
The time also indicates that soon there will be a magrib adhan that reverberates crewed awang, Risda just arrived at his house just before the adhan rang dimushola mushola which is close to his house.
Risda then parked his motorbike in front of his house and was immediately greeted with a cynical look from his sister named Beautiful, seeing it made Risda just look at a glance and immediately turn her face away from him.
"Keepout don't know the rules! What kind of girl do you want to be? Forgot the way home?" He asked cynically to Risda.
"Just coming home from the extras, Kak, I also have the same permission Mother as well" replied Risda and passed into the house without caring about the nagging of her Brother.
It feels like Risda wants to disappear from this earth immediately if it continues to be rumored like that, he is tired but still getting scolding, he feels like hitching a ride at home and is considered just a burden at home.
Since the two parents separated, Indah who was married was also occupying the house so as not to be empty, Indah actually married at the time of not graduating from Middle School because of being romantically entangled with her upperclassmen.
His mother had advised him several times if married at that age was not old and experienced enough, he said, because Beautiful that can not be said was still maksa want to get married for fear that his dream man was taken by someone else.
By forced his mother had to marry her son because Indah locked in her room and hunger strike just to want to be with the man she craved even though she had to be fined several million to make up for the age because his age is not enough to get married.
Now she has a daughter who is about 4 years old but often quarrels with her husband because of differences of opinion and equally selfish.
Regrets there is nothing ahead! Now Indah feels sorry for getting married at an early age and even his mother's advice is back to appear, because the unmarried Risda was always preceded by his mother to make Indah feel jealous of Risda.
Often Indah will say words that hurt Risda because of the jealousy, all that was in her mind was Risda got everything but she did not at all, her mother was more concerned with her sister than she was.
Since her parents separated, her mother never came home because she was busy looking for money for Risda's school fees and Risda's needs all this time, while his father lived with his new wife and had a child who was the same age as his nephew's sister.
"Everything is evil! Does Risda not deserve to be happy? Risda wants to die if it's like this" Tangis Risda behind her pillow.
About the wound do not be asked again how many wounds borne by him even at an early age, he has swallowed the bitter sweetness of the world even though he is not fully grown.
"Dad! why did you save me from the poison, if you hadn't done it maybe I'd already died.hiks.. hiks.. I don't want to live anymore Well"
Risda again remembered about her dark childhood, where she lived with unknown people to continue her education, how can you?
When she was 10 years old, she joined her mother working as a housekeeper and had been separated from her father for a long time, because at home there is no one who can take care of him so he prefers to follow his mother to live with strangers.
While his mother knew a man and became romantically entangled with him, it turned out that he had an older sister who lived next door to where his mother worked.
Laksmi is the name of the person, because there is a mismatch with his employer again makes Risda's mother move to work, while Risda was left at Laksmi's house to continue her education.
There he felt like being tortured, not given pocket money even though every mother payday will send it to Laksmi, eat with leftover rice, and even he had to do homework alone.
That's where his mentality is really destroyed so that there is not even a little left, no love, and never even know what it feels like to be together. His father quietly gave him money when Risda was leaving to teach so that he could still snack, although by hiding and collecting the money quietly.
One day he was fed something that felt strange to Risda, after returning home from swimming practice Risda immediately ate it because of hunger, after that he fell asleep in his room but who would have thought that he was actually locked in it.
(Author Message: This is not just a story by a mere author, but it is a true story of someone. Be wise in reading and do not forget to be grateful for the day you have passed, hopefully this story will inspire you to remain grateful for the blessings God has given you, for Risda remains a spirit you are not alone )
Risda woke up from her sleep with a weak condition and vomited, even though she still did not open the door, with a weak condition like that means the same as trying to kill her slowly.
2 days and 1 night he was in the room without help, his condition was very severe let alone not getting food and drink intake but instead he vomited continuously.
