening. "What kind of help is beautiful?"

"Gue can't tell me why now, but I need a loan."

Raima chuckles. "Yes, geez. Just say it, don't hesitate. Tell me, how much do you need?"

Elina was silent, biting her lower lip. Doubtful and scared, while looking around the place. "Emang, how much money does an abortion have to pay?"

It seemed like Raima was shocked not to be dumbstruck, until her exclamation on the other end of the phone made Elina stay away from her phone from her ears. "Want an abortion now?"

Unknowingly Elina nodded. "Yes." Yeah."

After that, the receiver of the phone fell silent. I don't know what was going on and what Raima was thinking, Elina waited until the woman said.

Raima sighed. "Here you go, tomorrow I come pick up lo— around 10an—gue bring the money, all anterin lo to the clinic. I wasn't waiting for you, yeah. Tomorrow I'll send money."

"Yes. Thanks, Ima."

"Hmm .. is already there sleeping. Pregnant women should not stay up late" Raima joked with a small laugh.

Elina smiled. That advice will be heard today only because tomorrow the predicate "pregnant mother" will no longer stick to her.

Phone connection disconnected. Now, he must return to the room, before bi Jumi or anyone realizes that he disappeared at night.

"What are you doing?"

Elina nodded, her eyes twinkling. The voice ... did the man catch him talking about his plans with Raima? He did not dare to look, but could not continue to flinch. So, he turned around.

Matthew stood about 3 meters away from him, staring question markfully and probing. That gaze almost managed to shake Elina's calm demeanor. In an instant, the nervousness was successfully hidden.

"Sir Matthew? .. I was calling Raima. Afraid of bothering bi Jumi, so I called her here" Elina said.

Reason made sense, but Matthew still had his suspicions. "Oh, yes, I have. Go back to your room!"

Elina nodded briefly, then walked past Matthew, who caught up with her and walked beside her. There was no word, only awkwardness surrounding the two. But Raima's name came up, making it a topic of conversation amidst this stiff atmosphere.

"Raima ... how are you?"

"Okay" replied Elina.

"Your sister graduated?" ask Matthew again.

"Not yet, about two more months of graduating."

Matthew nodded. Well, especially yes, what to say? Silent again? Yes, it happened when a few more steps were almost towards the side door terrace.

"Raima still works there?" Finally, the matter of Elina's best friend was discussed again.

Elina pensive, sad. "Raima will never be able to stop, unless Mami Sarah lets go."

"I mean, Raima's contracted?"

Elina nodded. "Em .. You could say so."

Then, he said again, "Luckily, you're not going to be like him."

Elina was getting uncomfortable. Discuss the past and remember the night ... Elina would not answer.

Why silent? Matthew concluded, Elina must have been unwilling to discuss it for some reason. Alright, change topic!

"Why don't you go to college, and work instead?"

Oh my God, did Matthew misspoke? Once Elina showed her face, a look of displeasure. His words also this time were rather fierce:

Elina stopped walking. "Why do you want to know?" And if Matthew wasn't his employer, he'd add: "You know, you've crossed the line!"

Very surprising. Matthew's eyes until rounded, not expecting, this calm girl turned out to be very sensitive. This may be a personal question, so he is disturbed.

"Why are you getting angry?" Matthew closed his eyes. Ah, regretting instead responded with annoyance as well.

"You—"

Never mind, answering it with anger can threaten his secrets and work. Although still upset, Elina tried to be lenient.

"I'm sorry, sir. It's late, I'd like to excuse myself to go back to the room" she said a little coldly, then went inside the house.

Matthew snorted, shuffling his hair in frustration. What's wrong with that woman? He could go crazy for a long time!

-;-;-;-

Be again. His nausea came suddenly, as Elina was feeding Justin. I don't know what caused it. He tried not to smother the mouth, or act that invites suspicion.

But when will it be? He couldn't stand it.

"Excuse me, Madam." Elina placed Justin's bowl of food on the table and rushed to the bathroom.

He spewed food without a sound. After that, he came out of the bathroom. But ... he snorted, his body felt trembling. Is it because so much food is spewed out?

Then, he will return to the dining room. Just a few steps away, his body staggered and almost fell down.

The new Matthew coming down from the top floor looked at Elina whose face looked pale, and her slow path while holding onto the wall. He was shocked, when he saw Elina's body staggered.

Suddenly he ran down the stairs, swiftly holding Elina's body so as not to fall.

"You why? Are you sick?"

What is this called an indifferent man? Matthew asked with a face so anxious. Elina fervent. This baby, did he tell you?

"I'm fine." Awkwardly, Elina just stood up. "Thank you."

