My coach
Episodes 109

Risda ran while wiping her tears, a sense of tightness in her chest as if it would burst out. He was really disappointed at this time, even to see his father's face he did not want to.

"Rome!" Shouted his father who kept chasing and called out to Risda many times.

Without feeling, Risda was already on the side of the highway after walking for quite a long time. He had not seen his father back behind him, and Risda thought that his father was no longer chasing him.

"Bad fuck!" She screamed while wiping her tears rough.

Riska continued to run away from the place, her previous fear turning into a sense of anger that was difficult to extinguish. Risda no longer cared what her next fate would be like, all she thought now was to go as far as possible.

"Rome!"

Tinnn.....

The sound of the car horn rang out loud after the shout, Risda who was surprised was immediately pushed back a few steps. Not only was he surprised by the sound of the horn, he was also surprised to hear the scream.

Risda who did not see the road first, immediately made a car give him a very hard horn. Risda was relieved that she was not hit by the car, her heart seemed to be pounding very hard.

"Risda, what if you get hit by a car? Do you want to die in vain?" Omel someone that is none other than Sandi

Traveling attacked that could not be prevented by him was immediately made him rush to take his motorcycle, he wanted to chase his son and go home using the motorcycle.

Arriving at that place he was so surprised when he saw a car driving very fast towards his son, lucky Riska who did not get hit by the car. If the little girl was hit, maybe her life immediately floated because so fast the car.

Hearing the scolding only made Risda silent, even her mind had not yet come to that extent. He also pegged on the side of the road while clasping his hands tightly, he did not even want to look at his father's face at this time.

Too much disappointment and anger in his heart, his little heart was eager to scream because of what his father had done to him before. He did not care at all about the figure of Sandi standing in front of him, he immediately rushed away from there without caring about the figure of Sandi.

"Rise! I'm not done talking!" Shouted Sandi.

"I hate Dad! I don't want to see you again!" Shouted Risda shouting from his father.

His heart was so wounded, he did not even want to meet again with a figure like Sandi. He again ran away from the place, without caring about the figure of his father who had to shout calling his name.

Sandi then chased after her son, after a distance not too far with his son his hand was immediately touching his son's hand. He also gripped firmly his son's hand to make Risda's palm whitened, Risda also shouted in pain over the actions of his father.

"Let go!" Shouted Risda who was trying to let go of that sturdy hand.

"Let me drop off now,"

"No way, Risda can walk alone,"

"But it's far away,"

Risda also thought of the words of his father, it was a very far place even if the motorcycle ride took approximately 1 hour to get there. Especially if he is just walking, maybe he will take hours to get to the place where his mother works.

Risda alone has not been up to half the journey, but his legs have been painful because of walking far enough. He also thought about what if he was thirsty in the middle of the road, or if he was kidnapped by unknown people.

Because he is still 8 years old, especially with cases circulating in the community today about child abduction. That's what makes Risda a little afraid to step, how not to be afraid? Because he is still a child and can't do what it is, even if he kidnaps her it will be so easy when he is exhausted on the road.

Finally Risda wants to be delivered by his father, but he does not want to be delivered by his father to where his mother works. Risda chose to be delivered to his uncle's house not far from where he was, he would ask his uncle for help to drive him to his mother's place.

He did not want to give a hint to Sandi about the existence of the Goddess, because he remembered about the threat given by someone to him. Risda did not want to be separated by the person from her mother, that was the worst thing she did not want to feel.

His family has been destroyed, that is what makes Risda does not want to lose her mother.if not because of her mother, then because of let alone her survival. His family was destroyed, even at the age of 8 years he had experienced mental down.

Actually not at the age of 8 years he was down, when he set foot in the school of Kindergarten, his parents had often quarreled. It makes him very sick at home, a childhood that should be filled with laughter is not with Risda, he said, because cooked his children he was no longer able to feel the affection of his parents.

Even as if no one would care about him, he did not even have a very special person in his heart that could make him survive. At a time when all his friends are busy with playing, he is busy with his own cries.

His family, which used to look harmonious to make the neighbors feel envious, has now changed very drastically. The girl who used to be carefree and often made a fuss in the village because her behavior turned into a quiet girl even different from friends her age.

Maybe the parents forgot about it, for they were already hurt by being betrayed by their partner. Without them knowing, the one who suffered the most was their own child.

The real victim of a family divorce is a child, and not the parents who do the divorce. You can imagine how the fate of a child victim of a divorce, when he saw his mother or father remarry, then how his fate.

Affection Mother or Father connected, will never be able to rival the affection of Father or Mother. If his mother remarries, not necessarily the father can continue to receive children from the previous husband with a sincere heart, even if they are blessed by another child, automatically the children will be forgotten.

Many children who become street children as a result of the actions of their parents, do not blame those who are wild on the streets, but blame those who like to make it without wanting to be responsible about it.

If marriage is definitely a match, why should there be a family divorce to make their child a victim. Do they not think at all about the fate of their children? about how their future will be.

If you are married out of love, why do you have to be in the middle of the road? Marriage is not just a year or two, it is a once in a lifetime marriage. Are you not aware of what you are doing? The separation of the families who are the victims is your child's child.

You may feel betrayed by your partner, then what about us (Family divorce victims)? You only feel betrayed, but not with a broken home child who feels his world is destroyed not one bit left.

Even they will feel very lonely, there is no place where they can complain. Maybe you will say more to a broken home child, that time is just crying? you guys have not felt how the victims of broken home.