When he had no hope of survival, Risda resigned if at that time his life would be uprooted by the owner, his breathing weakened, and his, his body weakened and even to move his finger alone he was unable to do that.
His father came in time to meet Risda, usually he would meet Risda at the place of study but today he was looking for Risda but did not find the figure of his son so he finally decided to meet Risda where he lived.
Lucky Risda's life can still be saved at that time, if only his father was late maybe his life could not be saved anymore because of the weak rank and pale face of Risda at that time.
"Why Risda should be saved if Risda is finally just a burden for you"
Risda wept in silence until she realized that she had fallen asleep, if God made us fall asleep after crying it means God wants to rest our exhausted body.
Which other favors of your Lord do you deny? How good it is to sleep when after crying, it feels comfortable and when you wake up the condition immediately vit back and back fresh fit.
*****
Risda never eat at home and rather have to eat at her grandmother's house next to her house, at home Risda only really hitchhiking to sleep alone and never rely on eating with her sister.
"Ris not having breakfast?" Ask Grandma.
"No, Risda's late, the bad luck building"
"Eat first, let me get it"
"No, no need, yes Risda left first yes, assalamualaikum"
Risda hurriedly turned on her motorcycle and ran away from the house, seeing that it could only make the middle-aged woman stare at her departure worriedly because Risda belom ate.
"Waalaikumussalam" he replied.
Actually not a late reason that is the reason Risda does not have breakfast, but because the Tantenya has not cooked so there is no food on the table, the Tantenya do not like if Risda eats there because it will only spend rice for him.
"Based load! Lo it does not pantes live, why is it still alive anyway" Gerutu Risda walked on himself.
Risda continues to blame herself, without her realizing that she was even until the school where she studied, she was stopped by members of OSIS at the school gate.
"The motor's turned off!" Her speech.
"Yes, brother, sorry to daydream" replied Risda.
"Other times if you ride a bike do not daydream, danger, you want to die?"
"Yes, sorry"
"Must daydream more, let the spit die, I don't want to live any longer" Inner Risda.
Risda also guided his motorcycle to the parking lot inside the large building, since he began to participate in martial extracurricular, Wulan never mebeng to him again.
When parked and finished parking his motorbike, Risda hurriedly rushed his class, because it was too early so the parking lot was still empty so he had no trouble finding empty land.
Bhukk...
Accidentally he hit someone's chest, not usually, the person he hit this time he felt strange, because usually will definitely complain of pain but not with the person he just hit.
"Hehehe.. Renzo, I'm sorry" said Risda slowly when he learned that the man he hit was Afrenzo.
"Eye pack" said Afrenzo coldly.
"Yes, sorry, I'm hunting, for my debt, I promise I will immediately pay off"
"Hem"
Afrenzo just cleared his throat to hear Risda's words, he passed away from the place and left Risda, Risda who just realized something immediately followed him and stopped the young man's steps.
"Your lips are blue, why?" Ask Risda.
"It's none of your business"
"Do I want medicine? I can do medicine lo kok, yes although I do not too memorize the type of drug but I taku who can dobatin lo"
"No need"
Without hearing the answer from Afrenzo, Risda immediately pulled the young man's hand towards the UKS, Afrenzo just remained silent without speaking when pulled by Risda arrived.
Arriving at the UKS, Risda then told Afrenzo to sit on the bench, while he immediately looked for a drug that could be used for such bruises.
After finding it, Risda then looking for a cotton for himself to treat Afrenzo, Afrenzo look at every thing done by Risda in the UKS room.
"Oh, wait, Renzo, this must be sick" Risda said while treating her.
"No" replied Afrenzo briefly and still remained with his cold face without a smile.
"What's wrong? It's clear that it's blue until it's gini"
Patently, Risda treated Afrenzo, the man seemed to be unable to feel pain so there was no pain ringing at all on his face and still looked flat until Risda finished treating him.
"Udah is done, I go first" Risda said.
"Hem" replied Afrenzo just by chortling.
