
Risda was cleaning her stuff, after morning practice they prepared to be ready to clean up the luggage because it was to prepare to go home from the joint exercise. After cleaning, they are asked to regroup on the ground to carry out the closing ceremony in the event.
The event was followed by various ages, ranging from elementary school children, Junior High School children, and even High School. So, in the front yard of the building there are so many food vendors who work to make money in such events.
The closing ceremony began, Risda still stands behind Afrenzo who served as the group's leader in the group. As a reminder, they were asked to do a front roll on the ground that had been given water until muddy. Roll is not the initial material for Risda, because he has done it several times, but still looks afraid to do it.
They are asked to do it as much as 5 times a round, no matter how dirty their clothes when finished doing it. Risda took a deep breath when she wanted to do it, she was only afraid if her head sprained or her back would hurt by the rocks.
"Lo can do it, Da. Confident in your own ability, I have taught you how to do it, you just have to be sure you can do it. Don't let me down" Afrenzo told Risda.
Risda nodded her head confidently to Afrenzo, and she prepared herself to do so. Risda also started by squatting and bringing his head closer to the ground that he stepped on. Risda did it immediately, and as many as 3 times he stopped.
"My head is dizzy," Guman Risda quietly held his head.
Risda kept doing it until he was able to roll five times, and in the last roll Afrenzo immediately approached him. Afrenzo also helped him to rise to his feet by extending his hand, and Risda immediately accepted him to be able to rise.
"No papa?" Ask Afrenzo.
"Otherwise, lately my head's getting so dizzy, Renzo. But I don't know" replied Risda with a faint smile so that the man would not worry about her.
"Lo ate?"
"Gue's been eating, anyway,"
"We're going to check into the hospital first."
"No need. I'm not papa, if it's destined to heal later on its own,"
"Don't ignore this, Da. What if it gets worse?"
"We die the same, I don't want to heal myself, Renzo. While you yourself are also injured, but you ignore that,"
Afrenzo was silent to hear the words of Risda, he knew that Risda's attitude was very stubborn and not even easy to persuade though. Frenzo turned to someone, and the man nodded his head as well as Afrenzo who also nodded his head in response.
"We're going home now." Pungkas Afrenzo who did not want to be denied, he also pulled the hand of Risda to take the girl away from the place.
Risda just let go of the hand of Afrenzo, he did not want to be forced to leave the place. Feeling the rebellious Risda, it immediately made Afrenzo stop his steps and immediately turned to Risda.
"Go home now!" Afrenzo exclaimed firmly to Risda.
"Gue doesn't want to. Lo why the hell maksa? I'm not why napa, I don't want to go home earlier than the others, Renzo. The others haven't disbanded, why do I have to go home first?"
"Lo's sick."
"Gue doesn't hurt!"
"Lo's face is pale, Da. Don't argue! I don't like that."
Risda lowered her head to hear what Afrenzo said, her heart so sore that it made her eyes glassy. Seeing that immediately made Afrenzo pull back the hands of Risda that felt warm, this time Risda did not fight him at all and only resigned when his hand was pulled by Afrenzo.
Without a word coming out of Risda's mouth, this time the girl just kept quiet to hold back her cries from getting out of her mouth. Afrenzo immediately entered the room where Risda and the women were staying, he immediately grabbed the bag belonging to Risda who was there.
Afrenzo again pulled Risda's hand to take him away from the place, both of them rushed to the parking lot there to take the bike owned by Afrenzo. Along the way Risda continued to be silent, without a word coming out from inside her mouth.
At first glance, Afrenzo looked at Risda who had only lowered her head since, the woman's lips slightly quivered to hold back her cries. Afrenzo sighed violently seeing that, he immediately moved his hand to wipe the top of Risda's head.
Risda immediately brushed aside the hand of Afrenzo, he also threw his face away from the face of Afrenzo. Afrenzo's hand floated in the air, and it immediately made him pull his hand back.
"Lo never wanted to be honest with me, Renzo. Do you really think I exist or not?" Risda asked with disappointment.
"Life has been full of burdens all this time, Da. I don't want you to be burdened with my life anyway, it's not a serious problem."
Tibs arrived Risda's head was very painful, and was like he was carrying a very heavy burden. It instantly made him stagger instantly, and Afrenzo immediately rushed to hold Risda's body so as not to fall.
"Lo still able to ride the bike? Do I need to pinch the car to get you home?" Ask Afrenzo.
"Renzo, I don't want to go home. I hate the house" Risda's voice sounded so soft.
"Since when have you started to feel dizzy?"
"Since I hit the wall because of my brother, Renzo. I forgot when it happened, but lately it's been really painful,"
"Do you want me to get a pijitin?"
"Can I?"
Afrenzo nodded his head to Risda, and he immediately rushed to the back of Risda's body. Afrenzo also massaged it slowly, but the terrace hurt for Risda because every vein is constantly pressed by Afrenzo.
"I'm sorry for all this time, Renzo. I always make it hard, and thank you for what you've done for me."
"Don't you think it was, Da. Lo too many thoughts and because of the impact it causes the head lo often dizzy, do not burden yourself with the mind mind mind you do not need to think,"
"Gue just thought about when I died, everyone was so evil as me all this time, did I not pantes to live? I am so tormented in this, they seem to be tormenting me every day, tormenting my mind. I always feel wrong in their eyes, if indeed I just make them unhappy I'd rather just die. They can live happily without me, and I also will not be tormented because of their behavior towards me."
