My coach
Episode 136's

The next day, all the students gathered on the ground. They will follow a race, because the class Risda yesterday lost so they are allowed to enter the class without participating in activities.

The race activity went very smoothly until it was time to write a hope, the Risda class did not win any race because it was without any preparation they did. Now everyone is gathering in the school yard, they are given each paper to write a hope.

"What hope, Da?" Tanya Rania was curious.

"Hope I die with husnul khotimah," answered Risda briefly.

"Lo tau is dead, Da. Don't you have any other hopes?" Septia asked who heard Risda's words.

"That's the highest hope I know, Tia. The best human being is a human who died in a state of husnul khotimah," explained Risda.

"As far as you go, Da. Just don't salto on the street," said Septia lazily.

Risda was just grimacing hearing the words from Septia, Septia wrote something and Risda himself peeked at it. Septia's hope read 'May this friendship never end until any time, and may the Risda family be a happy family', hope it immediately makes Risda touched by the writing of Septia.

"Tia," Call Risda.

"Donish... Do you feel my hope, right?" Asked Septia who immediately folded the paper.

"Why do you expect that? Why do you want my family to be happy? Why isn't that hope just for you?" Risda asked while holding Septia's hand.

"Because of me, Rania, Mira, and Nanda have a complete family. I know you want to be like us, right? I wish that your family could be happy, Da. So you don't get sad anymore,"

"I feel like crying now, Tia. Not because I am sad, but because you make me touched," said Risda while rubbing her eyes because both eyes want to shed her tears at this time.

"Don't cry anymore, Da. I want you to laugh like the Risda I've known all along, and always make a scene all over the school. Don't cry anymore, huh?"

"Thanks yes, Tia. You're my best friend,"

The two also embraced as a friend, whether the hope of what Risda wanted to write. After that, Risda rushed to the place where Afrenzo was, she wanted to know what the hope of the man was.

"Renzo, what do you want to write?" Risda's question arrived and immediately made Afrenzo fold the paper.

"It's nothing" replied Afrenzo briefly.

"Let's tell me, we're friends. So tell me," Risda was very pampered with the hope of an Afrenzo.

"My only hope is one,"

"What's that?"

"May Risda remain happy," he answered while rubbing the top of Risda's head.

Risda was even more moved by the man's words, even though she did not know what the man had written. After folding the paper, Lorenzo immediately put it into a container that has been prepared and Risda could not see the writing.

"What's your hope, Da?" Tanya Afrenzo to Risda.

"Gue don't know what my expectations are, I just want my Nyokap and Bokap back together when I know that it is impossible to happen. But what's wrong if you hope like that, even though the results will not be in line with expectations,"

"Be assured that God's destiny is so beautiful, behind a trial there must be wisdom behind it" said Afrenzo, glaring far ahead.

Risda smiled at the answer from Afrenzo, indeed it is very impossible to happen especially with the conditions possessed by his father. The paper he had was still pure white without any scribbles, now he knew what he had to write on the blank paper.

...Hope Risda...

I just hope that Afrenzo gets his happiness, and his father will turn out to be very fond of him. May there be a miracle where his father realizes that Afrenzo means so much to him.

May my friends never suffer the same fate as me, may their families be but happy...

Risda then folded the paper, he also put the paper into a container that has been provided. After collecting all the papers of hope, Afrenzo who as the chairman of OSIS was also flying the balloon hope together with one of the teachers.

"Renzo, I don't know how I feel about you. You are very good with me all this time, and I am afraid if you arrive to leave," Inner Risda when staring at the direction of Africenzo.

Risda's gaze was not at all diverted from the face of Afrenzo, he continued to look at the face of the tired looking Afrenzo. The show at the school is very draining of energy, so that the guy looks exhausted but will not give up so easily.

A colorful balloon carrying a paper box of hope flew in the air, all students recorded it to make a memory. Some of them clapped their hands, making the place feel so crowded.

Risda's view continued to be fixed with the balloon, the longer the balloon was flying in the air. Not only Risda's view led to the balloon, but everyone's view was fixed on the balloon.

After raising the balloons, they were all allowed to go home. Risda and his sabahatnya did not go straight home, they stopped by first in a stall to fill their stomachs.

They also ordered chicken noodles to be eaten together, Risda seemed to enjoy it because when else they could gather like this. Risda also joked with her friends, regardless of the time that continues to run.

"Da, did you go straight home?" Ask Mira.

"Yes, I'm tired and want to rest. Hopefully I can rest this out," replied Risda.

"Temenin I'm afraid, will you?"

"Whoapain then?"

"Wait until Bokap I pick up, as usual, Da. You want to, right?"

"Yes. I'll be there until Bokap you pick up, relax,"

As usual, Risda would not be able to refuse the request from her friend. This made Risda obey Mira's words, pity also if he saw the girl waiting alone let alone their school is not far from the public bus stop.

"Lo is the best, Da. It's my new dong temen," said Mira girang.

"Don't be smirking, Ra. You gotta pay for my time too,"

"Yes eelah. Lo it just want money doang, not sincere really lo, Da. I'm getting bokek now,"

"Jude, my goodness, Ra. Gitu aja carried feelings, do not put kehati later heartache, mending just insert it into the stomach to be full. Let's not eat mulu rice,"

"Damn lo, Da. But I don't have a kayak lo friend,"

*****

When the time had shown in the afternoon, Risda and the others immediately gathered in the field of martial arts for martial exercises. Risda always left the earliest and immediately marched in the front row, so that he could digest what was conveyed by Afrenzo.

