Mathelina
Chapter 3

Losing My Mind's

Elina dumbfounded. The sparkle of hope in his eyes faded slowly. The grip of his hand on Raima's hand loosened. Unbelieving that his best friend would push him into the abyss of obedience.

“Ngak. I don't want to do that,” muttered, releasing his hand. “Lo know my principle, right?”

Raima knew very well, and she regretted giving Elina that bad idea. He felt bad in the girl's eyes.

“Sori, Lin. I also know what your principles are. Don't think about my words. You know, right, I like to talk ngaco?” Then, Raima tried to cheer up to comfort Elina. “Lo is calm. Later, I try to make a job for you. And that is certainly halal.”

Raima smiled faintly looking at Elina, inviting her to smile as well. But Elina's smile was forced. Not because of Raima's idea, more because of thinking about how to overcome the pettiness of his life.

Because time had entered the night and the voice of the Maghrib had finished reverberating since, Elina was ready to go home.

Elina stood up, then grabbed her handbag that was on the table. “Gue go back first. Frasya nyariin I.”

“Iya,” replied Raima nodding with a smile. “Be careful, yes?”

;-;-;

A girl was standing by the window, looking uneasy. He flicked the curtains and peeked towards the deserted streets. Then, he walked back and forth, with a scrap of paper already scraped in his hand.

After a few seconds, he peeked out the window. Holy hooch! He panicked. He saw someone approaching the door.

The girl rushed back to close the curtains, moving in an unwavering direction due to her confused rank. Finally, he walked to his room.

“Frasya?”

The girl stared as the familiar voice called out to her. He just glanced, but did not dare to look. Squeeze that side of the paper, nervous.

Not wanting her brother to be suspicious, she turned around, and quickly hid the paper behind her back.

“Kakak ” home.

Elina's eyebrows rose next door, feeling something odd from behind the forced-looking smile.

Elina closed the door, then walked towards the sofa, sat there and opened her thin black stockings. “When are you home?”

“Em ... half hour 6.” Frasya's reply sounded discordant as she grew nervous.

Elina was silent, watching for a moment. “Udah cook rice?”

“Udah!” frasya said quickly, wanting to get out of here immediately, before Elina was even more suspicious. “In that case, I enter the room first, huh? If you need help, call me aja.”

Frasya quickly turned around and hid the paper back. His steps hurriedly headed towards his room, which was only a few steps away from where he stood.

“Sya,” call Elina, stopping her steps that almost reached the door of the room.

Frasya bit her lower lip. What else is this? Elina further made her heart pound, let alone the sound of footsteps approaching.

Elina stopped, but was only a meter away from where Frasya was standing at the moment because she did not want to make Frasya more agitated.

Frasya looked a little. “What, Brother?” It was obvious that the smile was too forced.

Elina held her hand before him. “Here Love Sister.”

Right, guys? There was nothing to hide from Elina. Frasya is a bad liar. But Frasya did not give it. Between doubt and compassion for Elina.

Frasya was getting bowed while biting her lower lip. The paper was eventually given to her brother's hand. He closed his eyes, unable to see the grim face of Elina who was increasingly visible, while reading word for word in the letter.

Elina took a breath. “Why not say the same brother?”

“Sorry,” ogled Frasya, sorry. “I don't want to add burden Brother.”

Frasya, what he did even made it harder. If you were told from the beginning, Elina would definitely try to set aside money to pay for her SPP. But this for 6 months SPP has not been paid. How to get his money within three days, while he also needs money for his mother's operating expenses and pay his father's debt. If the SPP is not paid off, then the sanction is out of school.

From the glances at the end of his eyes, he could see how frustrated Elina was. He regretted, why did he pick up the cursed paper again from the trash after being squeezed?

“Kak, I want to quit school.” Instantly, Elina turned to Frasya. “I want to help Brother find money.”

Elina approached Frasya and looked at her with annoyance. No. gabe. Enough of him to lose the future, not even Frasya. Elina's on college leave, and I don't know when to go back to college. While Frasya, will soon face the National Examination. It is unfortunate to stop school.

Elina wanted to get angry at Frasya. But the face of his sister, made him unable to do that.

The hand grip from Frasya's shoulder was released, then he sighed to suppress his anger. “Sya, you don't have to think about that. Let your sister find the money to pay your SPP. Now all you think about is learning. Make proud Brother and mother.”

Frasya. It was also her dream when she was a child. But it was this kind of situation that made him despair. Only, he could not argue with his brother. When Elina told him to come in, Frasya obeyed.

Elina followed inside her room, after making sure Frasya entered the room. The door closed tightly, then he leaned behind the door.

God loved Elina too much, so he gave her many tests. Again, tears flowed from her eyes, without sobbing, facing life that was getting harder.

It was as if the light that led to the solution to the problem did not exist. Normally, humans would be blind, and ultimately carried away by the sweet incitement of demons. That was how Elina felt now.

If it is like that, humans will usually act outside of conscience, removing the principles they hold, not thinking about the risks of what will happen in the future.

In her turmoil, Elina finally got carried away in the flow of misguidedness. As if she had no soul, Elina walked up to the bed and sat on it, then grabbed her phone. His index finger danced over the phone screen, looking for a contact.

However, he froze, staring at the phone screen. It seemed, Elina came to a realization as her little heart cried out softly for herself to come to a realization of her error. However, the pressure of life he was experiencing, teased his thoughts to continue the decision, even though he knew this was wrong.

“Halo, Ima. I want to talk to you about.”

-;-;-;-

9 O'clock at night. Raima exits the house in a tight sleeveless black outfit, combined with a super sexy red mini skirt. Her makeup was very beautiful, her eyelashes were so pliable, and her red lipstick was flaming. Like a wounded black angel.

He locked his house, before his feet wearing white heels stepped away from home to work.

In his mouth there was a cigarette that had almost been smoked. Then, the cigarette butts were thrown near a pair of legs of a woman.

Raima. “Elin?”

Apparently, Raima forgot that Elina wanted to talk to her before she left for work. The girl was already preparing with tight pants that displayed the shape of her legs, but her body was still wrapped by a blue sweater.

“Gue wants to say,” Elina said as she walked closer.

“Oh, by the way, Lin,” said Raima, after realizing the conversation via phone a few hours ago.

Elina was silent for a moment, looking like she was thinking. It seems, doubt comes back to him. Raima, who was sitting near her porch, waited while lighting a cigarette.

Elina sighed, feeling confident in her decision. Doubt was thrown away. His gaze was blank and cold, as he finally said:

“Gue want to sell my virginity.”[]