"Lo fever, you talk like that, Da. Mending us home now so you can rest at home,"
"Lo there's a problem with the house people?"
Risda nodded her head, seeing that nod of her head immediately made Afrenzo sigh violently. No matter what other problems the girl faced, it felt like her life was never finished with the problems that continued to arrive without an end.
"We'll check first."
"But Renzo...."
"You don't want to check, mending me anterin you go home rather than to the hall."
Risda was immediately speechless from Afrenzo, Risda was afraid to be examined not because of the pain of injection or the bitterness of the drug, but he was afraid if he knew what pain he was experiencing. it is better that he does not know but arrives dead, than that he knows to make the burden of his mind heavier.
Inevitably Risda also ended up disturbing Afrenzo's words, because he was only given two choices that were very difficult for him, between being escorted home directly or checking first to go to the hall. Both of them immediately rushed to leave the courtyard of the building, and Afrenzo took him to a specialist clinic to check on the situation.
"According to the examination, the mother was just a tape and needed a lot of rest enough. Do you often stay up at night?" Ask the doctor after checking Risda's condition.
"Lo stays up a lot, Da?" Afrnezo asked as he squinted one eye at Risda.
Risda shook his head to answer to Afrenzo, too lazy to answer him with words, so he only answered with a sling or a nod of his head. The doctor wrote something down, and gave the paper to Africenzo.
"Please queue in the front corner to take the medicine" said the doctor gave direction to Afrenzo.
"Thank you, Doc."
Afrenzo invited Risda to come out of the room to take turns with other patients, and he told Risda to sit in a chair in the waiting room, while he lined up to take the medicine.
Not long after, Afrenzo finished waiting in line to take the cure. After he immediately rushed to go to Risda who was sitting alone, he also gave the drug to Risda.
"This vitamin will be taken after breakfast and evening, continue this medicine before meals and this one after meals together with taking vitamins." Afrenzo explained the time to take the medicine to Risda.
"Gue don't understand."
Risda's small brain is indeed very difficult to understand the explanation of the man, even though he has been told in detail even though he will easily forget later. Such things are easy to forget, but not with people who have hurt him.
"Lo had eaten really what a belom?"
"So early in the morning, but a little. Because her stomach isn't friendly either,"
"Well, we'll buy some food first. Go to the martial hall,"
Risda only nodded her head in response to the question, after which the two immediately rushed out of the place to look for a food stall. Currently the time is still showing at 7 am, so the restaurant that is open is only a stall on the side of the road that is open in the morning only.
He ordered two packs of rice and two plastic bags of warm tea. Inside the martial hall there was no machine to warm the water, so he bought it for Risda to take medicine, because Risda herself did not want to go home either.
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Afrenzo opened a drug that must be taken before eating, he also found that the drug is a capsule drug that can be washed away if exposed to water. Lorenzo told Risda to drink it, but he himself never had to drink it.
"Where can I take my medicine like this? I'm not used to taking whole medicine like this, later if I choke how?"
Risda can not take the drug directly, usually he will drink if the drug has been destroyed and added water to become a paste. He had tried it before, but had not had time for the medicine he drank into the throat, Risda had vomited first.
That's what traumatized him until now, he was very afraid to take the medicine not because of the bitterness, but because he could not swallow it just like that. Afrenzo himself was amazed by the girl in front of him, and he let out a long sigh after seeing Risda throw his face out of the presence of Afrenzo.
"Behold, I'll take the spoon first."
Afrenzo immediately rushed away from the hall of martial arts, he also remembered that in the school cafeteria there was still a spoon that he could use. The canteen belonged to his teacher, so he could borrow whatever he needed.
Riska was now sitting while leaning on a chair inside the martial hall, her eyes wanting to be closed but she could not sleep. When Afrenzo came and sat down next to him, Risda saw that the man was opening the capsule and pouring it into the spoon he was carrying.
Afrenzo then gave a little water on the spoon to dissolve the medicinal powder, the smell was already very bitter let alone taste that somehow.
"Lo sure drinks this way?" Ask Afrenzo to make sure.
"Mending like this, than I can't breathe because of nelen drugs." Risda answered him with a wrench.
"Yes, open your mouth, let me give you a bribe."
His right hand held a spoon filled with medicine, while his left hand held a glass of warm tea that he had bought before. Risda opened her mouth slightly and she immediately bribed him with medicine, and in a hurry, Afrenzo immediately gave a glass of tea to Risda.
"Nake?" Ask Afrenzo while he is grinning.
"Some!"
Risda felt that her mouth felt very bitter because of the current medicine, but it was much better than her draining her entire entrails at this moment. Both of them immediately ate the rice they had bought before, Afrenzo himself had not eaten since last night.
"Renzo, what's the pain?" Risda asked after finishing drinking and finishing her meal.
"Gue doesn't hurt, do you still think about what the coach said last night?" Ask Afrenzo wonder.
"You are sick, and you deserve to be happy. Meaning what'an?"
Afrenzo also touched his own chest, he rubbed it slowly. "It hurts here, because you're not allowed to practice."