"Elina," called Matthew quickly, before Elina left.

The girl was behind him, so she stood before him. "If you're sick, you better not force yourself to work."

If Elina had dared, she would have said: "What is your business, Mr Matthew?" But he smiled briefly, and simply said, "Thank you for your concern. I'm not sick. Excuse me."

Monika is surprised to see Elina's state after returning from the bathroom. The same thing he asked Elina: "You sick? How come his face is so pale?"

Elina smiled. "I'm okay-ap—"

"Sister," suddenly Matthew came to interject, "let Elina rest and go for treatment."

Elina turned her head in protest, but Matthew ignored her. This is even suspicious for Monika. An unusual form of attention, though his sister, in effect, was good.

"Yes, Monika," timpal Goddess. "Pity Elina. Must be tired of taking care of Justin all day. Yeah, anyway?"

Monika nodded in agreement, after a while of weighing up. "Yes, you rest today. Besides, I'm not on a trial schedule."

Elina refused, but in hindsight, she didn't need to find a reason to come out today.

"Later 10 o'clock, I'll permit ya, ma'am."

-;-;-;-

As promised, Raima met Elina at a crossroads some distance from her employer's house. Motorpun advanced to Bekasi number area.

Raima said, the clinic is kind of getting into the alley where they stopped. There was a small clinic, but no one knew that it was an abortion clinic. The place is also quite secluded and deserted. The road is also traversed by many tall and rocky bushes.

"This is the money." Raima took out a few pieces of money and placed them in Elina's palm. "Sori, I can only get here."

Elina shook her head while smiling knots. For him, this was more than enough. "It's okay. Thanks, Ima."

Raima left Elina, before setting foot on the cobblestone path. On the right and left side of the road there are wild grasses that are dry and rather high. In addition, many houses were abandoned, damaged, and uninhabited.

Elina was quite exhausted, even though the road was only following the direction of this road, but it was a bit far from the main road. About 10 meters, it looks like a house, fenced in iron that has been rusted, white painted walls that have faded color, even mossy. There is no signpost in front of this building.

Not this wrong? Elina's Roman feather bristles because this house looks like a haunted haunted haunted house. But at least, this house is still better, the grass is not left high and trimmed.

With a doubtful step, Elina passed the open fence and entered the clinic. How astonished he was when he went inside, so different from his outer appearance! The room is clean, the lighting is enough, neatly arranged, even air-conditioned.

A woman sitting at the registration table greeted him kindly and with a smile. Elina smiled awkwardly, then walked over.

"I want an abortion, Ma'am," Elina said between doubt and confidence.

The woman handed him a piece of paper. "Please fill it up first, will you?"

After going through the registration and payment process, Elina was directed to the right corridor, where the operating room was at the end of the corridor.

Elina sat on one of the empty benches in this corridor, only she was the patient to be aborted. But inside the operating room there were still patients, and they came out not long after.

Couple teenagers? Elina surprised. They're still in school, coming here in a white-gray uniform. The man rubbed his lover who grimaced in pain while holding his stomach.

"Hold it, baby," said the teenager.

Miris. How will the girl fate? The future is broken, just like it is now. Fear when married. What would she say to her husband if she knew he was unholy and had an abortion?

So Elina decided not to get married. His married life will be chaotic; there is no love, there is hate. Days are crossed by quarrels. And finally divorce is inevitable.

"Mother Elina, please come in" called a nun who came out of the room.

Elina flinched from the daydream. He nodded, then got out of the chair. His steps were slow and nervous as he was about to step in. His mind turned back, it felt like it wanted to be canceled just that intention, and rushed out of the room.

But he's here, he can't come out anymore. A female doctor held him gently to the operating bed. The nurse gave him a dress and told him to change his clothes.

Then, he lay down. As long as the doctor did the preparations, Elina was nervous instead of clumsy. Eyes closed, hands***white sheets, inwardly muttering: "I'm sorry, Lord. I know this is wrong, and I hate doing this too. But you know that I have reason to do this vile thing."

The doctor approached by holding an injection. The syringe would touch Elina's skin, but the noise outside stopped the action.

"What's outside?" ask the doctor. "Quick check!"

Before the nurse reached it, the door was opened. A handsome man appeared behind the door. Elina was shocked, how could Matthew be here?

Matthew approached the bed, ignoring the doctor's reprimand, who tried to prevent it. The man looked at Elina angrily, then carried her body and was about to take her out of this room.

"What are you doing? This patient will be operated on" the doctor said firmly.

Matthew turned around, staring coldly at the doctor. "Abortion aborted!"[]