Risda immediately rushed away from the place leaving the still there Afrenzo, Afrenzo could only stare at his departure in silence, there was something different from the girl to make him find something special from her.
"Freaky girl" Gumannya.
Lorenzo held the wound with his own thumb, though he felt no pain, but he could still feel it even without the slightest expression.
"My enemies are many yes it turns out" he murmured again while grimacing to remember the previous incident.
*****
"La haula wala quata ilabilah hil alizil azim, woi is still anjiiirr morning, you have eaten a canteen" said Wulan who was surprised when he found Risda was busy eating instant noodles.
"Bodoamat I laper, than I die sluggish, anyways after death I still want to enjoy every dish, make a memory"
"Asem lo Ris, you're not sure what's at home?"
"Gue males eat at home, the menu was not I like so yes I immediately leave" Reason Risda.
"Choose to choose lo food, eat what is difficult times, rather than having to eat instant noodles that are not good for health"
"Cerewet lo Lan, can't be pinned what the hell? I want to eat this, do you want me to eat lo ha?"
"Will my stomach eat me? It exploded immediately"
"Do you want me to scratch your neck? Let's make an Eid al-Adha sacrifice later"
"Lo crazy, what am I a goat? I'm a human being if you forget"
"A long time ago a human who was sacrificed" Risda threw away the face of Wulan's face lazily and immediately returned to eating his noodles.
"Gue know if the story of the past when the Prophet Abraham was about to slaughter his son named Prophet Ismail, but the sacrificed man, no girl who was sacrificed"
"About any? But the proof is lo, you're a victim of feelings"
"Yes too, uh Ris. Last night you were crying? Are your eyes a little swollen? You're the same kind of attached to that?"
Mak Lampir meant by Wulan is Beautiful, why is it called Mak dampir by him? Yes because every time he plays at Risda's house always get a bad look from him and even he is often kicked out of the country want to invite Risda to play.
"Biasalah, am I just anjiiing burden!" Risda when recalling the words of Indah.
"Obsually Ris, uh you'll come tonight?"
"What's wrong?"
"Lo forgot? It turns out your memory is weak"
"Gue didn't forget, but you were the one who never told me"
"There's sholawat together in the village next door, you're not coming? He said the young man of our village would not go together"
"How about that I don't know, got it or crank it"
"Yes Ris, you usually also come out through the window, why not through the window later tonight? mayan can go"
"Lo idea is good too, ok later I follow you guys, wait for the house tepar first, just I leave"
"Okay, you're the top man"
"Don't bother me, I want to eat
"Yes already eat, I was classy yak, pr I belom I do, then the fun of playing so forget"
"Not like me"
"Enang lo already? Nicontek dong"
"Yes belom lah, open my book, even to forget, but relax Mr. Hadid is easy really"
"Lo mah relaxed relaxed relaxed, got angry smell tau taste lo later"
"Anger at most, yes times forever. I let the teacher be my business, punished yes stay implemented, it's a bother"
"What kind of school are you out of?"
"Maybe, all this time the teacher just mengan doang, belom never ogled me"
"It's up to you, Ris, I'll go first"
"Y"
The short reply from Risda also made Wulan look very upset, but he immediately rushed away leaving Risda who was cool with his instant noodles, really starving the child.
Risda also enjoyed her instant noodles without looking at anyone again, without her realizing that Afrenzo was looking at her, before some time Risda felt choked to cough, coughing, and he forgot not to buy any drinks.
"Drink now" said Afrenzo, putting a drink in front of Risda.
Without thinking long, Risda immediately took the bottle and drank it to relieve the tightness in his throat was choking.
"Thank, how much drink I change" Risda said to the Afrenzo who was still standing next to him.
"No need" he said immediately passed away from the place.
Risda was about to catch up with Afrenzo to reimburse the drink, but his intention was to cancel because the noodles had not run out and he had not paid for it, so that he must spend if not later will be wasted in vain and become redundant.