When his friends joked with both parents, that's when the broken home child felt claustrophobic because he could not do that with his parents. They can only see their happy friends, without being able to feel happiness itself.

(Dad I'm sorry for all this time, I've never made my dad happy the last time Dad lived. I'm sorry, even when Dad was away for so long I went as far as I could. I'm sorry I didn't get to see you last in your life, may you calm down in heaven. Dad was a good man, if it wasn't for Dad that time I might have died, but he was also so mean to me that he allowed a very big wound.

Although the day of that day had passed away, but the pain still lingered until now. You have succeeded, managed to make your son crumble is not left. After successfully seizing all the happiness of your son that he never got all this time, congratulations on everything, everything that happens in this world there is always a silver lining.

Why don't I just kill me, let your son go ahead of you. But what is it? You're leaving earlier than this kid. Now I really feel alone, you're evil for leaving me, my first love is gone and leaving a scar. )

*Flash back off*

Risda wiped her tears violently, unable to continue her story. Given that it made him feel very sick, especially he bravely pointed a knife at his father.

"Then what happened after that?" Tanya Afrenzo to Risda.

"After that I was escorted to my uncle's house, until there Bokap I was immediately scolded by my uncle. After that the cake was delivered directly to the Mother's employer's house, I really like losing hope of life, I don't know how to go again. After she severed my wings, I completely lost my identity," replied Risda while holding back her sobs.

"After Bokap lo not nyariin lo at all? Or just call you?"

"Gue doesn't know about it, Renzo. After the incident my Nyokap boss immediately moved to my school,"

"So you ever moved schools, Da?"

"Earlier. Then in my new school, I was isolated and always bullied, because I was just a servant child. Even my classmates, no one wanted to be friends with me, no one wanted to be with me, even they often insult me because I'm just a maid who doesn't deserve to be friends with them,"

At that time no one wanted to be friends with Risda at all, he was always looked down upon by them because he was only the son of a maid. Even at that time Risda was always alone, her day was filled with silence and there was no laughter in her life at all.

At that time his mentality was really down, the value of his lessons was very declining, schoolwork was never done let alone homework, even at that age he wanted to end his life. The day was really grim for him, even because he had never obeyed the school rules until he was threatened with being expelled from school.

"They say the son of a maid does not deserve to be queen. I still remember vividly back then, where I felt the world was so narrow that I couldn't get out of the darkness that enveloped me, I just wanted to die, Renzo. I had absolutely no hope of living any longer, until then I started torturing myself,"

"By way?"

"Rarely eat, eat acidic foods and that can make you sick, and eventually I have a history of stomach pain. People say, stomach pain can cause death, so it makes me want to die very quickly."

"What did you get? Dead dead?"

"Belom. Maybe you have another way, tell me,"

"There's one way,"

"What'an?" Ask Risda enthusiastically.

A notch just slid like Risda, the culprit is none other than the figure of the man in front of him. Instead of giving a solution, the man actually gave him a very hard story.

"Let your mind be conscious, the world is not as narrow as what you see" said Afrenzo afterwards.

"Yes yes I know, but don't njitak njitak me anymore! I knew the date was heavy, sick to know nutmeg," complained Risda while rubbing his forehead which felt hot due to the mold from Afrenzo.

"It looks like you have to brainwash, though,"

"Maybe. My mind is a bit short, maybe you know how to brainwash, tell me dong,"

"You're diruqiah?"

"My thoughts are short, not because of demit.so no need in ruqiah,"

Risda was very upset because of the answer from the figure of the man in front of him, not making it a solution instead the man plunged it. Risda immediately decayed to a table in front of him, he looks chaotic after telling the dark period of his life to the figure of Afrenzo.

"Have the story finished?" Ask Afrenzo.

"Gue can't afford to continue, Renzo. Now my mind is still a bit unsettled, so I remember when I moved to school first,"

"At that time there was no teacher who believed you?"

"Don't belain me, instead they often ngomelin me because of my poor value. There is even a female teacher who to pull my hair and hit the cake with a long ruler, a long, because I'm the one who unintentionally ngerjain duty,"

"If you know about that, you know?"

"Nobody knows, Renzo. I've never told anything to me so far, the things I've been through they no one knows. Even in the place where I used to be, I was also bullied by students who were in front of the salary because they were exposed to incitement from my classmates who took part in the salary there,"

"Then teacher njai lo was silent? If they are silent they do not deserve to be called teachers, even though they are teachers, but it is the same that they let one child be humbled by another,"

"They immediately scolded the child, Ms. Umi always defended. But I was traumatized, and from then on I didn't want to pay anymore and chose to pay at home instead,"

"From your story, you're great, Da. You can get through that time so you can survive until now, maybe others will give up but you do not. If it's like this, you should be stronger to face the upcoming test instead of just giving up,"

"His name is also Renzo man, surely they also have where they have their own weakest point. Not always strong people can face all the tests, they can also be weak and they can also give up,"

"From now on don't ever give up again huh? We have our own trials, God will not test a people beyond his own ability. So whatever the problem in the future, you don't just give up,"

"God willing, I also don't know what I'm capable of,"

"Eagerly, Da. I'm sure you can,"

"I failed?"

"Try again and try again until it works."

Risda smiled at the guy, so sure that he was able to get through it all. It was that confidence that made Risda able to rise again, even though he was dropped several times with the rigors.