They also conducted afternoon exercises led by Afrenzo himself. As always, the Afrenzo will train their physiques, and the training done by the Afrenzo is really very heavy.

Usually only asked to push up 20 times, now it becomes a push up 30 times. Not only do a movement of their own, but every movement they only Afrenzo count it so it looks very synchronous.

"Run in place!" Shouted Africenzo loudly.

They all then do running movements in place in unison, the longer their movements must be fast in order to train their leg agility. Running in that place ended with those who directly attitude horse middle, it they do repeatedly in accordance with the orders of the Afrenzo.

They trained physically for a long time, so that Afrenzo finally told them to sit down with a free attitude. Free attitude which means sitting carelessly as comfortable as they are, and while straightening their legs without anyone being bent.

In fact, after exercising you are required to straighten the legs. However, it is not to prevent varicose veins. This leg straightening activity is precisely to make the muscles in your legs relax, do not feel cramping, sore, or stiff.

"After this school exam will arrive, after which you will have a vacation" said Afrenzo.

"Yeahhh holiday is coming!" Risda exclaimed.

"But not with his training."

The words of Afrenzo immediately made Risda speech silent, although she was happy because the school holidays had arrived, but her face immediately changed to plain after. Instantly also a bright smile bloomed perfectly on his face, instead of being disappointed because the training kept coming in instead the girl looked happy.

"That means we're going to stay in, right? Yes... So have busy despite the holidays," said Risda afterwards.

Maybe only Risda was happy when he heard martial arts training still entered, but not with others. Risda did not feel at home to stay silent at home, so it's better she played outside the house so as not to continue to see the face of her annoying brother.

In the past, Risda could not afford to leave her home for too long, even wherever she went would always miss her yard even though she was gone for only 1 hour. However, after the departure of his mother from the house, even made him unable to stay in his house even if only a few moments.

Better he had fun outside the house, than he had to stay in his house and listen to the chatter of Beautiful. Although later he will get scolding from the Goddess afterwards, but it does not matter to him because his mentality will remain safe.

No one could understand about Risda other than herself, not even the surrounding people could know about the girl. Decisions that he took with maturity, sometimes only considered trivial by those around him.

"And the exercises will be held in the morning as when leaving school" said Afrenzo again.

"Keep back?" Ask Risda.

"Home after adhan dhuhur."

That means their training will be very long, even in that long time maybe their energy will be drained afterwards. Risda did not mind at all about it, because she herself felt uncomfortable in her home.

Risda does live with Brother and Grandma who are around him, but even though their bodies are there but not with his care. Risda is like living with a stranger who claims to be family, even himself does not recognize who his family really is.

They were allowed to go home afterwards, but Risda still remained in the hall parking lot. Somehow why the girl did not go home immediately after the training was completed, Afrenzo who finished berberes was surprised to see Risda who was still in the place alone.

"Why don't you come home?" Ask Afrenzo.

"Renzo, I'm going home right now. I'm here for a minute, right?" Risda.

"Lo's got a problem?"

"No, I just don't know why it feels like I don't want to go home. I'm so sorry to be told to go home like this, I'm not comfortable at home,"

"You have a problem, just tell me,"

"Gue doesn't have any problems right now, Renzo. I don't know why I don't want to go home,"

"Is there anything you want to talk about?"

"Renzo's... When will my life be like this? I have no hope of surviving. What am I supposed to defend? While everything was about to drop, "A single tear was shed in Risda's cheek.

I don't know why the girl suddenly wanted to cry, but there was absolutely no problem with her. Risda had been carrying the burden of her life alone without anyone helping her to encourage her, even though she did not have the spirit anymore in living her life.

He tried to struggle alone to survive, but the people around him continued to try to drop and torture his mentality. If not for the existence of a figure who is able to understand him, maybe he is no longer alive at this time.

"By. What passes let it pass, for now do not think about it. If you want to tell something, just tell it, maybe that way you can calm down" said Afrenzo in a soft tone.

It was not unusual for the man to speak in such a gentle tone, even this time Risda heard the gentle and patient voice of Afrenzo. It immediately made Risda look in disbelief towards Afrenzo.

"Renzo, I've been through a lot. But no one knows about it, am I wrong for hiding everything from others?"

"Lo is not wrong. Not everything has to be told to everything else, and they don't need to know what's going on. Sometimes most people are just curious about your story, but not necessarily they really care about you,"

"Yes too. Lo go home first no papa, I still want to be here,"

"Lo girl, shouldn't be alone in a place like this. If you don't want to go home, then what if Nyokap lo is just worried about you?"

"Lagian Nyokap I'm also not at home, where could possibly worry about me?"

"But, Brother Lo can cuddle to Nyokap lo right? What if he says something bad about you to him?"

"Yes, too, but I still want to be here and I don't want to go home. If you're cape, you don't go home,"

"You don't go home, how can I leave you here alone?"

"Well, I'm looking for somewhere else, man,"

"No need. It's more dangerous outside,"

Risda was silent to listen to the words of Afrenzo, indeed in the outside world is much more dangerous than the place where he is today. It felt very lazy to go home, but Risda also did not know where else she had to go.

Moreover, he is still not working, so the money he has is only enough for a few days of snacks. Risda has no money to go anywhere she wants, so she can't do anything without money.